17/October 2021
I’ve been interesting in tarot for some years, but these days it doesn’t really resonate with me. If I’ve ever asked I wanted some sort of help, and I feel I’ve always got what I already knew. Still, it’s a great and magical tool. Now that I think about it - it’s good to remember where you are standing at the moment. I spent hours of listening to people reading cards - it was inspiring and it helped me to learn more about myself and my actions. It felt like therapy sessions, when I was the one listening to uknown stories. Just give me a story and I’ll make it mine.
Instead of being interested in listening to criminal, mysterious and scary stories. (After some time of listening to this, I felt the effect it had on my mental being - the way I felt - I gave my energy to those thoughts and it started feeling real.) I got myself into listening and learning about ancient civilizations. I feel like I already somehow knew, and there wasn’t really anything that surprised me. But I have no knowledge of exact places, writings etc. More or less I wonder, how the technology worked. Now it seems like it may be something of our wildest dreams, but knowledge may lead us a different route. And maybe - what is this project Earth? I’m feeling fascinated. Also I’ve been thinking about human nature - who we are again, haha.
I’ve been thinking about reading Bible, I think I can read some interesting stories there, and possible advices to life - or maybe something about our past, present or future.
What do you believe in.