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What songs do you want Benito to preform at the Super Bowl

throwbacks! bring 2016 back and do songs off x100pre

Show the world why he is the king of reggaeton and play songs from YHLQMDLG

Bring out his experimental side and give the ppl some rock with songs off EUTDM

Play the classics and crowd pleasers and show off with UVST

Show his Trap side and set the stage on fire with songs from NSLQVAPM

He got the job because of DtMF obviously he should do that one

melody/combo/anthology all of the above

Voting ended onNov 12, 2025

i don’t know how to grieve.

i don’t want to be missing anyone knowing their heart is still beating on the other end of the phone. what is loss if you’re still out there? i find that as of late the only cries my body knows is when i’m crying out for you like a child lost in the store. i don’t think i’ve ever even cried for my own mother this way. i’ve never been one to sit in the shower and now all i know is sobbing to the point of nausea begging a god i don’t believe in to let me try again.

i don’t know which feelings to trust-which memories to trust. i know that i go through these cycles of wanting to live in the past to wanting to move forward in a whole new way.. but at the same time -

i feel like i’m drowning every single day and the only one with a rope to pull me out of the water is you.

im trying so hard to put reason hand in hand with my feelings but it feels like a betrayal to my entire being. emotions aren’t supposed to be something i hyper analyze and reason with .. i just feel them. that’s all i’ve ever known. it’s what you loved me for - at least i think it is.

if not you, who’s going to know me?

if not you, who’s going to hold the child in my heart?

if not you, who’s arms will i rest in?

if not you, who’s lips will i kiss at the alter?

the thought of never seeing you again kills me. i can’t fathom never hearing you say my name again, of never kissing you again, of never hugging you again, of never feeling your hands again… it all feels like a knife thrust deep into my heart over and over again. i feel like i’m performing one of those street acts where they swallow a sword except i feel it ripping apart my insides and all i can do is keep performing. i don’t want to never hear from you again. i don’t want to never see you again. i don’t want this story to end. i want to lay in bed together again. i want to listen to your heartbeat again. i want to watch a movie with you. i want to eat yummy food together.i don’t know how or when but i want it to be you -i need it to be you. i want to watch you grow. i want to love with you again. i don’t know if i should be feeling this way. i don’t know if it’s okay. it probably isn’t. i know it’s too little, too late but i don’t want the movie to be over

i want to finish the soundtrack.

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