Leos 2 questions!
1) How did yall realize that there were 2 systems rather than 1? Was that always the case or was it like a whole thing?
2) When figuring out median system things is it just like. Vibes or is it like one of you feels the split?
Sorry I’m having plural thoughts again and everything is weird and strange but. Am curious
hi woosh !! answers!!
we kept categorizing people as "pre-system", which was like. "okay there is some kind of plurality happening here but it was before the Leo System existed so idk what was up with that". that was a term we were using to describe T1 for YEARS. and there was always a lot of weirdness with a ~brain location~ we called a bunch of stuff but currently call Otherside, where it was like. yeah there's a totally different gang of people there. sometimes they cross over to here but if we try to cross over there (except for me, katie) while in front we get all fuzzybrained. im sure thats normal and just wacky gateway stuff <- clueless
and even then it took EONS for us to finally like. discover the fact that "several systems in one body" is a Thing? and that made us finally remember that waaaayyy before the leo system existed, i did have. what would be considered a uuhhhhhh i forgot the exact term but it's a system where only i front. its just that i didnt know plurality was a Thing back then, and when i did learn abt plurality it was after the first system went dormant and then the leo system happened. but it has its own headspace and way it functions and everything. and since then we've been working on waking it back up! which has been Weird and Strange bc having two systems that play by their own rules coexisting is. a bit of a headache. also i need to draw charts but its too 11pm for that
MEDIAN STUFF IS. MORE STRAIGHTFORWARD. kinda. the Icaroids (me, pat, summer, mae, wy, etc) consider ourselves median bc we just feel very. interconnected? like we have our differences (KATIE BEAM!!!!) but we have very obvious Shared Traits and we affect each other a lot, like wayyyy more than the rest of the system. n theres this just like, general feeling of Connection that we explain as being like siblings but thats not entirely it? idk we're a package deal do not separate. but in our case its also def bc the others Were Me at one point in time due to the. not just splitting but also "katie fuckin exploded" thing, so the link of "we were all the same person once" is still There even if theyre separate people now
does that make sense??? i dont know if it does. our brain's weird. but i guess its like a mix of Feeling The Split and Vibes and also just us trying to define whatever nightmare hell spaghetti is happening to us at any given time
-katie











