#worthless human

[darkeststorm]

TW . . . . . . . . . . Everything's so shitty in my life. I hate it. My life is garbage. I'm exhausted but I've done nothing with my worthless life to deserve it.

[ecstasiasxflower]

Tomi Lahren is a piece of shit.

[icosahedron-rising]

I just miss the optimistic person I used to be and loath my current withered state of mind.

I find my self not wanting to do many things I once enjoyed. If I am alone, With out someone to share my experience & validate my existence what is the point. It is like I never existed. Always felt like a ghost anyway. No stranger to the feel where people forget the numerous times I've meet them or things we've done together. I remember everything, the fact I wasn't important enough to etch a memory in others saddens me.

Relapsing hard into a cycle of negative thoughts.

Plz help.

[alwaysforgetregret]

I'm a piece of shit of human being

I'm not attractive , I'm not responsible , I can't one decent job barely even a fucking call back , I mess up and lose good friendships pretty much took them for granted , Im a lazy fuck , I can be motivated but can never take action , I'm a shallow bitch most times at least I admit not always , I'm a dumb fuck who can't pass a fucking class in school , I'm selfish at times when I shouldn't be , I'm afraid of dying without having had lived my life but yet I don't do nothing about it , I just don't feel good about myself lately , I appreciate the friends who still deal with me and my girlfriend who can also tolerate me and love me despite my flaws sigh I'm just upset , i had to vent a little because I know I'm not doing well in anything I can't push myself to great in a class and dedicate myself to nothing but my classes when I'm in school , I been applying to jobs since I was 18 and I'm about to be 20 this year I barely get a call back and for the 2 or 3 callbacks I ever had out of hundreds of jobs that I have applied to I either get reject for my face or I'm just not good enough while all my other friends are getting jobs so easily and I have either lost a good friendship or some a friendship is becoming abit distant , I have anxiety of the fact that my life is literally passing by me and I haven't done anything worth while

[victorcrespo-blog]

I get pissed off everytime I see somebody smoking in a car with a baby in the backseat.

[teddybeargerard]

im going back to sleep now bye babies