To my teacher who I thought the best
Dear: T. kr (code name only)
I want to say sorry even though I know I didn’t do anything wrong. I just want you to know that I didn’t say anything to Ms. P that will embarrassed you in the end. I want you to know that she only asked me what’s the purpose of that certain thing. She only asked me what gave us the idea to do that thing. I promise I didn’t mention your name. I promise that I didn’t say anything that will stain your image. I swear I didn’t say anything about you to her. I am writing this ‘cause I cannot say this to anybody. The only person I told this secret is to my best friend. I trust her. And even though you’ll know that I talked to Ms. P, I will not be scared to tell you the truth ‘cause my conscience is clean. I know to myself that I didn’t do anything wrong. But you know, I’ve always looked up to you because you’re the only teacher I know that know my abilities. You’re the only teacher that I know that won’t ever judge me. You’re the only teacher I know that understands me. But I don’t know what happened to you. It’s like you changed in an instant. I never knew that time will come you’ll look at me like that. Like I am a disappointment. I thought you’re different. I thought you’ll never look at me like that. I thought you’re the best.