#withoutawish

[inevitably-johnlocked]

Hi Steph, I wanted your help with something, I just wanted to know if the author @withoutawish is still active on Tumblr, she’s very good. She was the one who wrote the heartbreaking story ‘where I cannot find you’. It’ll be of great help.

Hi Nonny!

Oh, I have no idea if they are or not, or if they’ve moved! I love their writing, so I hope they’re still around! The fics are still on the site, and since you mentioned it, I’ll post up the synopsis for that fic, which I HAVEN’T read yet!

Where I Cannot Find You by withoutawish (M, 22,211 w., 1 Ch. || Parentlock, Drama, Cancer, Illness, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Turmoil, Established Relationship, Character Death) – When Hamish is diagnosed with cancer, his parents have two entirely separate ways of coping.

If you’re withoutawish or you know where they are, let us know <3

[cupidford]

The River Variations by withoutawish

Johnlock Love Letters

(AKA - JL3 Declarations of Love from fan fiction) #1209

[lillabaloo]

TRIBUTE TO ALL OUR BELOVED FANFICTION WRITERS AND BRILLIANT FANARTISTS:

None of the art or quotations are mine. A celebration of the genius of others.

- https://flipagram.com/f/p2y3iQf6tZ Words and quotes: From the glorious writings of Wordstrings, Withoutawish, Caitlin Fairchild, MirithGriffin and the BBC’s Sherlock.

Music: Addicted to a certain lifestyle by #DavidArnold #MichaelPrice Art and pics: By various artists.

“John spoke and said, “Sherlock, it has recently come to my attention that I .. ‘something’ you…, you ridiculous technicolour man”…. and loving you, is like a series of shocks"… “Pain and loss … It’s all good”…. “but when it’s over, it’s more like death than it ought to be”. “John Watson is a man who is comfortable with paradoxes, ….. “Touching Sherlock is like moving from pale greys..to exploding technicolour”…. and kissing…”, “kissing Sherlock is surprising in every way”… “and only through John’s eyes can Sherlock be seen as unearthly and strange and unimaginably beautiful”. …“like an alabaster archangel crash landed on the sofa”.

[rominatrix]

Perfect angsty gif set is perfect <3

Thank you so much Beth <3 I’m so happy you like it!!! ^_^

[may-shepard]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson, Sherlock Holmes & John Watson, Mary Morstan/John Watson, It's Complicated is an Understatement Characters: Sherlock Holmes, John Watson, Mary Morstan, Molly Hooper, Greg Lestrade, Mycroft Holmes, ACD Canon Characters, With some cool badass new things about them, hopefully - Character, Mrs. Hudson Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Drug Addiction, Drug Addict Sherlock, Episode: s03e02 The Sign of Three, The Sign of Three 'Wreck-It-Even-More-Fic', Angst, Suicide Attempt, Self-Harm, Mental Health Issues, Story: The Adventure of the Copper Beeches, Story: The Adventure of the Solitary Cyclist, Demisexual Sherlock, Bisexual John Watson, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Unrequited Love, Possibly Unrequited Love, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Overuse of italics, Potential misunderstanding of String Theory, I don't know, Endlessly beating extended metaphors like dead horses Summary:

Sherlock is in love with John Watson. John Watson is in love with Mary Morstan. Sherlock likes Mary Morstan just fine. Sherlock likes drugs more. And most importantly, Sherlock doesn’t like Sherlock.

String theory dictates the laws of the universe. But their story isn’t one that can be boxed up neatly, tied in a heartstring bow.

"After all, the axioms of homeostasis dictate that an infinity sign of negative feedback can only loop back in on itself.”

monikakrasnorada recommended this incredible fic by @withoutawish to me a couple of days ago, and I just can’t say enough about it. Exactly what it says on the tin, a TSoT “wreck-it-even-more” fic with incredible style. Just gorgeous. For everyone who couldn’t stand the cutesy tone of that episode and just wanted to scream at John to wake the fuck up.

(What if he knew exactly what he was doing? What if he knew...everything? What if Sherlock did too? What if they both did?) 

Look anything I could possibly say about this isn’t going to do it justice. Just if you’re in the mood for something extremely emotionally intense but equally emotionally satisfying on a deep level, that acknowledges exactly how bad it is, this is your fic. 

[unreconstructedfangirl]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Oh my god. This fic is DELICIOUS AGONY, and I love it so much.

[vikulee]

TAGGED BY: One of the sweetest people and the best writers in the fandom, withoutawish <3

TIME AND DATE: 11:00 , 15 April LAST THING I GOOGLED: Johnlock fanart NICKNAME: Vickie BIRTHDAY: 15 September GENDER: Female SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Johnlock, as always :)  HEIGHT: I’m short. AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP AT NIGHT: I want all my 8 hours of sleep, so if I can get them, I do. Maybe more sometimes.  HOW MANY BLANKETS DO I SLEEP UNDER: Two for now, but it is getting warmer, so I will have to get rid of one. FAVORITE COLORS: Purple. ONE PLACE THAT MAKES ME HAPPY: Bookshops!! WHAT I’M WEARING RIGHT NOW: My pyjamas, I woke up an hour ago. LAST BOOK I READ: “Post Office” by Charles Bukowski.  FAVORITE BEVERAGE: Coke and water.  FAVORITE FOOD: Chicken. In every combination. LAST MOVIE I WATCHED IN THEATRES: Can’t even remember. I rarely go to the theatre. DREAM VACATION: Scotland.  DREAM WEDDING: I am not in the idea of a wedding much. If yes, I would keep it very simple with only 5-6 people.  DREAM PET: Dogs!! DREAM JOB: Maybe a librarian or a psychologist. LAST FIC YOU READ: Many omegaverse fics.  LAST TV SHOW YOU WATCHED: I am watching “Bob’s Burgers” currently and also “Inside number 9”. LAST PODCAST YOU LISTENED TO: Wtnv.  5 OBJECTS YOU CAN SEE FROM WHERE YOU’RE SITTING: Chairs, table, TV, window. SOMETHING YOU SAID YESTERDAY: Goodnight to my mom on the phone and then went to sleep.  

I don’t tag anyone, if you want to do it be my guest and also tag me so I will be able to see the answers and know you better. 

[baudown]

Reccing this again, because it’s just that amazing.

Summary:

Sherlock is in love with John Watson. John Watson is in love with Mary Morstan. Sherlock likes Mary Morstan just fine. Sherlock likes drugs more. And most importantly, Sherlock doesn’t like Sherlock.

String theory dictates the laws of the universe. But their story isn’t one that can be boxed up neatly, tied in a heartstring bow.

"After all, the axioms of homeostasis dictate that an infinity sign of negative feedback can only loop back in on itself.”