#xblazekin

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cant find my ps vita charger so i cant play my source until i get a new one and honestly? this is outrageous. this is kinphobic. this is a crime against me. might go bite someone about it /j - kiri (xblaze)

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touya kagari if you're out there, *bites you* (that's my way of saying hi) - kiri (xblaze)

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my aversion to attempting to write fiction vs. the complete disappointing lack of either kiri OR ripper content on ao3, FIGHT! aka if i actually manage to commit myself to this the first content in either of their tags is going to be my gay kinnie propaganda - kiri (xblaze)

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[meme gif of heart locket opening and inside it says "ripper my beloved"] just found out ripper got into blazblue dark war and literally all i can do is sit here and swoon over seeing him as if i dont look at pictures of him all the time. why am i gay - kiri (xblaze)

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another funny thing from kiri timeloop canon: the first time es did the phenomenon intervention on ripper she put him in a separate body presumably for damage control purposes, but like, touya and co didnt get the memo that the point of it all was to keep ripper alive, so they pretty much immediately killed him again and es was like, what the fuck you guys - kiri (xblaze)

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a handful of my hero-villain timelines are just "lets see who can convert the other side the fastest" but by far the funniest example is my kiri canon, in which i had a breakdown about losing ripper, es responded by performing a phenomenon intervention to bring him back, and then she refused to settle for a timeline where anyone died, so she just kept us all stuck in an eternal timeloop until either ripper and i switched sides or the others gave up - kiri (xblaze)

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sudden wave of kin pain... i fucking miss ripper!! maybe i dont know all the details of what he had done but i really dont care honestly, he saved my life, i doubt any of the main squad have been through anything like what the magick association did to me, they cant say they wouldnt feel the same if they were in my shoes... ripper was the one person who truly cared about me and i loved him, its not fair of them to just take him from me and leave me alone - kiri (xblaze)

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i really hate how the source presents the chain of events from canon... how am i supposed to see the magick association as the good guys? i'm sorry, but between the association, which subjected me to horrible lab abuse and constantly infantilized me/stripped me of my agency, and ripper, who helped me escape from all of that, understood me, and kept me safe... well, maybe i'm biased, but i think it's obvious why i'd prefer ripper. - kiri (xblaze)