cheeky vent time- (I'll tag with 'writing negative' in case yall wanna blacklist)
writing part of my brain is afflicted with "Messy"
which means I am having to force myself to not even look at writing until the evening time IF i want to
Sorry for the negative posts recently, in general I am getting better with writing (and in general!) but i made the wrong move the other day and my brain is still being annoying about it
Apart from the last like two days, I'm back to enjoying writing and being able to write a bunch of words And have a daily word count goal. But I'm still not back to writing novels which quite honestly is super hard for me. writing novels has been my favourite thing in terms of enjoyment. But also my life plan was to be getting ready to publish vaguely soon and lemme tell you, that ain't happening
It's to the point where I genuinely don't know what to do. I've been struggling with like... caring enough about a project?? Or being excited?? It's hard to explain. idk. can't even pick a book i want to write ya know
It feels a bit hopeless and like I'll never write a novel again which yeah sounds silly, but also it's been like 2 years now so ofc I feel this way.