Hello, would you write Paige x diabetic Girlfriend Reader? Reader is a pro Golfer, she has a Tournament but her Diabetes is acting Up cause she forgot to eat and Paige is taking Care of her? X
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Pairing: gf!Paige Bueckers x diabetic!professional golfer!fem!reader
word count: 1.8k
synopsis: During one of the most important tournaments of your life, The U.S. Women's Classic, you forget to take the most important thing seriously: your health. Luckily, your girlfriend doesn't.
authors note: Hi hi! thank you guys so so so much for the amount of love on my past two fics, especially Whats In my Bag? special thank you to this anon for the request (which are open btw!!) I hope I brought your vision to life! I am not familiar with the professional golf scene at all, nor am I (or anybody in my close family) diabetic so I really tried my best + the help of Google. If anything in here is incorrect or a misrepresentation, please let me know and I will fix it immediately! Also... whats the opinion on writings for ppl outside of PB? I am so down to write if that's what u guys want! I love you guys SO SO bad and cannot thank you enough. Hope y'all love this!!
You have felt your fair share of pressure in your life. From hard class loads during school, parental expectations, to even media scrutinization once you went pro in golf. You always welcomed the pressure into your life, often repeating to yourself what your coach had told you so many times.
“Pressure can either make diamonds or dust, and I fucking hate dust.”
But it didn't make the terrible feeling in your gut any better. You often got stuck in your own head and needed someone to pull you out of it. Your parents, your close friends, but once your girlfriend started attending tournaments, that role belonged to her only.
She took the role seriously too, always showing up at least an hour early so she could watch your entire warm-up. She masked it as just being impressed with your work ethic as a professional golfer, but you knew she was worried about your medical condition just as much.
You were diagnosed with Type 1 Diabetes when you were ten years old after having symptoms of extreme fatigue and weight loss. You had always hated your diabetes. You hated stopping to check your blood sugar, hated carrying supplies everywhere, hated that your body sometimes demanded attention when you wanted to focus on literally anything else.
You didn't wear an insulin pump, instead opting for a shot of insulin multiple times a day, and the only reason Paige found out you had diabetes was the first time you stayed over at her house.
You had been official with Paige for a little over six months, and she had finally convinced you to stay over. You had always been hesitant, making up excuse after excuse as to why you couldn't that night. But she had made an offer that you couldn't resist.
She had invited you over and doordashed the two of food. One thing led to another and you ended up falling asleep with Paige. You woke up hours later, your heart racing and your skin damp with sweat.
You immediately knew your blood sugar had crashed.
You tried to get the heavy arm off your waist as quickly as possible, your hands visibly shaking as you reached for your purse. You grabbed your glucometer and a test strip before stumbling toward the kitchen. After you flipped the overhead lightswitch on, you pricked your finger and put a dot of blood onto the test strip.
You sucked on the pad of your finger as you waited for the meter to measure. The letters LO flashed across the screen, making you let out a quiet sigh. You quietly rummaged through Paige's cabinets and fridge before ultimately deciding on a tablespoon of honey.
As you were pouring the sticky substance out onto the spoon, you heard the sound of feet shuffling from room to room.
“Babe? You still here? I’on know where you are…”
You felt your heart break a little at the underlying desperate tone in Paige's voice but you couldn't bring yourself to respond, instead putting your undivided attention on getting your blood sugar up. As you stuck the spoon in your mouth, you saw Paige's silhouette out of the corner of your eye. The blonde's hair was sticking up in every direction, clearly dented from sleep.
Her eyes squinted against the kitchen light, a sliver of bare stomach exposed beneath her shirt. She clearly was confused by the sight in her kitchen, rubbing her eyes as if she was seeing a mirage.
“Baby? What’r’ya doin’? Thought you left…”
She came up in front of you, wrapping her hands around your waist and burrowing her hands in your neck. You took the spoon out of your mouth and gently ran your nails over her back,
“I'm sorry, I just had to get up ‘cause my blood sugar was low.”
You mumbled, immediately startled by the way Paige's head shot up. Her blue eyes immediately scanned your face, hands, and posture as if she was searching for any sign that something was wrong.
“You ok? Whaddya need? You want me to run to the store?”
“No… Paige im all good, i just didnt wanna worry you”
“No babe… you're never worryin’ me. Just tryna make sure you're ok.”
The first thing you noticed when you stepped onto the practice green was the noise. Not actual noise. The crowd was still sparse, the tournament grounds quiet in the early morning hours.
It was the noise in your own head. Every missed putt from the last month. Every sports commentator who had picked somebody else to win.
Every expectation that came with being one of the best golfers in the world. You rolled your shoulders back and adjusted the brim of your visor. Your stomach twisted, not from hunger. Well, not entirely from hunger, you hadn't eaten before leaving the hotel that morning.
The thought of food had made you feel nauseous, which was stupid. You knew better than anyone how important it was to eat before a round. You let out a breath and rolled your shoulders.
It's just another tournament
You told yourself as you grabbed your club to warm up your drivers. You listened as your trainer reminded you of your form, technique and the mistakes you make often.
"You're rushing your backswing again."
You let out a sigh.
"I've hit six balls."
"And you've rushed all six."
Your trainer crossed her arms.
"Slow down. Stop trying to win the tournament on the driving range."
You were receptive to the corrections, your undivided attention on preparing for the tournament. You adjusted the visor on your head to try and block out some of the
beating California sun. You saw your trainer looking over the schedule, a furrow in her brow.
“What time am I on the course?”
You asked, peering over her shoulder at the flimsy paper schedule.
“Eleven-thirty to two. The worst time ever. This sun is hell compared to Dallas, and I thought that was bad enough.”
You agreed with her, shielding your eyes as you stared at her. You knew the timing for the course was less than ideal. You didn't eat before you left this morning, too nervous that you were afraid you were going to be sick to your stomach.
You weren't able to eat during the tournament, which meant you were going to have your first true meal of the day at three pm. If everything was on time.
This was the worst day to have a bad day. You had just finished hole six and were scoring terribly. You didn't understand why you were making the most simple of mistakes, holes that should be a walk in the park for you were making you want to pull each strand of hair on your head out.
You picked at the nonexistent dirt beneath your nails, your eyes focused. You felt your hands involuntarily shake, which you had previously chalked up to nerves for such a big tournament, It was the fucking U.S. Womens Open for gods sakes, but you thought an energy gel wouldn't hurt. You thumbed through your golf caddy, looking in the usual pocket they sat in before cursing to yourself.
You didn't restock before coming to California.
You tried not to freak out as you got your trainers' attention.
“Hey, do you have a gel?”
She felt around her pockets before shaking her head,
“No, are you low?”
You shrugged, looking for your meter and a test strip.
“I dunno, should I test? My hands are shaky but it could just be nerves… I just dont want to fuck everybody up..”
Your trainer nodded understandingly, looking towards the hole and trying to assess if you had time to test before you were up.
“I’d say… do this hole and then test. Your girlfriend here? Could she grab you somethin’?”
You looked toward the crowd and tried to spot the blonde ponytail you'd become so accustomed to seeing. You knew she had a Nike shoot yesterday, promising you over the phone,
“Baby I swear to God I'll be there. I’ll drive the plane myself if I have to… this is a big fuckin’ deal!”
After you finished the seventh hole–which had gone about as well as the previous six– your trainer guided you toward a nearby first aid tent. You looked toward the crowd, trying to see Paige through the hot, blinding sun. Before you knew it, you saw her blonde ponytail trying to get closer. She flashed the credential badge she loved so much.
It makes me feel important, baby. Can you blame me?
Her blue eyes, usually bright and easygoing, looked stormy as she hurried toward you.
“Hey mama… what's goin’ on? You've been lookin’ weird out there. You feelin’ ok? Where the fuck is the med?”
She gently rubbed your palm, her eyes flitting between your face and the surrounding area for the medic. Her hand suddenly left yours as she fumbled around in her pocket, pulling out an raspberry lemonade energy gel.
Your favorite flavor.
You felt your heart warm at the simple gesture, trying to reach for the packet to tear into it. When Paige noticed your shaking hands, she lightly tapped them away and tore the perforation with her teeth. The sweet, sticky substance touched your lips as she held it up gently.
“C’mon mama, open up ok? I know you dont wanna eat but its gonna make you feel better.”
You took the packet with a nod, swallowing the gel with controlled ease. When you looked back down, you were met with Paige's furrowed brows staring up at you from her squatted position. Her hand lightly caressing your leg as she tried to mentally survey how you were feeling. You tried taking deep breaths as you felt your eyes sting with tear.
“I just…”
Your voice cracked
“This is like the biggest fucking tournament of my life and i’ve been playing like shit and now I have to stop because of this.”
You laughed bitterly.
“Like why cant I just have one normal moment!”
You let out a huff as you quickly wiped the tears daring to fall from your eyes. As quickly as the anger came, it left and left you feeling embarrassed. There were far bigger problems in the world than a bad round of golf, but that didn't stop disappointing from settling heavily in your chest.
“Hey. Hey.”
She squeezed your hand.
“Don't do that.”
“You’re gonna take a minute, your gonna get your sugar up, and then your gonna go back out there and kick ass.”
She tilted her head.
“Right?”
You let out a wet laugh, nodding to her. You took a breath before standing up, Paige followed your lead and immediately pulled you into her chest.
“You got this mama, ok? I didn't get all jetlagged for nothin’ right? Golf can wait ten minutes. You can’t.”









