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ignore the last post, that was evil Xain.
anywayssss
I got a promise ring for Leo for when we have our date tomorrow. Something he can have just in case something were to happen to me in the competition. I need to figure out how to present it so he doesn’t freak out and think I’m proposing. I did something similar but it was just like a gift ring and he flipped the table..
Kind of overthinking right now…a lot of the competition and how we get through rounds is from public opinion, right? So what if like…I’ve been doing this all wrong and people actually really dislike me? It’s not like I would just be able to change my personality and the people’s opinions in two weeks. What if people have just been sticking around for the drama? Are my songs even as good as people claim? What if people have been lying to me just because they know my owner is some big scary powerful dude? I know for a fact that I’m not a good person and if I’m not a good music artist, then what am I? I work 10 hours a day every day and train after hours and it still doesn’t feel like it’s enough. I’m not gonna fucking make it. I don’t even know why I keep trying.
My kiwi only diet has been a success! Kon is very pleased with the results. Hopefully sooner or later though he will bring home something other than kiwi. Don’t get me wrong, I love kiwis but after you eating it for two weeks straight? Eh..
Kon might look through my phone PLEASE do not say/do any weird shit. Last thing I need rn is to get beat. 🙏🙏
If I went on stage and made a fool of myself do you think they would feel so bad as to let me continue to the finale? Like what if they think something’s wrong with me in the head and give me pity points?
If I suddenly go missing in the next 24 hours, I’m fine. Carry on with your day.
I do often wonder how the Segyein perceive me as a person and as an artists. I have noticed that during interviews, people purposefully try to push my buttons to get me upset…for whatever reason, and that with each photo shoot I seem to wear less and less clothing (unless it’s for a “special fan” thing I’m unaware of…that’s somewhat unsettling). I mean like, hey, I’m not complaining- I think those outfits are pretty badass but am I being labeled an emotional whore? I hope not. I can be so much more. But I guess the last chance I have to prove myself is during Alien Stage. If I make I far…maybe…
I just got my phone back from getting it taken away but like…did anyone see that post from @juno-in-orbit?? Like- missing?? How the hell could they have gone missing??
