I thought, Why do I need to push myself so hard that I end up in hospital? I took three months off to think about why I do the things I do and why I needed to push so hard. That changed me as a human being. That’s where you come alive, right? Right at the edge? That’s where I want to be in life as an actor and person. That’s part of my essence. In a way, though, you have to feel that edge and know when it’s time to get close to that and maybe when it’s time to take a step back. Giving it your all is not always the most interesting thing as well. I realised that just enough could be way more interesting. Usually, you think about what you can give the character, but at the end of this season, I thought, What did Rand give me?
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