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[tendousthoughts]

hiiiii!!!

sorry i can’t believe i didn’t see you answered sooner i was just very busy with life and stuff so it completely slipped my mind.

anyway i’m good! i just started a drawing class i’ve been trying to get into for some time but they didn’t have any spots open till now so im very excited! i rarely watch anime these days sadly but i do read a lot so im still in fandoms and stuff but book fandoms are a lot smaller and less active yk.

im exited about the story you talked about it sounds really interesting and the type of plot i would read about in my books!

i have some drama of my own with a “friend” but i’ll save that for another time

it’s currently like 2 am doe and i just now finished washing my hair so it’s gonna be a late night (i can’t use the hairdryer cause it’s loud and it’ll wake everyone up so i gotta wait till it air dries)

i’ll leave it at that and hope we can talk more!

- 🍍 anon

HEY! omg aren’t i lucky to log in today 😭- my acc is so dead.. anyways back to the important stuff.

That sounds like so much fun- i recently just got back into crochet which is fun. idrk if tumblr allows you to send images but if it does you should totally send me some pictures of your art that sounds great.

Exactly!! idk my love for Haikyuu died out and i just have no love for writing for it (sadly..) After this tho i’ll definitely post the first part of my story and you can tell me what you think? I don’t know if you will like it so i won’t post all that i have written yet <333

lil update.. my gmail isn’t logged in and i forgot the password so it might take me a hot minute sorry

Please spill the drama when you have the time i’m really interested <333

Okay okay i think i covered everything, hopefully your hair dried okay 😭

-xic out <333

[tendousthoughts]

OMG YOURE BACK

i used to check every day to see if maybe you came back but after a while i lost hope and even after you posted about why you’ve been offline i still checked every day but then i gave up BUT YOURE BACK AND IM SO HAPPY

i though about sending something to see how you’ve been doing but i didn’t wanna bother you in case you wanted to be alone and have some time to yourself

anyway hru?

- 🍍 anon

OMG DHDHDH okay i keep checking in randomly so i’ll probably do that more in case u answer. tbh i thought u forgot about me so i’m glad ur still here <3333. idk when this was sent but u don’t know how happy i am too see this.

ANYWAYS. im good hbu??? i love fall season sooo yk, being able to dress up and everything is so nice.

anyways what have u been up too???? i missed talking to u sm. hopefully ur well <333

OMG I FORGOT TO SAY SMTH.

alr alr i am working on this NON fanfic related story.. it’s like 20 google doc pages already and i’m not even halfway done. as always it is bxb and uh it is angst bc yk how much i love to make people cry. it is focused around two people mainly, one being a ghost and the other being his ex lover. it is told in the ghost perspective. the basics follow how he has to watch as his ex lover falls in love again, and all the misery that has followed his death. including how his ex lover blames himself bc of the mc death, and how he reflects on how badly he had treated him while he was around (even if that reflection was due to other people forcing it into his head). it shows therapy visits, fights with new lovers, gravesite visits, and much more. SO IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED AND SEE THIS PLZ TELL ME SO I CAN KNOW IF I SHOULD POST IT HERE. i promise my word choices and my actual writing is better now <333.

UPDATE:

i feel so bad the last time i posted/checked in was 3 months ago. i need to do it more. i’m so sorry :( don’t be mad plz.

ANOTHER THING I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT:

alr heres one of the rare times when y’all get a inside of my life. there is this dude who me and him liked eachother last year but nothing happened. he got this rlly big glow up this year but that’s besides the point. anyways so he has alr had like 2/3 girlfriends in the last 4/5 months :((( and like every time he breakup with them he hits me up. and my irl friends tell me to literally block him bc at this point i’m there just as a rebound but like whenever we talk it’s strangely nice yk? anyways i don’t ever talk to him in person even tho i see him like a lot :( maybe bc last year we ended with nothing happening. i do not want to date him bc i know how that will end but yk at the same time we only talk when he breaks up with a girl and that’s just idk. too much for me.

another guy: One of my friends is also like seemingly rlly into a guy who i had a past fling with. we ended bc we fought over smth important to me, but he still doesn’t see a problem with.. he went to ask my friends what’s happening in my family bc i didn’t want to tell him.?? lucky my friends just pretend not to know. (it was smth else btw.) anyways but we have yet to talk again and i’m pretty sure he’s gonna ask out one of my other friends.

- xic (i forget how i used to sign off sorry :(((( , y’all don’t be disappointed it’s been so long)

[tendousthoughts]

I SAW YOU IN MY NOTIFS!! how are you? do you still remember me? i hope life is treating you well, love!

OH HI LUV YES I JUST CAME BACK THIS WEEK, I WAS LOOKING BACK AT MY OLD DRAFTS AND I FOUND ONE THAT IG U REQUESTED AND I WAS ABOUT TO DO IT... BUT I WAS WORRIED U FORGOT ABOUT ME </3... IM DOING WELL THO, HOWS YOUR SUMMER?? HOW COULD I FORGET U???

[tendousthoughts]

Thanking the heavens I’m only here for a few more days because not only did I find ANOTHER GODDAMN HOUSE CENTIPEDE I found a lot baby centipedes

Just a centipede update but uh sorry I haven’t checked in in a while I’ve been busy going everywhere and anywhere

As much as I love traveling sometimes I just wanna lie in my room and do nothing all day

Not only did I get my period early and that in itself is horrible, the cramps are worse than ever and more frequent than ever so pills are my lifesavers even though I usually don’t like taking them (idfk why I just don’t. Like they don’t taste like anything, they’re not hard to swallow I just don’t like them)

However I have noticed my mental health has improved significantly since I went on vacation.

I’ve had noticed before a lot symptoms of ADHD but I want to go to a therapist first to get it diagnosed or get something else diagnosed maybe. I think it’s definitely something I just don’t know what and ADHD so far fit the best so…

Enough with gloomy talk

I’ve seen one of my favorite cousins not too long ago and before that haven’t seen her IN YEARS and so was pretty exited to talk to her but turns out we don’t have that many things in common anymore and it was pretty awkward at times but we still had fun chatting and catching up. As boring of subject it seems it was actually pretty interesting to talk about the differences in our educational systems we’ve experienced. But also it’s a given that some tea was also spilled while we also overheard some at a family gathering and Let. Me. Tell. You it was JUICY

Also she has an adorable dog and I love him

Do you have any pets? I don’t know if I mentioned it before I have a horrible memory but I have a dog named Toby and he’s a fluff ball

I have a funny story related to him actually and my stupidity

I was going to walk my precious fluff ball and went outside with the leash

And forgot the fucking dog

I WENT TO WALK THE DOG WITHOUT THE DOG

The best part? It happened multiple times

So yes, I’m smart academically but not logically at all

In school I’m a straight A student but in life I can’t even walk straight without walking into a wall and claiming it’s a secret passageway because “one rock sticks out so it must be a button”

(Small anecdote from my childhood but funny nonetheless)

This ask is getting quite long so I’m gonna end it here

- 🍍 anon

HELP- 🍍 anon idk if ur gonna see this or even remember sending me this but

Centipedes <<<<< Conan Gray 😔

Im so glad that your mental health has improved, please tell me how you are doing I miss talking to u :((((

Luv hopefully you did go get diagnosed, and found out what was up fr fr <3333 best of luck tell me how that went if you see this okay?

I DO: I have a cat and two dogs they are the sweetest things ever. But yes we love straight A students who forget their doggg djkhfdfjs

[tendousthoughts]

Im gooood the week is finally nearly over so now I can return to my continuous cycle of doing absolutely nothing 😌 and tysm I’ve only done 3 so far but I enjoy them since I can do them on my phone

I just want these weeks to go by so I can finally get my glasses- I was going to do some more writing but then I went on tiktok and now I can't get off. Anywaysss you have anything planned for the next weeks or anything, or you anything this summer ?

Mhm of course- I do most of my writing in notes and then I throw it in docs to fix up my mistakes lmao. So like at 12 or smth [when I am about to go to bed] I can just write a paragraph or smth.

[tendousthoughts]

It’s me again

I actually went to sleep

I have to go somewhere pretty soon so I have to hurry writing this

My pronouns are she/her!

Speaking of pronouns, on here I saw you prefer he/xe/they but I checked your wattpad and there it says you prefer she/they

Just asking for to make sure I don’t get it wrong and make you uncomfortable!

And don’t worry you didn’t pressure me into telling you I actually want to tell you I’m just careful cause it’s the yk internet so then to make it fun I decided to just give you a hint

Here’s another pick up line!

“Are you spring? Cause you’ll be coming soon”

- 🍍 anon

Ah I just woke up! Thats good though, have fun!

Cool! Great to know!

My Wattpad hasn’t really been updated in like forever lmao. That's why it still shows my old name. [Storm] I’ll update it now! Thank you for reminding/bring it to my attention. I don't want to confuse anybody. But yes I prefer He/Xe/They pronouns but she/her still do work. I used to like She/They more and only use those. But because I am pretty sure I am gender fluid [im still trying to find my label] my gender can move around a decent bit. But yes to put it short here is right and Wattpad needs to be updated-

okay that’s good! Mhm I understand- if i ever do pressure you just make sure to tell me, I never mean to do that. Oh okay, it’s all good I understand your concern with it.

djbsakfmncjasfhu.. My dumb ass is blushing so fucking at that- I have never seen that one before. Thank you for it. <333

[tendousthoughts]

Listen

I KNOW I said I was going to sleep after I sent the last ask but I might or might not have stayed up reading more fanfiction

But you mentioned Criminal Minds and Bones? I ABSOLUTELY LOVE BOTH OF THOSE SHOWS. I watched every episode at least once and most of them twice or three times even. The same goes for shows like The Mentalist, Isles and Rizzoli, Body of proof, Lie to me, Dr House etc.

I watch a lot of shows

Tbh I don’t read as much as I want to. I think I just don’t know how to choose books well because I stumble upon a really good one like once every century but when I do I finish it quickly but most books it takes me AGES to finish (the problem might also be because I choose books by aesthetic sometimes yikes)

After debating for a really long time if I should reveal what language I speak (because that would directly reveal where I’m from) I have decided to give you a hint!

It’s in Eastern Europe

Hence our time difference (it’s 2:37 lol)

But yeah I speak my mother tongue, English since I’ve been learning it from a young age and a bit of German since I have cousins from Austria also it’s normal for people to learn German here

What kind of pick up lines are your favorite?( that’s a weird question lol)I like to just search up and read some chemistry pick up lines for fun cause I’m a nerd

I’ll probably go to sleep now

(Emphasis on probably)

- 🍍 anon

You need to sleeppp [tho I never really do- you have to] Sorry for the late response tho

OKAY I'M GLAD WE HAVE THAT IN COMMON- Dr. Spencer Reid is just.. *chefs kiss* Hot I tell you. Idk- I know like he is totally like the opposite of my type for hq boys but his intelligence and shit is too die for.

Same- I wish I read more, but when I am in a good book it goes by so quick. I need to go on something to find better books lmao. Most times if I don't like the cover I won't pick it up- but I think that's the same for everyone. Like for manhwa for example- if I don't like the art style or I am not used to it I can't enjoy it as much as I want to even if the plot is extremely good. [which fucking sucks-]

AHH I didn't wanna pressure you I didn't even think about that I swear- But thats super cool! I am learning a bit of Mandarin Chinese- it is cool. lmao.

I don't really know lmao, I like ones that are all over the place, tho some can be really basic- which I don't tend to like. Maybe because I find that they are just repeats and aren’t as special lmao.

okay nighttt

p.s. I never asked and I don't know why I haven’t, but whats your pronouns-?

[tendousthoughts]

Hello hello I saw that you responded to my last message QUICK so I’m here at like 1:27 AM writing more cause you’re cool and fun to talk to.

But yeah the doc who was doing the checkup was so confused she looked at me with such an expression words cannot describe and then looked at the board then back at me and was like “okayyy” That mostly happened because I’m a try-hard and tried to get all of them correct like previous years in a short amount of time cause I was also nervous because yk… social interaction and getting it wrong would be embarrassing (boy how I messed up)

My show palette has been taken over by anime lately so that’s why I’ve been looking for normal people shows but genre speaking I love horror, comedy, crime, only some romance if the characters are well developed and not one dimensional and I also enjoy some magic/superpower universes but also, only if it’s well thought out and not so random that just anything goes and rules are only there when it fits the storyline

I’m also reading a book currently that I’m fairly certain is called “perfume” (I’m reading it in my language and that’s what it’s called in it so I’m assuming that’s how it translates but book titles can change with languages so) it’s about a serial killer that has an exceptional sense of smell and the reason he commits crimes is solely to make the perfect fragrance. It’s really interesting actually but in all honesty I chose the book cause the cover is really pretty and an aesthetic.

My asks are just getting longer and longer huh?

Well before I go to bed I’d just like to leave you with this pick up line I saw the other day and let me know how much you blush

“Am I a rollercoaster? Cause it seems the faster I go the more you scream”

Now imagine one of your husbandos saying it and tell me how much you blush

- 🍍 anon

Ahh! Heyo again! lmao I would have responded earlier but I noticed your message when I was out eating so I decided to wait till I got back lmao. But its 1:27 for you??? Whatt?? It is is like 4:50 pm for me lmao. I live in PTD time lmao.

Crime is so good- I don't know if you know the show Criminal Minds but if you don't I seriously recommend it lmao. As well as the show Bones.

Ah that sounds good- I love crime and stuff. Like something that shows some development throughout the characters other wise it gets boring quick. I am not a big reader so I try to find something that isn't to flat of a read [if that makes sense]. Anyways what language do you speak-? I only speak English but it is cool to meet people who speak other languages.

NOOOOO my whole ass face turned red to the point where I had to cover it- just imagining Iwaizumi pulling me close to him, like in front of family or something, and then just whispering that into my ear just to fuck with me. AHh and leaving it with calling me "baby boy" or "baby doll" ughh my dumb ass would just obey anything he says.

Ughhh- I am going to be thinking about that all day now- i am so embarrassed lmao.

thank you bb for the amazing thought <3333