abatina & anemone (for Hyuna, Sung-Ho and Woojin)
𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 [ 𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂 ]
abatina : is there anything in life your muse has changed their mind about over time ( due to becoming more educated on the topic , certain experiences , etc . ) , or that they would change their mind about under certain circumstances ?
anemone : how does your muse view the world ; as a cruel & unforgiving place , a land full of wonders , or something in - between ? where does that world view come from ( what experiences , life lessons , etc . ) ?
She has no names in specific to pin point, but as she came to know more people in her life that become good friends, even if not for along time or communicating that often, she learned that it’s okay to open up and make yourself vulnerable and open in front of others. An example of this is Xuan. He might not realize it, but he helps her just as much as she also helps him. It’s refreshing to not be on her own, truly hear the experiences of someone that went through similar situations and to just learn to laugh for once and be silly instead of worrying all the time about the future due to the ghosts within the past.
She sees the world in a between, again, she still had a difficult time to put things into words and to talk about certain hard hitting topics at times and mainly if people don’t relate, but there is some good in this world just as much as there is evil, she also believes that people come to be and act a certain way due to their circumstances and upbringing, as her brother is how he is, certainly for their father, their father is worsened by the alcohol and is also toxic due to his work and past as he was raised in a mobster family, while Hyuna herself thinks she’s way more softer since she was always closer to her mother instead of the males in the family, so she took those soft traits and fair views of the world with her mother.
He believes that the life one wishes to have is not worth waiting for and wishing upon a star. It someone wants something in life, they should go after it. No matter how hard it seems to be. He kept hearing his father’s stories and noticed the sorrow in his tone, the longing for more of those adventures and twinkle in his eyes as stars ripped out from a distance happier life, which had him questioning the reason for why his father wouldn’t just carry on with his life the way he wanted it, while he had it, instead of living a farce instead and being a shadow of the man he used to be.
It’s a land full of wonder in his view! Simple reason: He’s half mermaid, keeps on dreaming of mermaids and has a special friend and crewmate as well, while living adventures within the deep seven seas! If that is not a world worth exploring and worth countless novels, he doesn’t know what is! Of course that there is the argument, that he left a more normal way of living and less exciting and happy life behind, but that one was long forgotten by now.
For now he doesn’t think anything really changed his thoughts or views on life, but he knows he’s still young and that his ways might someday take a toll on him, but he tried to not give that too much thought as he afraid to face that type of thing one of these days, neither does he want to admit to it. He might be honest for most of the time, but doesn’t mean he would want to face certain truths.
Woojin sees the world as his oyster, full of surprises at times and new adventures, them being good or bad, but always interesting.
