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Fiona no...

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Member: Felix x Reader

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Request:  can i please have a 91 with Felix? Please make it angst with fluff at the end thanks!

A/N: I hope you like this! This was longer than I originally planned it to be, oops

Enjoy!! <33

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You knocked on the door once, expecting that the young male on the other side would gladly welcome you in. But to your surprise, there was no response, no young male, no warm welcome. You pouted, thinking that your boyfriend was probably in the restroom or something. You actually had the key to open the dormitory, however, you always wanted to be polite as more than one person was living there as well. 

You countlessly knocked and rang the doorbell, also checking on the time. 

It was already 7:30, and you were late.

He was late.

It was your boyfriend’s idea of making reservations at the new restaurant downtown, but he missed the time and the restaurant would be closing soon. 

You huffed and took out the key, hoping he had a good reason for missing such a planned out date. Opening the door, you hurriedly shuffled in calling out your boyfriend’s name. 

“Lix?” 

As a response, there was an explosion of shrieks coming from the one and only.

“OK USE THE COMBO MOVE- YES, YES!” An eruption of inhuman noises filled your ears. That explains why he couldn’t hear you. “Felix!” You called out, walking into his room. 

His headset was on and he was rapidly pressing buttons on his switch. Considering the fact that he was shouting in English, he was probably playing with his friends back in Australia. 

You crept up to him, reaching your hand to lightly tap his shoulder, but before you could make contact with him, he jumped up yelling with glee‍. 

“YES, GAME!” his headphones fell as he stood up, and you took that as an opportunity to call him one more time. 

“Lee YongBok.” 

He turned around with wide, doe eyes, surprised that you were there. 

But his smile never left, clearly he was proud that he won once again. “Hey, babe! When did you get here? I didn’t hear you come in.” He pulled you in a hug but when you didn’t reciprocate, he let go. “What’s wrong?” 

“Lix did you forget? We had a date today. At 7.” You took out your phone to reveal the current time. “It’s 7:35.” 

His expression changed as he scrambled to get his phone to check the time as if he didn’t want to believe the time shown on your device. After a few more glances on the screen, he sighed, running his fingers through his hair. 

“Gosh, I’m so sorry babe, I-I must’ve been distracted.” It was only then when he examined the clothes you were wearing. The new blouse that you bought enveloped your upper half, the color making your skin glow. Your skinny black jeans had rips on the knees, perfectly showing off your curves and legs nicely. You looked stunning even just wearing some simple clothing, but he could tell that you put some effort into your appearance, and it just made Felix feel worse. 

And the fact that you didn’t look mad, but disappointed, is what made him feel so guilty. 

“Lix, I get that you like playing video games and I get that sometimes you need some time alone, but it doesn’t hurt to tell me these things. You could’ve just sent me a text saying we could cancel and I could leave you alone.”

“No no, it’s not like that. It just slipped my mind and I’m so sorry. I don’t want to be alone, I want to spend time with you I do-”

You shook your head, a sad smile present. “It’s fine, I get it. Maybe next time, yeah?” You paused, debating whether or not you should express how you truly feel. You decided to just let it out since bottling it up would do no good. 

“I’m just a little hurt that you forgot that we had plans today. I’m not saying this to make you feel guilty, trust me, but you’ve been so busy lately that it’s hard to spend time with you. I wanted to at least do one thing together before you’re off again for promotions, but I guess it can wait. I’ll give you time, babe. It must be stressful trying to balance these schedules.” 

As you spoke, Felix shook his head, eyes beginning to water. He wanted you to yell at him. Cry. Hit him. Anything but just stand there. It just makes him feel horrible. 

He could sense the sorrow in your tone and it made him realize how little time he’s spent with you. Today was the one day where he could be with you without any interruptions, but he ruined that. 

“Can I make it up to you?” He asked, searching for hope in your eyes. 

You returned with a heartless chuckle, “I’ll be going now, Felix.” Your voice was small, but it felt like a punch to his stomach. 

You moved to him and caressed his cheek before giving it a small peck. 

Then you left. 

The door was softly shut and you were already gone, but Felix didn’t move from his spot. He just blew his chance. He doesn’t even know when is the next time he could see you. The only sound in the room was the game from his Nintendo switch, but the bright music only worsened his mood. His phone chimed and he hurriedly rushes to grab it, hoping that it was you. To his disappointment, it was only his manager saying that there was practice tomorrow. 

Great, now he can’t even see you tomorrow. 

He shut everything off and collapsed on his bed, thinking about nothing except you. 

-

“YAH YONGBOKIE WE’RE BACK!” 

Changbin bursts through the door, followed by Minho, Jisung, and Chan, who were just as loud. 

“Did you miss us?” Jisung sing-songed. 

Silence. 

That was odd. Being one of the loudest members in the group, Felix was notorious for blasting music or yelling loudly in the dorms. This made the members suspicious.

“Yah, Yongbok are you dead?” Minho retorted. 

Nothing.

The other three boys set the groceries down on the kitchen counter while Lee Know was on a search to find the younger member. 

He sneakily tiptoed to Felix’s room before full on barging in with a shout. 

He didn’t expect the Australian to be lying face down on top of the bed. 

“Holy shit, guys I think he’s actually dead,” Minho called out. 

A worried Chan and a curious Jisung come in the room to see the same sight. Changbin follows with widened eyes. “Hey,” Chan gently rests a hand on his shoulder. “Are you alright?” 

Felix only answers with a sniffle. 

Ah, so he’s been crying. 

“No.” Felix lifts his head to see Changbin in front of him with Minho and Jisung to the side. 

“I’m a terrible fucking boyfriend that’s what I am” 

The boys froze, not knowing what to do. "What happened?" Jisung asked slowly. 

"I forgot about my date with Y/n because I was being a jerk and was playing video games. Now she's disappointed in me and I don't know how to make it up to her." 

He heard his hyungs sigh “Felix yesterday you were literally telling us how excited you were for today” Minho said. 

“I know! And I just screwed up! What do I do?” Felix was finally sitting up, wiping his tears. 

“Go to her. And apologize.” Said Changbin.

“What if she doesn’t want to see me? I wouldn’t want to see me if I was her-”

“She wants to see you, Felix, trust me. She loves you, and I’m pretty sure Y/n is mature enough to talk rather than shut you out.” Jisung says, earning nods from the others. 

Felix nodded, trying to process what Jisung said. Maybe he should go to you. It might be hard to face you, but he doesn’t know when he’s able to see you again. 

It’s now or never.

He got up to grab his phone and wallet, before putting on his shoes. 

“And stay the night over there!” Minho shouted from across the room. 

Felix froze. Will you even let him enter your place? Let alone stay the night? He was terrified to see you. He didn’t want to hurt you again. 

“Minho just wants you out of the house. Though it isn’t a bad idea. Practice starts a bit late tomorrow so you could stay..but do what you wanna do lix.” The leader said softly. 

“Fighting!” Jisung managed to say before the door was shut.

-

You finally arrived at your apartment. You felt pretty dull and empty, as if a part of you was missing. 

And that part was Felix. 

You thought back to when you showed up at the dorm and what went down. One half of you feels really bad that you just left him, but the other feels hurt that he forgot the only day he could hang out with you. 

But then again, you might be overreacting? Were you really overthinking all of this? 

You sighed and reached in your purse to get ahold of your phone. You should probably call him and apologize. All you wanted was him and nothing could make you think otherwise. 

Your finger ghosted over the call button, and before you could press it, there was a knock on the door. 

You groaned, thinking that this was a way of fate telling you that you shouldn’t have thought of calling your boyfriend. 

Once the door swung open you were met with someone’s warm chest pressed against your face and a huge bouquet of daffodils, your favorite flower, near your ear. You let out a surprised yelp, but once you recognized that familiar scent, you relaxed. 

He’s here. 

“Y/n I’m so sorry that I missed our date earlier. I know how we’ve been planning to go out, but I completely fucked up and I disregarded it just to play video games. I’m a terrible boyfriend and I’m just so so sorry-” You cut him off with a peck on the lips: Short enough to shock him, long enough to express your forgiveness. 

“Lix, you gotta stop apologizing, you’re forgiven. It was just one silly date, we can always do that another time. What matters is that you showed up. I was literally about to call you a few minutes ago..” 

He giggled, then he suddenly remembered the large yellow flowers in his hands. He held it up to you, nervously smiling. “I hope you like it. I thought it was a bit too cheesy and cliche, but I really wanted to show how sorry I am for being late.”

You gladly took the flowers, a smile beaming on your face. “I love it, thank you.” 

-

You and Felix found yourselves on the couch, cuddling. You clung on to his shirt, never letting go, while he stroked your arm. None of you wanted this moment to end. 

“Can I spend the night?” Felix softly said. You could feel the vibrations on his chest as he said it. It was a warm feeling. You shifted your position, now laying on his lap. He played with the strands of your hair. “Of course you can Lix, you didn’t even have to ask.” 

He didn’t even know why he was afraid earlier, it just felt pathetic thinking that you wouldn’t let him sleepover. It was always a tradition for you both to stay the night at each other’s place. 

The male gave you a heartwarming smile and continued to play with your silky locks. Oh, how you wished something like this could last forever. 

At least Minho finally succeeded in his goal. 

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