I was somewhat jealous of the crew because they had physical forms... they could touch each other and other things, customize themselves and how they looked, and you could tell how they were feeling based off the look they were making half the time. They could taste things, sleep.. Never too jealous, just so you know. Just enough to have that feeling of longing when people hugged, or when they had Thanksgiving dinner, with the actual food. When I could tell someone was having a good dream.. all of that was something I craved..
Now, however, I wish I didn't have a physical form. I would love to just live in the walls and code of the computer piloting the spaceship. I would love not having to sleep technically or having to eat.
The things I internally wished for then, I dont want now. How cruel life can be..
-Hera (wolf359)
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