#worf-rambles

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I am sick 😫

Send a Gale Dekarios shaped nurse pls

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I have so much to do.

Find something to eat after work, maybe wash my hair, maybe use a hair mask beforehand, maybe put a dresser together again that fell apart, maybe clean the bathroom…

But I only want to go and fight the big brain to marry my wizard (again)! 🥲

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Got my nails done. (It’s a luxury I treat myself to to keep my sanity.)

Milky white, medium-short coffin and natural white marble with gold flakes on the ring finger (tell me you were a teen/ young adult in the early 2010s without telling me). And it looks gorgeous, elegant, classy, winter-y (what I wanted)!

And my “Gotta stand out and show the world how speciallll I am” ass is worried if they are too boring and turn me into a basic white bitch. 😬 (I am an enneagram 4 if this tells you something.)

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The winter sun in February is something else!

When it’s cold but the sun shines so bright through the afternoon that had been dark just a few weeks prior.

And I remember again that existence can be kind and that the seasons change and so do I and I am part of the dance called life and that something new and ancient will come.

The winter sun means hope.

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Beautiful 🥲

Tonight am I experiencing the worst case of executive dysfunction I have in some time, I hate it here. I am in sensory overload and physical exhaustion from the day, sleep deprived and nearing the end of my cycle so my hormones are going crazy.

Helpppp 😫

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I discovered a shortcut from the train station to my workplace! Yay!

It includes a little hike uphill through the woods and honestly I am not mad about that. The time I save is extraordinary, even while slowly walking uphill (I am not well trained currently) am I saving at least five minutes, if I am quicker seven.

And I am also happy about the extra movement I get this way because due to money and health and living situation reasons am I a little short on regular body supporting movement in my everyday life and I have to take this way anyway everyday, so why not let it support me and my needs.

Also it’s a beautiful morning today and a walk in nature always lifts the spirits. (My inner druid is saying hello!)

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Had a terrible night thanks to daylight savings.

This was not how the weekend was supposed to go. Also had weird dreams and feel even drained than before.

I hate it so much!

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Oh no, the urges are returning.

(I want to get boba tea every day as a treat after work. 🥲)

Fighting the urges.