#xandroblathers

[xandroblathers]

Why am I friends with people who are shitty to me?

Goddammit motherfucking shit! Is it too much to ask that people not be shitty to me? Oh I was tired and that's why I was rude and behaved like seeing you for 30 minutes was a huge annoyance. Even though last time you hung out with my husband and left before I got home from work I acted like you made me feel you didn't like me. Ugh, how am I supposed to handle this situation? Huh? I fucking stayed so you wouldn't feel like I like him more, but I ask you how your day was and you fucking growl at me!? New person. Seriously? You owe me money and I didn't bug you about it for literally months. Now that I need it, and you claim to have "earmarked" it, and I'm trying to schedule a time to meet up and hang out so it's not like I'm just collecting my money, and you can't make any day work? 2 weeks now I've been trying to hang out and you couldn't make a single evening work? Then you go out of town with your new boyfriend and I ask when you're getting home Sunday night, because I know you have to work Monday, and I happen to be in your town Sunday, but you don't respond. So I text you Monday, and don't get a single response all goddamned day, and I'm back in town Monday, and I can see you posting on Facebook while at work! Several times! You can't send me a text to say, Hey I'm not avoiding you, or ignoring you, I'm just busy at the moment. I'll get back with you this evening to discuss. Huh? No. You sit there in silence and don't respond until I'm so annoyed with you, so angry, that I'm wondering if we're still friends? So I text and say "when can I arrange to get the money? I'd like to hang out but you don't seem to want to talk to me." Then you're all I'm not ignoring you I've just been busy. Fucking everyone is busy! If we're friends, make a little time for me! I mean, am I in the wrong here? Seriously I want to know. I used to have a friend I could ask to analyze situations like this, but she's dead now, and communication has become impossible. So I'm legitimately curious. Am I making too big a deal about these two people and how they've treated me? Am I misreading the situations? Seriously someone who follows me respond and let me know, if it's not an inconvenience.

[muffystopheles]

Hi, I just wanted to say I'm part of the Dresden Fandom and here's a hug. The series will make you cry, again and again, but I think it's worth it to read the story. To experience everything that happens, good and bad. I hope you will too. :)

I love this fandom you guys!!! *hugs* Thank you! I’m so excited to get through the books, so I can read them at a different angle! Well, and you know, to experience them. ;)

[i-have-a-phd-in-adorableness]

Over in the TV section of Best Buy, sitting in one of the movie theater-style chairs, sat the most beautiful boy I had ever seen.

He was clearly not native Hawaiian, and normally white boys like him didn’t do anything for me. Grey eyes, ruffled sandy hair, skin pretty dark from being out in the sun a lot but still pretty clearly Caucasian. I think it was what he was doing that made him so inexplicably attractive to me. Or more specifically, what his eyes were doing.

All of the TVs in the section he was sitting in were displaying the National Geographic channel, and some documentary about endangered marine marine life here in Hawaii--specifically, sea turtles--and the segment he was watching specifically covered the journey that hatchlings make from the beach to the sea. The narrator placidly described the many dangers that baby turtles faced, including predatory birds. The camera zoomed in on footage of a large vulture pecking at one, and then chewing on it while it helplessly moved its tiny legs in an attempt to escape.

What struck me was that instead of watching with disinterest or maybe slight amusement at the baby turtle’s predicament, as I would have expected from a guy his age, there was a strange expression in his eyes. It looked like deep, heartfelt sympathy--as though he wanted to prevent what he was seeing with every fiber of his being, and was frustrated at his own powerlessness. I couldn’t understand it at all. But I also thought it was really sweet.

[avalonwolf]

xandroblathers replied to your post: I…I found my movie, you guys my childh...

I’m happy you found your childhood movie, I know what that’s like, and it’s really gratifying to find it. I was surprised when you said it was the never-ending story.

I don't even know where I'd seen it because we've never owned it and online streaming wasn't exactly common back then. I might have seen it at a relative's house or something.

I also found another, I think: A Simple Wish

this is such a good day -u-

[avalonwolf]

xandroblathers replied to your post: avalonwolf: does anyone remember that...

I’m almost positive that it’s stepsister from planet weird.

It is. I found a list o the disney channel movies and I'm going through them

I just found Jett Jackson oh my god >u<

[astynome-blog-blog]

xandroblathers replied to your post:I just walked out of the living room with my head...

What did you do?

I'm actually not sure. I was so distracted by my reaction to what I did that the thing itself was driven from my mind.

[astynome-blog-blog]

xandroblathers replied to your post:xandroblathers replied to your post:I suddenly...

but if I get a high five either way, then uhm. For some reason I apparently thought I needed to be punished for going to a family function.

Oh, Xandro, you're so silly. I may be a dismissive douchebag, but I am a supportive dismissive douchebag!

[astynome-blog-blog]

xandroblathers replied to your post:I suddenly can’t stop giggling about the fact...

I could skip the family function! I could!

You absolutely could. You won't, but you definitely could. I would offer you high fives for skipping the function, but instead you get high fives for attending the function.