#wkthoughts

[williamkurk]

I can't even begin to express the amount of PTSD I felt watching this video!! This is as accurate to a toxic relationship as it gets, and I've been 'that' dude on too many days. Handcuffed by the gynocentric entitlements of an emotional tirade of a woman, and having to just 'deal with it'...just to be lured back into the web of the black widow once more. The moment I started to outline and assess my own values from within, I no longer had to put up with being treated as a 'tool' or 'emotional punching bag'. I didn't have to spaz out or react to the madness; I just simply walked away, or kept my distance. This dude is being treated like a sad puppy that pooped on the carpet, chewed up her shoes, and knocked over her collection of Pineapple Ciroc! I will never in my existence return to this type of situation, and in order for me to overcome it, I had to step completely away from all things/people/places associated with it, as well as refuse any line of communication with the problem. I had my own toxic behaviors I had to absolve, but I realized that those behaviors were acts of rebellion towards the situation I could not control. Once I got away, those feelings, thoughts, and actions went completely away. The energy you entertain has a certain impact on how we conduct ourselves. This could certainly be a vice-versa scenario also (as far as genders), but I only speak from my own perspective as a male who has dealt with this...and seen dudes treated like this, in public, far too often. If you're a woman who feels compelled to do this, or a dude who feels he has to 'take this', just leave. The end. #soapbox #perspective #wkthoughts #society #america #toxic #relationship #drama #august #2018 #nah #skipthat #wke #wklegacy #swerve #🙀 #beentheredonethat #iwasthatguy #nomas #walkaway #incompatible #mgtow #facepalm #stopthemadness #ptsd https://www.instagram.com/p/Bm1SzuGldTZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1v7ky3vwt2o1b

[williamkurk]

I decided to do something for myself and get this NES notebook. A simple act of self care, but I needed something to remind me of a time when I wasn’t getting dragged by life. This notebook also inspires me to write tunes that tap into my core imagination; something I’ve lost sight of in the last year due to various obstacles. My current track listing for this new album is depressing, and this notepad is helping me break free from these clouds that have consumed my soul. No matter what happens in life, people can forsake you with prejudice, but only our thoughts remain. When we all cross that river, only the substance of our words will reflect the true essence of our existence. #writer #composer #wke #wkthoughts #chicago #yamaha #nes #creativity #imagination #life #humbled #blessed https://www.instagram.com/p/CpDpfWVvVCv/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[williamkurk]

Today is the first day in eons that I have time to work on things that pertain to WILLIAM KURK! I give my time and energy working on the behalf of the world. Never forget to nurture your own garden. Spend time thinking, reading, or in my case...eating by yourself, because that is the most valuable time you’ll ever have in this life. It’s a beautiful place, so cherish it. #wke #wkthoughts #time #mk #gowhitesox #selfie #blackman #america #chicago #chitown #earth #pilsen #message #beyonce #bustdownthotiana (at Frida Room) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwFWJO3FFqz/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6nw5rpfnh95j

[williamkurk]

Allow me to take the time to address the notion of me being heralded as a misogynist (or woman-hater) with this vid. We live in a hyper-sensitive society now where people just react to some stuff, without knowing the basis or context of the things that are said (or done). I am very candid and expressive, but a misogynist?? Naw. Some folks truly believe this about me, which is pathetic, and if you do...dismiss yourself from my social media and be sure to let the door hit you on da way out. Misogynist, sexist, racist...I’m not about none of that, so if you mad, just keep it moving. I know it’s haters out here; not gonna act like everybody is out here showing love for me, regardless of what I say. I got a troll squad that follows me wherever I go, but that’s just what it is these days. My DM works, so if you ‘disagree’ with something I say (or how I say it), I’m right here pimps and pimpettes. Feel free to address your concerns to me, and not @reverb (or nobody else). For those who are not afraid to show themselves and yield disapproval of my rhetoric, leave a comment or hit me direct so I can put a ‘face’ to these jabroni followers (or lurkers). Yawl know what I look like and who I am, so I raise you the same. Otherwise, stay off my page if you got grapeskin, cause this ain’t the place. Got love for the peeps that been showing mad love and support, and I appreciate the folks that have been active in their participation of this interactive forum 🙌🏽🙏! #chicago #wke #wklegacy #realtalk #wkthoughts #friday #march #marchmadness #gosox #real #💯 #nofilter #medicinestraight #leo #keepitmoving #swerve #gtfoh #duces #real #wap (at Chicago, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvmvCSZlhMO/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=33ammx0q4gi3

[williamkurk]

This is gonna be a verbose post of sorts, so proceed with caution. @CecyMakesMusic and I have been in a romantic tug-of-war for about 4 years, and which each passing year, the emotional stress grows more chronic. When things are good, they’re great…but when they’re bad, it’s worst than an episode of “Big Bang Theory”. The emotional complexity has played out like some Spanish Soap Opera on BET, but the blessing in disguise is that Cecy (inadvertently) helped me analyze my own values and behaviors in regards to ‘happiness’ and ‘relationships’. In my time apart, I realized that Happiness is shared, and not the responsibility of one (or the other) to create for two people. Also, a relationship is a ‘choice’, and not an ‘obligation’. I made a choice to endure the slings and arrows of it, but now…I feel different about the concept of a relationship, especially if the happiness varies constantly. With that being said, I will continue to fraternize with my guild of associates that help promote my jovial attitude daily, and I declare sovereignty from the cage of the communistic masquerade that terrorizes my peace of mind. It’s been a remarkable ride, and like Tom Cruise did at the end of Vanilla Sky…it’s time to take that leap! Lucid dreams don’t last forever. #wke #wkthoughts #tuesday #october #life #america #knowledge #understanding #awakening #sovereign #memorial #vanityfair #reflections #mood #time #space #declaration #freedomofthepress #blackandwhite #lit (at Chicago, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/BouX08XliUb/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1czhs6ogo6bmi

[williamkurk]

The last 2 months for me have been nothing short of a revival for my soul, as I've been able to evaluate myself in the aftermath of these situationships. If you love yourself more than the madness that kept you held down, then you gotta work on being the best self you can be...without having 'somebody' there to be a place-holder for your perceived-happiness. Im happier now than I've ever been in the last 10 years, because I'm taking the time to embrace who I want to be, where I want to be, and attract those things that see my good works...and not just my faults or problems. If it's not helping, it's most certainly hurting...so you gotta stride sovereign for a while until persons/situations of value present themselves worthy; no other way. Do not settle, and do not fall back on your progress because you get 'lonely'...GOTTA KEEP PRESSING ON!!!! If you consider me a friend, I got your back...and we're gonna move forward together! #promise #saturday #change #wke #wklegacy #america #chicago #chitown #love #time #twitter #lit #life #work #nomoreexcuses #nomoretears #nomoredrama #Slay #friends #chicago #wkthoughts #facts #message #teamme #memyselfandi #hansolo #takecareofyourself #selflove #selfcare #latterwillbegreater #testimony

[williamkurk]

Random Blurb 12-5

I have found refuge in Tumblr. This is a social media that many do not account for in the mainstream scene of day-to-day techno-fish bowls. I have taken a break from Instagram, and continue to use Twitter and Snapchat daily. Already, there is a difference in my ability to function much better. Productivity is improved, and my quality of thinking is revived. There’s something about having to like photos and construct hashtags that really just impaled my level of attentiveness.

Anyhow, lots of interesting things are happening in my life. I’m blessed to still be in-demand as a freelance musician, as well as being a contributing artists for video content at Reverb.com!

Often, I find that much of the happiness we seek is already surrounding us. I won’t say too much here, but for the mighty few that know understand the language: “Kah angre j’mé torkah”. Yes...it’s true. Go there to see the rest. Otherwise, I may post here from time to time just to keep tabs on moments that I deem publicly-worthy of sharing.

Cheers yawl...and follow me on Twitter and Snapchat in the meantime to see the day-to-day thoughts and actions in real time!

[williamkurk]

#wkthoughts - Some people only love (and treat) you as a possession, and not a person. Know the difference between one who is 'broken-hearted' and one who has a 'broken-ego'. Their entitlement of you falls in-line with their ego. When they put a carrot on a stick, and you don't move, they'll act a fool on you..,proving they only cared about you as a 'prop'. The person you has true love for you won't flip the monopoly board over, just because things are not going their way...but instead will try to persevere to a place of understanding and acceptance. If you're dealing with an egomaniac, let that jive go RIGHT NOW! Don't look back, and don't speak of them as ever existing. #truth #word #tuesday #wke #wklegacy #america #video #blackman #love #ego #relationship #beautifuldestinations #believeinyourself #standup #riseup #nomas #evidence #thoughts #peoplebelike #life #may #2017 #newseason (at Far Southeast Side, Chicago, Illinois)