Not hating my body is so surreal, I sometimes struggle to properly digest the fact that for all of my life up until these past few months, I have absolutely hated how ive looked, and now I dont, and im not really sure what to do with that
Sure im still dysphoric and dysmorphic at times but its so surreal being able to look in the mirror and be able to think "i look pretty alright" or even some days "damn I look GOOD"















