Aug 12, 2025
#extremely tmi grumping just ignore me#just throwing a pathetic indulgent tantrum as you do#like its bad enough that i dont ever get to do what id prefer to do on my birthday which would literally just be to hang out with friends#but i dont have any friends so i literally have not done that since i was a child#and even when i had a partner she treated me like such trash that she ruined every birthday i spent with her#she'd pick fights over nothing or berate me or get angry she wasnt the center of attention#i literally cried on the floor of a grocery store for like 20 minutes on one of them lol#i dont know.#its just so pathetic#that im this old and this lonely#i dont get it!!!!!!! i try so hard with people#i see such unpleasant people with such strong long lasting relationships#like. how am i so much worse than them that i cant evenn get one person to tolerate me#think ill just sleep all day for my bday#wwooo.#party.#4 me