i love ur anton fics 😭😭😭😭 i was wondering if u could make one for wonbin? tysmmm
best friend's secret — p.wb
🪐. he sees your new vacation photo on instagram while gaming, he saves it, gets painfully hard, and strokes himself while imagining you gagging on his cock, guilt mixing with overwhelming lust. noncon, mdni
warnings — explicit sexual content, male masturbation, detailed descriptions of arousal and orgasm, voyeuristic fantasy involving a best friend, internal guilt and conflict, strong language, adult themes, 18+ only, non-consensual use of personal photo for sexual gratification. mdni.
pairings — nonidol!wonbin x fem!reader
genre — smut, 18+ | masterlist.
wonbin leaned back in his gaming chair, the soft hum of his pc fans filling the quiet room. his fingers moved on the keyboard out of habit while his mind wandered a bit from the match.
a notification sound cut through the game audio. he glanced at his phone on the desk and saw your name. it was a new instagram post from you.
he paused the game quickly and picked up the phone. the photo loaded. you were on vacation for a week, standing somewhere sunny with a normal shirt and shorts on. nothing fancy.
his eyes scanned your face first. the familiar smile he had known since childhood made something warm stir in his chest. then his gaze dropped lower without thinking.
he looked at the way the shirt sat on your chest and how the shorts showed your legs. his cheeks heated up right away. he rubbed the back of his neck with one hand, feeling the flush spread.
wonbin saved the photo to a hidden folder on his phone like he had done a few times before. he knew it was not right but he could not stop himself.
his cock started to harden in his sweatpants. the fabric felt tighter suddenly. he muttered under his breath, voice low and rough.
"fuck, you're so pretty."
guilt hit him fast. you were his childhood best friend. he had always kept his feelings buried behind easy smiles and casual hangouts. but right now the guilt was not stronger than the heat building in his body.
he palmed himself over the sweatpants, pressing lightly at first. a quiet groan slipped out. the game was still paused on screen but he did not care anymore.
with one hand he controlled the mouse to leave the match. the other stayed on his growing erection, rubbing slowly to ease the ache.
his patience ran thin after a minute. he pulled his cock out, already leaking at the tip. the cool air of the room made him hiss softly.
wonbin picked up the phone again with his free hand. he zoomed in on your photo, focusing on your lips and the curve of your body.
he started pumping his cock with steady strokes. his grip was firm, thumb brushing over the head each time. breaths came heavier now.
he imagined it was your mouth around him. the way you would look up while taking him deeper, gagging a little but not stopping. the thought made his hips buck up into his fist.
"shit... just like that," he whispered to the empty room. his eyes stayed glued to the zoomed photo.
the guilt flickered again but it only made everything feel more intense. he knew he should not be doing this with your picture but his body did not listen.
wonbin leaned further back in the chair, legs spreading wider. his hand moved faster along his length, slick sounds mixing with his low groans.
he pictured you on your knees in front of him during one of those lazy afternoons at his place. the innocent way you laughed turning into something else entirely.
his free hand gripped the armrest of the gaming chair tight. veins stood out on his forearm from the effort. sweat started to form on his forehead.
the vacation photo stayed open on his phone screen. he zoomed in even more on your chest, then your legs, letting his mind fill in every detail he had noticed over the years.
"you're driving me crazy," he said quietly, voice strained. another groan followed as he twisted his wrist at the top of each stroke.
wonbin closed his eyes for a second but opened them again to look at your face in the picture. it felt more real that way, even if it was just a photo.
his pumping grew quicker, almost desperate. the chair creaked a little under his movements. he was getting close but he tried to hold it back to make it last.
memories flashed in his head. childhood days playing together, teenage years where he started noticing you differently, and now this secret want he hid behind friendly texts and shared meals.
he imagined the sounds you would make if it was really happening. soft gags and muffled moans while your lips stretched around him. the thought pushed him closer to the edge.
wonbin bit his lower lip hard to keep from being too loud. the apartment walls were thin and the last thing he needed was neighbors hearing.
his hand flew over his cock now, slick with precum. every vein and ridge felt sensitive under his fingers. his balls tightened as the pressure built.
he stared at your legs in the photo and pictured them wrapped around him instead. the smooth skin he had only seen in passing during summers.
"god... i want you so bad," he muttered, the words slipping out unfiltered. guilt twisted with the pleasure but he could not stop.
wonbin's breathing turned ragged. his chest rose and fell quickly. the game on his pc screen had long gone to sleep mode.
he switched the phone to his other hand so he could use his dominant one for better control. the strokes became shorter and faster, focused on the head.
the zoomed image of your mouth made his imagination run wild. he saw you taking him all the way, eyes watering but eager. it was too much.
his hips jerked up off the chair. a deep groan escaped as the first wave hit him. thick ropes of cum spilled over his fist and onto his stomach.
he kept pumping through it, milking every last bit while staring at your photo. his body shuddered with the release.
wonbin slowed down gradually, chest heaving. the guilt came back stronger now that the haze of arousal was fading. he wiped his hand on a tissue from the desk.
he looked at the saved photo one more time before locking his phone. a quiet sigh left him as he leaned forward, elbows on his knees.
"what the hell am i doing," he said to himself, voice barely above a whisper. but deep down he knew he would probably do it again.
the room felt too quiet after. he stood up slowly, legs a bit shaky, and headed to the bathroom to clean up properly.
later that evening he would text you something casual like always. asking about your vacation or sharing a meme. keeping the secret locked away behind his innocent eyes.
wonbin sat back down in the gaming chair after washing up. he restarted the game but his mind stayed on you the whole time.
he wondered if you had any idea how he really felt. probably not. you treated him like the same old best friend from years ago.
the thought made him smile a little despite everything. for now this was how it was. hidden feelings and stolen moments like this one.
he played a few more matches half-heartedly. every notification from his phone made his heart jump, hoping it was you again.
but the night went on normally. just another evening in his small seoul apartment where no one knew what went on behind the screen.
wonbin eventually turned off the pc and lay in bed. the photo was still saved on his phone but he did not open it again that night.
sleep came slowly. his last thought before drifting off was your smile in that vacation picture and how much he wished things were different.
the next morning he would wake up and act like nothing happened. that was the routine he had gotten used to over the years.
keeping it all inside while staying your reliable childhood best friend. the one with innocent eyes that hid everything else.









