Chapter Eighteen || FFN · AO3
Theo should have known that it would be a losing battle to keep Hermione away from him once he revealed the truth of her status as his mate. She was so frustratingly Gryffindor, sometimes, determined to ignore his suggestion to keep some space between them. He was only doing it because he cared so much for her, like a cloying, aching sweetness that never left him. He would be devastated if she got hurt because of him.
Worse, he knew that he would be absolutely crushed if someday she decided that she didn't want to be with him any longer. It was something he wasn't sure if he'd be able to survive, living life normally after he knew what it was like to be with Hermione.
He knew that she wasn't being so stubborn because she was trying to hurt him or herself. He knew that she was just honestly being a good friend, trying to show him how much she genuinely cared for him. It was a bit of a foreign concept, to have someone treat him like Hermione did. Of course, he had other friends, but she was so earnest and genuine, seeing him for him and not just as a sum of stereotypes.
After she'd snuck into his room on the Seventh Floor during January's full moon, he'd made a promise to her that he wouldn't hide away from her if she never snuck back in before a transformation. He hadn't been lying to her when he'd told her that he could barely control himself around her normally, but that close to moonrise, he was barely able to keep the wolf at bay - a wolf who was quite insistent on claiming his mate, not bothered that Theo wanted to give her time to understand what kind of commitment that would be.
She'd agreed to the trade, but was still forced to spend the night with him a second time. They spent the lead up kissing furiously, with Hermione on his lap, grinding against him. Theo hadn't been able to keep his hands to himself, slipping up under her jumper and bra to cup her breasts. It hadn't been enough - Salazar, not nearly enough - but he'd contented himself with it anyway.