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i can’t wait to move in august and have a little apartment to decorate and call home and not know anyone and just kinda start over. a new city, new school, new friends. Not even start over so much as just kinda refresh myself. going to school so close to home did nothing for me and my utter disinterest. but i think a new place where I don’t know anything or anyone will force me to explore and appreciate. either my lovely bf will be going too, and we’ll be on this adventure, just us discovering a new world, a lovely little life to come home to every night. or he’ll go far away and I’ll have the opportunity to completely, solely explore myself and come to appreciate him more from afar. either way it seems so refreshing and soft and exciting to me and i hope it lives up to my hopes and i come to adore my new city and home and friends and that i grow into myself

#I feel so tied down here #like everyone how expectations and beliefs and misconceptions of me #from knowing me most of my life #and they maintain these opinions and characteristics and ideas of me from when I was younger #that they disregard who I am now #and it's hard to be yourself when know when you sees you as anything but abto #*as anything but the younger you #I've always hated these old ideas people had of me and still apply #even when I was younger #like when I was 12 and visited England with my grandparents #and my nana told everyone things that I liked to get m #me #for my birthday #and I hated it all and wished they wouldn't have spent the time ode money #but what annoyed me most was that they'd assumed I was still the same person I'd been 2 or 3 years before #and not someone who was able to grow an change #I still hate that and still feel burdened by those old ideas of myself that people still have and apple #without the constant #ness of those beliefs surrounding my I feel I'll be able to fully be myself #as opposed to having to try to be myself in the shadow of my old self #idk I'm excited #p

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