This is something that I have never even spoken about out loud, so for me to write this out is pretty big step for me. I don’t even know how to say it really. I have come to the realization that I am bi. After years of constant confusion and fear I am finally able to come to this understanding. My whole life my family has made ridiculed me about why a I’ve never had a boyfriend and constantly accused me of being a lesbian. Of course I always just shrugged it off because I thought that I really did just like boys. I slowly but surely have come to terms and stoped trying to surpress my feeling. It’s taken a while to understand that this is who I am and no one should make be feel that i should have to hide it. And now that I’ve finally said something I feel so much more like my self. Now the only thing left to do is actually come out. I honestly think that I won’t really have come out to my friends but I have no idea how to tell my family. I just want them to be okay with it. I just want to be able to say it and move on. It’s not like it’s going to change who I am, it’s who I’ve always been. I don’t have the slightest clue of what to do.