#work guy

[frenziedslashers]

The guy I work with is 10 minutes late and I'm sitting here awkwardly because I can't do my job without him, literally 🕴

[solinthevoid]

hey so remember that cute, good looking dude with the insanely pretty hairwho just started at my work? well it turns out that my initial plan of just never interracting with him is somewhat flawed, as we're apparently going to be helping each other with some of the work tasks this summer??? and i have to teach him some of the tings???????

w h a t t h e f u c k k

[greaceu]

I saw a picture of Zico... and he's REALLY ugly. He's more ugly than me.

work guy

[glowyboy-blog]

me n work guy get a giggly n smiley around each other. what does this mean?

[greaceu]

not to come across as rude or nosy, but I'm just curious - are you guys thinking of marriage in the future? you and work guy, that is. it's just that i've been following your story for a while now and - it just seems so incredible, in some way, I don't know how to word it but -- anyway, again, don't mean to pry so you don't have to answer. I wish you guys well !

thank you so much~yes, we are imagining marriage in the future…i don’t know how soon, but it’s definitely down the road for us.

[greaceu]

i don’t know why i’m so fucked up that after every time something goes slightly wrong with us, i resort to thinking that he’s super mad at me and he’s done with me and it’s over...

i always take things to far. i start off being right and then i take it so far that i end up being wrong. i mess up everything and i don’t know why i think like that when everything is perfectly fine...

i have remind myself frequently that the man who loves me would never be so irrational, but i shouldn’t have to remind myself, because i know that he definitely is not. i always expect him to apologize for things that i’ve really blown out of proportion in my head. no matter how hard i try to convince myself that i am blowing the issue out of proportion, i still worry that the issue is significantly weighing down our relationship... when it is, in fact, not...

and the fact that i’m realizing this about myself make me feel insane, which makes me worry that he’s not gonna like me anymore and that he’ll want to stop with me, which makes me feel more crazy and i just don’t know why im feeling this way all the time, when i don’t have to be feeling this way and he’s not feeling the way that i imagine he is...

[greaceu]

my brother-in-law’s wife invited me to go to korea with her in february... i told her that i might want to go, despite it being around a $1000 for the airline ticket. the only reason that i’m hesitant is because we’d probably be spending a lot of time with work guy’s parents and i don’t think i’m even close to being ready to meet his mom. even she said that she wasn’t totally comfortable around her and that it was awkward a lot of the time. 

i really wanted my first time there to be with work guy, too, but if he goes back now, that’ll be the end of his visa and he’s almost positive that he won’t be able to get another one, so we have to wait to get married and all the stuff that goes with that, so he can come and go more freely...

my sister-in-law was also telling me that in korean, women usually weigh between 90 and 110 lbs, so she never buys clothes there. if she does buy, then she said she has to wear the biggest sizes, even though she’s not a large woman to begin with. i just find that interesting...

on another note... work guy has been helping out his brother with their new house too, doing things like yard work and arranging and building new furniture. i haven’t gotten to see him a lot, because during the day, he’s with them and then right after work, he goes back to help them until like 2am.. then he’s always tired and i’m worried that he’s gonna get sick because of it and because the weather is changing and it’s getting a lot colder now

he went to new york this weekend with his brother and some taekwondo students for some championship and he’s not coming back until sunday. he said that they would be back tonight, but my sister-in-law told me that even though they said that they would be back, they probably won’t be and they’ll probably be partying with all the other masters and grandmasters in new york until super late and then they’ll just stay the night there in a hotel. either that, or they’ll come back super late and work guy will have to drive (i live about 3-4 hours from new york) and then they’ll spend all of sunday sleeping and then i probably still won’t be able to play with work guy, which is just not fair. :c