#wylfris

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I almost fell asleep to this

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Me: oh wow. I like This Thing™

My Brain: ok but do u rlly bc what if you don't really like it and you only think you do bc society taught you to feel that way so they aren't really your feelings. And you just actually don't have any feelings and none of the ones you experience are yours

Me: oh ((: depersonalization! Thanks! I hate it!

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[toaster-soap-blog]

Thurs. October 26, 2017

11:26 p.m.

I'm trying to distract myself. It didn't take me very long to get my head somewhat back in the game but I'm still not all here. I'm only replying so you don't worry. I'm only replying so you don't feel responsible. This isn't your fault.

The pain comes in intense waves. Old pain, ghost pains. But the smells and sounds and the feelings feel recent. It isn't stopping soon. These aren't my feelings. A different part of me felt this. Now I have to suffer too, doesn't that suck? I don't remember this.

I don't remember this. I don't want to remember this.

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Mon. October 23, 2017

12:57 a.m.

I have too many feelings. I don't know what to do with them. They're too much for everyone else.

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I used to be so horrible