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17 February 2021,

Dear Friend,

I'm sorry for having my weak episodes again. I hope I did not step over the line. I guess I've been assuming things again and day dreaming about past memories. I know it will never be the same again but atleast we can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I just wanted to say that, even though I’m not with you anymore at least we are under the same sky, just look at it whenever you miss me. I'll do too.

Love always,

Marlo

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The person that loved me is gone. Instead a perfectly mean stranger has taken their place. Maybe people never change? Maybe I was living a lie, Was it worth for me to try? All I can fathom is a sigh. -RA

Cabrillo National Monument. San Diego, CA, United States.

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17 January 2021

Dear Friend,

Are you here?

I have something to tell you.

I'm sorry, for the bad things that happened. It's my fault.

I will try... to continue living without feeling any guilt, but if that means I have to forget you, I don't want to do it, because you are my good memory, the only memory that I have.

Why do I have to cry for you?

I have so many things to tell you.

I'll see you soon.

Love Always,

Marlo

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11 April 2020

Dear Friend,

Last night, I woke up from a bad dream. I woke up feeling terrible like someone took my heart out. Now dreams, I've been learning about what dreams means. I've learned that everything about our dream tells something about us, that everything in our dream is a part of ourself, I mean everything like the people in it, the place, the things. All of these suggests something about our waking life. It's our subconscious trying to tell us something. Our dreams are not literal, like the people in it are not really connected to your dream. Lets put that in mind. For example, I found out that dreaming about coffins or deaths suggest that we are seeking for a release in our waking life, totally different to what we would initially relate it about. About my dream, now I can't really remember the whole detail, but I can clearly remember the feeling. I've read that as time goes by after you woke up, you slowly forget about your dream, but for some, they forget it instantly as soon as they wake up, but just like me, they remember the feeling, that's why they know they dreamt about something. In my dream, I was standing outside a reception of a wedding, someone got married, I recognized him, he used to be my friend. He got married with another man, I know this because I see a wedding cake with their names on it. I can't remember, but there were names on the cake, I would assume that it was their names. I was looking from the back, and I remember feeling terrible that he got married, like I somehow can't accept it. I saw myself having a breakdown like I just can't believe what I saw. Then I woke up. Now, I don't know what that means, because as I have said, we shouldn't take dreams literally because they mean very different from what we can really perceive. I'll try to research about the meaning of my dream and find out how it affects my waking life. I'll tell it to you soon okay. I hope you're doing okay.

Love Always,

Marlo

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If I would meet you now. In the city, you on your bike. You would wave. Or tip me on my shoulder. Me, having my earplugs in, trying to dive in an other universe, me I would be surprised. Like so many times that you were driving behind me and I didn’t notice it. And you would smile like back then, happy and kind of proud that you surprised me and that I am staring at you like you are a ghost. Well,.. for me you were a ghost somehow. I looked at you this way because I was scared. That I accidentally would let you see what I feel. That I would make you realize that I am not „okay“ . That you would see behind. I was scared that if I would touch you again, I would be lost forever. Well,.. I was already.

If I would meet you now. In the city, you on your bike. You would ask me how I am doing and I spent the last few years. And I?

I would like to tell you about the pain, that you caused. The heartbreak that you didn’t even now was happening to me. That I feel so stupid for not telling you what you mean to me before you met „her“. That I still want to say the three words but I am scared. That I am curious what you were doing. I want to tell you how much my family is missing you. That I am feared for my mums health. That I don’t have eyes for other guys. Cause they are not you. That I miss you. Your voice. Your touch. Your soul. That I am going through hard times and how much it hurts that we grew apart that much.

If I would meet you now. In the city, you on your bike. You would look deep into my eyes, like back then, our souls would have this special connection just by looking into eachothers eyes. And I would just say

„I‘m okay.“

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