Random story
This is so random... I used infinite’s song title on their new album top seed to make this....
You told me “let’s make a fresh start and BEGIN a new life.” What happened? Please TELL ME this is not true. What about those times we shared together? We were a SYNCHRONIZEd tandem. But then one day you said, “NO MORE, I can’t take this anymore. I don’t want to leave but I must do this. I’ll take on this new path alone. I’m sorry.”
Since you’ve left I’ve been looking forward to the weekends. Without knowing I’ve been telling myself ‘THANK GOD IT’S FRIDAY’ just so I can go out and not be reminded that you’re already gone. My PRAYER was that I hope you’re doing well on your own and that you live with no regrets.
At times when I’m reminded of you I ask ‘WHY ME? Why must I endure everything by myself?’ Then I would look up and it’s as if the WIND was comforting me with its cold breeze. I HATE this feeling, the feeling of being left behind. But I can’t really bring myself to hate you. It was a decision you made and I’m sure you’ve thought about it alone and hard; considering everything and all the consequences that comes with it.
Sometimes I REMINISCE all the times we were together and I would continuously tell myself that I agreed with you and that I respect your decision. But I have a CONFESSION to make I made it seem like I was okay but the truth is I was hurt. I know nothing lasts forever and that eventually we would part ways but it was just too sudden for me.
But in the end there was I nothing I could do and so I shall BEGIN AGAIN. And I hope that when we bump into each other one day we can greet each other with a smile.