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I never thought in my life I would be so obsessed with a game...

All the other Cookies are great and fine...

But you, Burnt Cheese Cookie, will be mine

(PLEASE COME HOME TO MY KINGDOM, AHHHHH)

#Xander rants #burnt cheese cookie #cookie run kingdom #JUST GIVE HIM TO ME

wait so everything's real?? this is all real?? THIS IS ALL REAL??

#xander rants #im having a mental breakdown but APPARENTLY THATS MY JOB????#WHY ME WHAT #vent #did system #help

i think the thing that upsets me the most about dirk gently’s holistic detective agency being cancelled (besides the fact that we wont get to see how the main characters continue to grow as people) is that we wont get to find out about all the other projects.

i mean, look:

there’s so many??? that we don’t know anything about??? if the rowdy 3/project incubus are psychic vampires, then what does that make project succubus? do they correlate in any way? are cain, charon and dullamann related?? their symbols are similar ?? and for that matter, enyo and elli?? python scares me, ‘cause it looks like two project marzanna symbols turned on their sides. and since the incubus symbol looks like four stickmen joined at the head, what does this mean?? are there two more people/things similar to bart?? i just. have so many questions. netflix, please renew this show.

#dghda #dirk gently #rowdy 3 #martin #cross #gripps #vogel #bart curlish #mona wilder #francis pollock #project incubus #project marzanna #project lamia #project icarus #project moloch #?????#xander rants #also i know m*x gave us some names but??? i dont know what projects they go to

oh god im really high and im co-conscious with everyone else for the first time. and um. at least trying to accept they exist. and that i exist.

they um. they just made me realize i've been living in a dreamstate for 6 years. i never went dormant. i'm xander.

and i've been stuck in a dissociative daydream for 6 years straight.

i'm still 17 in my head. i never aged. i did everything i did because i didn't think it mattered. because i didn't think anything was real.

i thought i was just schizophrenic. but why did i think i was just schizophrenic and that everything genuinely wasn't real?

did i reach the point in dissociation, that my job in the system became not thinking anything was real? beyond just being in denial of my system...? wait. i'm so confused.

i feel like the fact i'm writing this makes me psychotic. i'm so confused guys

what is DID? is this DID? apparently i got diagnosed? i. what?