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Hey, Iโm Xic the author of all the stuff on this page! I started this blog February 28, 2021. This is a purely SFW blog so please don't request anything NSFW otherwise I will just simply ignore it. I enjoy writing as well as talking to anons/people; please shoot me a message anytime you want. You can find the rules to request if you scroll a bit. If you want the best affect of my account try out the palette Goth Rave- Thank you for reading, if you have any questions about me or my account don't be afraid to ask!
Song of the day: Disaster by Conan Gray
Current Concern: I need someone to hand over the energy. *Grabby hands*
sorry i canโt believe i didnโt see you answered sooner i was just very busy with life and stuff so it completely slipped my mind.
anyway iโm good! i just started a drawing class iโve been trying to get into for some time but they didnโt have any spots open till now so im very excited! i rarely watch anime these days sadly but i do read a lot so im still in fandoms and stuff but book fandoms are a lot smaller and less active yk.
im exited about the story you talked about it sounds really interesting and the type of plot i would read about in my books!
i have some drama of my own with a โfriendโ but iโll save that for another time
itโs currently like 2 am doe and i just now finished washing my hair so itโs gonna be a late night (i canโt use the hairdryer cause itโs loud and itโll wake everyone up so i gotta wait till it air dries)
iโll leave it at that and hope we can talk more!
- ๐ anon
HEY! omg arenโt i lucky to log in today ๐ญ- my acc is so dead.. anyways back to the important stuff.
That sounds like so much fun- i recently just got back into crochet which is fun. idrk if tumblr allows you to send images but if it does you should totally send me some pictures of your art that sounds great.
Exactly!! idk my love for Haikyuu died out and i just have no love for writing for it (sadly..) After this tho iโll definitely post the first part of my story and you can tell me what you think? I donโt know if you will like it so i wonโt post all that i have written yet <333
lil update.. my gmail isnโt logged in and i forgot the password so it might take me a hot minute sorry
Please spill the drama when you have the time iโm really interested <333
Okay okay i think i covered everything, hopefully your hair dried okay ๐ญ
i used to check every day to see if maybe you came back but after a while i lost hope and even after you posted about why youโve been offline i still checked every day but then i gave up BUT YOURE BACK AND IM SO HAPPY
i though about sending something to see how youโve been doing but i didnโt wanna bother you in case you wanted to be alone and have some time to yourself
anyway hru?
- ๐ anon
OMG DHDHDH okay i keep checking in randomly so iโll probably do that more in case u answer. tbh i thought u forgot about me so iโm glad ur still here <3333. idk when this was sent but u donโt know how happy i am too see this.
ANYWAYS. im good hbu??? i love fall season sooo yk, being able to dress up and everything is so nice.
anyways what have u been up too???? i missed talking to u sm. hopefully ur well <333
OMG I FORGOT TO SAY SMTH.
alr alr i am working on this NON fanfic related story.. itโs like 20 google doc pages already and iโm not even halfway done. as always it is bxb and uh it is angst bc yk how much i love to make people cry. it is focused around two people mainly, one being a ghost and the other being his ex lover. it is told in the ghost perspective. the basics follow how he has to watch as his ex lover falls in love again, and all the misery that has followed his death. including how his ex lover blames himself bc of the mc death, and how he reflects on how badly he had treated him while he was around (even if that reflection was due to other people forcing it into his head). it shows therapy visits, fights with new lovers, gravesite visits, and much more. SO IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED AND SEE THIS PLZ TELL ME SO I CAN KNOW IF I SHOULD POST IT HERE. i promise my word choices and my actual writing is better now <333.
UPDATE:
i feel so bad the last time i posted/checked in was 3 months ago. i need to do it more. iโm so sorry :( donโt be mad plz.
ANOTHER THING I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT:
alr heres one of the rare times when yโall get a inside of my life. there is this dude who me and him liked eachother last year but nothing happened. he got this rlly big glow up this year but thatโs besides the point. anyways so he has alr had like 2/3 girlfriends in the last 4/5 months :((( and like every time he breakup with them he hits me up. and my irl friends tell me to literally block him bc at this point iโm there just as a rebound but like whenever we talk itโs strangely nice yk? anyways i donโt ever talk to him in person even tho i see him like a lot :( maybe bc last year we ended with nothing happening. i do not want to date him bc i know how that will end but yk at the same time we only talk when he breaks up with a girl and thatโs just idk. too much for me.
another guy: One of my friends is also like seemingly rlly into a guy who i had a past fling with. we ended bc we fought over smth important to me, but he still doesnโt see a problem with.. he went to ask my friends whatโs happening in my family bc i didnโt want to tell him.?? lucky my friends just pretend not to know. (it was smth else btw.) anyways but we have yet to talk again and iโm pretty sure heโs gonna ask out one of my other friends.
- xic (i forget how i used to sign off sorry :(((( , yโall donโt be disappointed itโs been so long)
I SAW YOU IN MY NOTIFS!! how are you? do you still remember me? i hope life is treating you well, love!
OH HI LUV YES I JUST CAME BACK THIS WEEK, I WAS LOOKING BACK AT MY OLD DRAFTS AND I FOUND ONE THAT IG U REQUESTED AND I WAS ABOUT TO DO IT... BUT I WAS WORRIED U FORGOT ABOUT ME </3... IM DOING WELL THO, HOWS YOUR SUMMER?? HOW COULD I FORGET U???
Summary: Prank
/praNGk/โข noun
pranks a practical joke or mischievous act.
When Asahi finally breaks under the pressure of Noyaโs pranks.. What else is there left to do but cry over the loss of his bear?
A/N: IDK if anyone remembers me tbh โ-_- But uh I just have been thinking about this fanfic for a while and I decided to remake it bc why not sfjhfk. My writing has definitely improved (I think, y'all can be the judge of that).. So uh tell me how you like this one?Uh I also don't remembered why I called this bear bc he only called him like that twice.. but I kept the name lmao- (Someone be proud of me for posting plz :( <3 )
oh and the superache album >>>
FINALLY: THANKS FOR 300??? <33333
Noya had a quite large following, most of which were from his prank videos on Asahi. The same prank videos that Asahi had seemed to have grown tired of, the same ones that he had begged Noya to stop. The same ones that made Asahi overthink, the ones that made him go into panic. But it seemed not to get through Noyaโs skull, he was too dense for that.ย
It was late, when Noya had once again come up with a stupid prank idea. Another prank idea that would hurt Asahi. Maybe it was meant to be harmless, and even if it was supposed to be it didnโt come off that way. As the camera got stepped up, it was time. โAsahi, can you come here?โ Noya called out, from the other room. It wasnโt normal for Noya to not call Asahi his name. It wasnโt normal for Noya to sound cold? No that wasnโt it. It almost sounded like he was trying to be distant from him.
โYes love?โ Asahi's eyes met Noyaโs. He was playing with his hands again. He only did that when he was worried, the few words Noya had spoken seemed to have made a difference. Actually more of the words he didnโt speak. The words that lacked to come from his lips, those few words that meant everything to Asahi.
โPromise not to be upset, okay? I um. I just think I need a break from us. From um this whole relationship, if that makes sense. Itโs not okay. You're wonderful but this whole thing is a lot. We have been friends for a while and sometimes I wonder if it would be better if we had stayed that way..?โ Noya knew he didnโt mean a word of what he was saying. How could he? This is everything he had ever wanted, everything he had so much as longed for. He was able to wake up to Asahiโs warm arms around him every morning. He was able to kiss a man he was in love for, for years. Someone he was hopeful to spend the rest of his life with. So why would he ever want something other than this? This was all just for the stupid video. This was all just to get a reaction.
โWhat..? Can we talk about this please. I really donโt. I really donโt know um. I donโt know, no I donโt want to break up please. Can we work this out.. I really think we can. Please just donโt leave me. I really love you, I will be better I promise, just tell me what I need to do,โ His was rubbing his hands more. Which made it clearer that he was shaking, the color had drained from his face. Tears rolling down his cheek. As much as Noya wanted a response this was not the one he wanted, at the same time he didnโt know quite what he was expecting. He ran over to the camera and turned it off.
โSahi , look at me. I was joking and calmed down. This was just a prank. I didnโt mean to hurt you. Donโt cry, it's okay. Bear please take a deep breathโ He was holding Asahi now. His soft voice filled Asahiโs ears. Yet the words sounded bitter sweet. Maybe it was the fact that he had just thought he had lost his lover. Or maybe it was because this was just a โprankโ.
โNishinoya what the fuck.โ Asahi slightly pushed Nishinoya off. Tears brimming his eyes. โNo because, actually, what the fuck. Why? What kind of prank was that? I thought, I thought I was going to lose you. How was that fun to you? How was that funny?โ Even though he was angry, he was still shaking. These feelings have been building up for a while, they had boiled over, the prank was too far. This was not fair. Not fair to whatever the fuck they had. โIs that how you truly feel? Is that the only reason you said it was a prank? Because you felt bad I am crying. Thatโs not fair. Please donโt fuck with me like that. You are really fucking with me arenโt you?โ He had his arms around his neck now and he didnโt dare meet Noyaโs eyes in fear that he would take back what he was going to say next. โNoya this isnโt what I wanted when I got in a relationship with you, I have begged you to take it easy with these fucking pranks. I begged you to look from my side of things. I didnโt sign up for this. It seems sometimes my words go through one ear and out the other, I donโt know what you want from me anymore. What do you want me to do anymore?โ He took a deep breath finally looking up once again. This was going to hurt but it needed to be done. โI canโt even fucking trust every time you tell me you love me anymore. You have fucked my brain up and I donโt understand why,โ He was crying still, but his shaking had stopped.
Noya stood there stunned. Unable to speak, unable to make an excuse. Maybe that made Asahi hurt, but at the same time it was exactly what he had expected. โYou know what. Fuck this, I canโt. I really canโt do this anymore. Donโt contact me,โ Without another word he left the room and went and grabbed his stuff. Leaving within a minute. As the door slammed shut everything seemed to crack. There laid Noya now unsure where to go, he sat there and cried.
It had been a few months since Noya had seen Asahi. Since Noya had disabled his account, he had removed himself from social media and tried his best to get back to โnormalโ. He had missed his lover's arms around him, he missed his lips, his hair, his voice, him. Today was harder than ever, their anniversary. Today he was supposed to be with Asahi, he was supposed to be celebrating with โSahi. He got up and got ready, once again he wanted nothing more than just to forget this, to forget himself maybe. He called up Tanaka and asked if he could hang out tonight. It was 9 pm. Till then he did anything he could do to forget this fucking day. To forget how fucked up he was for doing that to Asahi. More than anything right now he just wanted to see him, even if it was with someone else. Just to see him one more time, he would prefer to talk to him but at the same time he wouldnโt want to see him hurt like that again.
When 9 hit, the plans had been changed to meet at a club, per Noyaโs request. When everything go through maybe this was a dumb plan to work up the courage to call Asahi, another dumb plan to do something he desperately needed right now. Even if it didnโt work out, even if it was just sent to voicemail he would be happy he tried. So of course he got drunk. He downed whatever was the strongest. Tanaka knew what had happened but there wasn't much he could do to fix it. He knew it had to be Noya. โNoya, slow down on the drinks would you? What even are you doing..?โ He knew he was harsh but maybe this was the push that Noya needed.
โI miss โsahi.. I donโt know what to do right now, I donโt know what I am supposed to do anymore. He told me not to contact him anymore, is it too selfish of me to want to contact him today and tell him that I just want to see him again.? I wonder how he is today, is he sad like me? Did he forget what today was.. no โsahi is too sweet for that. He is always too sweet for that. I fucked up with โSahi. I didnโt mean to make him think I donโt love him.. but I do. I really do. You believe me right Tanaka?โ He had tears in his eyes and without realizing he was crying once again. โI donโt know why I am crying, I am sorry I shouldnโt be crying, this is my fault.โ He was wiping his tears as much as he could but they didnโt stop.ย
โNishinoya I never thought you didnโt love him okay? I think everyone but him, knew you loved him. He has anxiety since highschool, we both remember that. You canโt expect him not to worry when you pull stunts like that. You should have laid off the jokes just, for a bit till you and him could have talked it through. Even if you wanted to you canโt go back now, what has done has been done. He is probably doing the same as you right now, maybe even worse and you know that. He cares for you, and I donโt think that he could have just stopped loving you. Yet, when you put someone though that you canโt expect them to want to hold on. Even for the strongest people their hands get tired, and they lose their grip. You know what you have done wrong, yet I think you should wait till he contacts you okay? Show that you can listen to at least one thing he request and maybe he would feel a bit more comfortable. As for now lets just relax okay. Iโm going to go dance and if you want you can follow me or just sit here all mopey.โ With that Tanaka got up and moved away leaving him alone for a minute. His words were harsh but the truth. Noya knew he had hurt him and he knew he should be patient but fuck.
Nishynoya ordered several more drinks, downing once again. Around 11, is when he finally decided to stop, his ears began to rung and he could no longer bear the scents of the people around him. Their strong perfumes make him feel cramped and small. He got up walking out the back, finally getting the scent of air. He crouched down and just stared at his phone. โโSahi I am sorry if this makes you angry but fuck I need to talk to you.โ He muttered under his breath, drunk, cold, and alone. It rang three times before it stopped, โโSahi?โ is that you..? I know it is late so I hope you arenโt mad. Uh I just um.โ It was clear he hadnโt expected him to pick up. โI wanted to say-'' before he could finish his sentence Tanaka came out of the back screaming.
โThe fuck you go Noya? What were you thinking coming out here alone?โ Looking at Noya he noticed the phone and grabbed it from him, โwho are you on the phone with that is so important not for you to pick up your phone when I am calling? Do you know how worried I was.?โ Noya had begun crying by now, he was drunk and worried that Asahi had already hung up. โWhat donโt cry, wait one second okay?โ He pulled the phone up to his ear and spoke, โHey I am so sorry um.,โ He looked at the contact name, unsure what it meant he asked Noya who it was.ย
โTanaka?โ Asahi responded before Noya could answer. โIs everything okay?โ He had seemed wide away from his voice, not slurred or anything. Which meant he was sober. Good sign, sort of, maybe not.ย
โOh Asahi? I am so sorry I told him not to call you, I shouldnโt have left him out of my sight. I will let you rest.โ For a second you could hear a few shuffling.ย
โWait! Uh, can I come pick up Noya? I mean if you want I can pick up Noya, I just um, I just need to know where you guys are. Well that is if you want me to pick him up of course but if you guys are having fun, make sure to get back safe.โ Tanaka knew that Asahi just wanted to talk to Noya, he probably was unsure what to do too. Ashai was never a confrontational person and it was a high chance he felt bad for what he had said to him. He probably didnโt actually want to break up and he said it in the heat of the moment, he knew both of them well, they wore their emotions on their face, and somehow it was as if the other couldnโt see it.
โAh sure, thanks Asahi, I think he would like that. Only if you are up for it of course otherwise I donโt want it to be a bother. He is really drunk right now and might say some random stuff so I donโt know I would feel bad for letting you have to take care of that,โ He was hoping Asahi would just agree, he only did that so Asahi could have a way out if needed, but it was clear when he just asked for a location that he was hoping to see Noya too. โAh okay I am going to hang up now but we are around the back okay?โ
โHey um can you actually put me on the phone with Noya?โ He seemed worried, but there wasnโt much there could be to fix that. He knew he was on the phone with Noya when he heard sniffles, โNishinoya is that you?โ He whispered. A soft mhm could be heard but not much more than that. โAh that's good, I am coming to pick you up, so wait for me okay?โ Another mhm could be heard and then more sniffles like he was trying to stop himself from crying. โNoya take a deep breath, itโs okay donโt worry. Is there something wrong? Do you need me to pick you up anything from along the way?โ
โPlease just come.. Mm.. I miss you. I miss you right now, I am sorry,โ for a second it sounds like he stopped breathing before he began crying again. โI donโt know why I am crying, I shouldnโt be crying, I am sorry.โ He just kept apologizing and his tears ran free. As much as Tanaka wanted to help and calm him down he knew that this was his and Asahiโs problem.
โNoya takes a deep breath. I am on the way okay? Donโt cry please, I am almost there, donโt cry..โ For a few minutes it was just silence. โNoya I am pulling into the back okay, you can tanaka thank you and that I am here so he can go back in now.โ Noya obeyed and waited patiently, he was freezing but he couldnโt complain over that right now. He was about to see his bear again, and hopefully fix everything. If there was any possibility of that. As the car pulled in Noya looked at it and took a deep breath as he walked over. The call ended and he was met with the door, slowly he opened it unsure if he wanted him to sit next to him he just looked at the seat. โNoya you can sit down okay donโt worry,โ Asahiโs voice was hoarse then it was on the phone, like it was clear that he had been crying. Noya sat down and closed the door, getting buckled. โSame place right?โ Noya just shook his head. Why was he expecting something other than just that?ย
Asahiโs hair was down which means that he rushed to get here because he hated it when his hair was down. Or at least he used to.. He probably still did. โโSahi, do you want a hairband?โ Noya mumbled, he always kept them on him, no matter what. He kind of just wanted to hear Asahiโs voice again even if he was just a brief no.
โYou have one?โ Asahi seemed to laugh and with that Noya handed it to him, for a brief second their hands touched and Asahi seemed to feel the freezing temperature. โNoya you're freezing, why didnโt you tell me earlier you were cold.? I would have grabbed you a jacket or something. All I have is this one I am sorry,โ He quickly took off his jacket and handed it to Noya.
โOh um thanks,โ He whispered as he put it on. The smell of Asahi filling his lungs made him feel safe once again.ย
โCan I ask you something Noya?โ Asahi muttered, without a second thought Noya shook his head yes. โI was wondering if um. If there is any chance you are up to talking this um like. Is there any chance you are willing to talk this through or anything? I donโt know I just um, I miss you a lot, which is stupid to say because I was the one who told you to not contact me. I have been waiting for you, I know that sounds really dumb, and selfish but I was kind of hoping you would contact me. Which um you finally did and I just. I donโt know, I just really miss being with you. I tried forgetting about all of it, which sounds like I am a dick now that I said it out loud. But it didnโt work and tonight I was just really fucking out of it, and I am really glad you called.. Sorry. I donโt even know if you're still single or anything,โ He was choking up and you could hear it in his voice.
โDonโt worry about it,โ he muttered, Noya was still kind of out of it, โNo I am not seeing anyone right now, and I really miss you. This is all my fault..โ He was tearing up again, โ I didnโt mean to make you think I didnโt love you or anything you know, because I really do love you,โ Asahi had his eyes focused on the road, yet Noya didnโt want anything more than just to be able to look him in the eyes and say that. โI wasnโt thinking when I decided to do the prank and I know it hurt you and it wasnโt right to continue doing them. The last one I did took it way too far and it is understandable why you were so upset. I have stopped making videos and such and have gotten off all social media.. But I don't know if that helps.. I just don't know anymore, sorry,โ He was crying now and trying to hold back his tears but it was no help.ย
When they finally arrived it was late, Asahi looked over, โum is there any chance I can walk you to your door or something. Sorry that sounds stupid but uh..โ He didnโt want to leave. Noya shook his head and they walked up the stairs to the apartment. Asahi looked at Noya biting the inside of his lip like he did when he was nervous.
โYou wanna come in..โ Noya asked, avoiding eye contact. Of course he wanted Asahi to come in with him tonight. He wanted everything back to normal. But that was going to take time. Maybe this was the first step? As Asahi nodded they both walked in together. Slowly making it to their bedroom. โI know this sounds really fucking selfish but is there any chance um.. You wanna stay the night, and just watch a movie with some popcorn or something..?โ Noya just missed him, and he didnโt know what else to do. Asahi nodded his head and smiled. โOkay cool, um if you wanna change your clothes are still hanging up..โ
โAh, thank you,โ He went and changed, coming back a few minutes later to find Noya in the kitchen making popcorn in his pjs. Asahi came up behind him and gently hugged him from the back. Noya jumped a bit but in the end melted into Asahiโs arms. โI missed you Noya.. I really did..โ he whispered in noyas ear as he held him.
Noya shimmed his way to face Asahi and hugged him tight. โMe too, bear..โ he whispered. Slowly he held him close and their lips finally met. Once they pulled apart, Noya whispered โHappy anniversary..โ
โHappy anniversary..โ Asahi said slowly making their way to the couch. They snuggled up with each other. Their problems didnโt magically get solved that night. It took time as does anything else, but this was a start. They were finally back in each others arms, and that was enough for now.
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Thanking the heavens Iโm only here for a few more days because not only did I find ANOTHER GODDAMN HOUSE CENTIPEDE I found a lot baby centipedes
Just a centipede update but uh sorry I havenโt checked in in a while Iโve been busy going everywhere and anywhere
As much as I love traveling sometimes I just wanna lie in my room and do nothing all day
Not only did I get my period early and that in itself is horrible, the cramps are worse than ever and more frequent than ever so pills are my lifesavers even though I usually donโt like taking them (idfk why I just donโt. Like they donโt taste like anything, theyโre not hard to swallow I just donโt like them)
However I have noticed my mental health has improved significantly since I went on vacation.
Iโve had noticed before a lot symptoms of ADHD but I want to go to a therapist first to get it diagnosed or get something else diagnosed maybe. I think itโs definitely something I just donโt know what and ADHD so far fit the best soโฆ
Enough with gloomy talk
Iโve seen one of my favorite cousins not too long ago and before that havenโt seen her IN YEARS and so was pretty exited to talk to her but turns out we donโt have that many things in common anymore and it was pretty awkward at times but we still had fun chatting and catching up. As boring of subject it seems it was actually pretty interesting to talk about the differences in our educational systems weโve experienced. But also itโs a given that some tea was also spilled while we also overheard some at a family gathering and Let. Me. Tell. You it was JUICY
Also she has an adorable dog and I love him
Do you have any pets? I donโt know if I mentioned it before I have a horrible memory but I have a dog named Toby and heโs a fluff ball
I have a funny story related to him actually and my stupidity
I was going to walk my precious fluff ball and went outside with the leash
And forgot the fucking dog
I WENT TO WALK THE DOG WITHOUT THE DOG
The best part? It happened multiple times
So yes, Iโm smart academically but not logically at all
In school Iโm a straight A student but in life I canโt even walk straight without walking into a wall and claiming itโs a secret passageway because โone rock sticks out so it must be a buttonโ
(Small anecdote from my childhood but funny nonetheless)
This ask is getting quite long so Iโm gonna end it here
- ๐ anon
HELP- ๐ anon idk if ur gonna see this or even remember sending me this but
Centipedes <<<<< Conan Gray ๐
Im so glad that your mental health has improved, please tell me how you are doing I miss talking to u :((((
Luv hopefully you did go get diagnosed, and found out what was up fr fr <3333 best of luck tell me how that went if you see this okay?
I DO: I have a cat and two dogs they are the sweetest things ever. But yes we love straight A students who forget their doggg djkhfdfjs
Hey Xic! I was wondering if I can request a playlist of Bokuto with what songs would him and his s/o listen to when theyโre with each other? Like comfort/romantic songs that remind them of each other. Around 25 songs please. Thank you!
Your First Love, Bokuto
A/N to Anon Writer: Hey Luv! [AHH THANK YOU FOR REFERRING TO ME AS XIC I SWEAR THAT MY DAY- <3] Mhm of course I am always open to making playlist. Mhm, Mhm I understand. If you want more don't be afraid to ask. [p.s. if you havenโt i would check out my other Bokuto playlist if you enjoy Bokuto-]
A/N: Hey guys hows your summer going? I am starting another work soon. As always be prepared! I want some new anons and people to talk to.. so please message me lmao. <3 I might have jacked up my finger a week ago so I might go to the doctors soon. >~<
Minutes Long: 1 hour & 25 minutes
Song Count: 25
Where to find all my playlist
โซ I.F.L.Y. - Bazzi
โซ 8TEEN - Khalid
โซ Die Young - Kesha
โซ Clichรจ - mxmtoon
โซ Honeypie - JAWNY
โซ Lvr Boy - awfultune
โซ Bubble Gum - Clairo
โซ Tired - beabadoobee
โซ Cherry Cola - Kuwada
โซ Electric Love - BรRN
โซ Treasure - Bruno Mars
โซ I Like Me Better - Lauv
โซ Sunkissed - khai dreams
โซ Strawberry Blond - Mitski
โซ Philophobia - Sunday Cruise
โซ Little Talks - Of Monsters and Men
โซ I Love You 3000 - Stephanie Poetri
โซ American Boy - Estelle ft. Kayne West
โซ Are You Bored Yet? - Wallows ft. Clairo
โซ Best Day Of My Life - American Authors
โซ Out of My League - Fitz and The Tantrum
โซ Rocketeer - Far East Movement & Ryan Tedder
โซ Moves Like Jagger - Maroon 5 ft Christina Aguilera
โซ Jenny (I Wanna Ruin Our Friendship) - Studio Killers
โซ Can't Hold Us - Macklemore & Ryan Lewis ft. Ray Dalton
How HQ Boys React to Someone Flirting With Their S/O
Character(s) included: Atsumu & Osamu
Requested by: My sibling who doesn't read my work lmao.
Warning(s): Cursing, Forcefully pinned to a wall [Atsumu], Hand forcefully around your waist [Atsumu]
Song of the day: Where Do I Go? by Lizzy McAlpine
A/N: Ah okay here is the new prompt. To kick it off we have "Grey hair both twins" requested by my sibling. Anyways this will be a Multipart series so request who you will want next! Thank you all for the love on my last series so hopefully you will like this one too. This one can be a bit heavy, being that this "flirting" can be very forceful as shown in the warnings. Please keep this in mind before you decided to "read more". If you wanna chat don't be scared, I like to think I am quite the kind person. ALSO- Please check out my cool moot @taeyamayang [i hope it is okay if I tag you..]
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Atsumu
Atsumu was always invited to parties and rarely went but today was different, today was celebration of their newest victory. So it would be weird not to bring his lover right..? Of course it would. Sadly you werenโt much of a social person. You looked amazing but Atsumu knew how much you hated compliments like that, it made you feel like thatโs all you were good for. Like that was the only reason people stuck around. Which was why Atsumu normally complemented your intelligence, or amazing sense of imagination, or your strong sense of wrongdoing but not only that but so much more. He made you feel so loved in his arms. So maybe this once everything would go okay. It wasnโt like you could say no to going to such a big advent. It was important for Atsumu so it was important for you too.
When the night came up more anxiety hit, you werenโt one to party or anything so this was not something you were used to. You grabbed one of your more โfancyโ pieces ofย clothing. The last time you wore it was years ago. It was a beautiful outfit so much that Atsumu claims when he saw it on you he fell in love. He just had to talk to you. He had heard so much about how you were so free and he loved that. He loved people who just rolled with it. Which was exactly what type of person you were. You were deep in love.
Atsumu walked out in this dark blue suit. God he looked so fucking hot. He had his hair styled back, he had a white shirt underneath the blue jacket. He was wearing a matching tie. โHow is ma angel feeling?โ he chuckled softly, meeting you in the mirror wrapping his arms around your waist burying his face in your neck. โya smell so good.. yer perfume is so sweet.. I could eat you up,โ he chuckled softly, his words muffled as kissing your neck as he held you.
โBaby that tickles,โ you laughed softly, holding on to his arms. God, you felt safe in his arms. โI am good, how are you? You look amazing, hopefully nobody tries to steal you from me.โ You laughed though to be honest you werenโt joking. He was all over the internet. He was the man of everyoneโs dreams. Tall, handsome, funny, cute, strong, he was free and so much more.
โI am doing great, baby.. ah you know that wouldnโt happen, love,โ he kissed you again. โCome baby let's go out to the front they are waiting,โ he took your hand as you guys walked out to the front and was met with a limousine, โYou guys are too extra,โย he muttered as he opened the door. There was Bokuto, Sakusa, Hinata, their partners and a few of their friends. โWhere is the rest of the team?โ He chuckled softly as he sat down gesturing to you to sit next to him which you did.
โBecause we had to wait for you, they left already,โ Sakusa muttered, sounding a bit pissed but his partner gently nuzzled him and he seemed to calm down in their arms.
โAh I am sorry to all of you this was all my fault I took a bit longer then I should,โ You smiled softly as they reassured you it was okay. As you arrived at the party the paparazzi was already waiting for the rest of the team to come out. The door opened and immediately the cameras started clicking which made you nervous. Atsumuโs warm arm wrapped around you as he kissed your head.
โCome on angel.. let's go have some fun then we can go home and cuddle,โ he smiled softly as you shook your head. โI love you,โ he whispered softly as he led you out. Cameras surrounding the others as they came out with their partners. You nuzzled into his side a bit more, gently he tightened his grip on you as you walked inside the large building. Loud noises surrounded you as he led you to the rest of the team. โHey guys! This is ma angel!โ he called out as they smiled a bit. A few laughs were heard. God he really was good at embarrassing you but to be honest you have only been dating like 3 months. You were at every game but still he acted like no one ever noticed you.
After an hour or so he offered to get everyone drinks, which everyone accepted and next thing you know Atsumu, Bokuto, Sakusa and Hinata were off grabbing the drinks while everyone else kinda stayed in a huddle. The music was too loud so you kinda moved to a corner waiting for him to return. Well in that moment someone decided to take their shot with you. Making their way over, you already noticed a few things. They seemed confident, a bit too confident. Flaunting to their friends about how some way they were going to get you. Some way he was going to make you fall in love at first sight. News flash.. you didnโt. Quite the opposite you wanted to leave as soon as you saw them approaching. โHey Hun~ are you alone?โ he questioned. Of course not. No one in their right mind would go to a party like this by themselves. Instead of answering you kept quiet. Which made them pursue you farther. โAwe donโt worry it is nothing to be embarrassed about~ I will keep you company.โ They chuckled softly. Taking a step closer you were clearly uncomfortable.
โI am not alone.. I am with my boyfriend..โ you muttered softly, your eyes glued to the ground, scared to even look up. You werenโt too good with things like this where they would push and push, to the point where you were forced to except. To the point where you would give your information just to be fucking left alone. You just wanted Atsumu to come back soon.
โCome on, give me some sugar. Your boyfriend doesnโt need to know about us, eh? It will be our little secret. I can tell you're smart. So why not just hand over the phone number and maybe we can hang out soon? That sounds nice right..?โ Their voice was annoying, it wasnโt calm or sweet like Atsumuโs. It was demanding and rough. He didnโt care what you wanted. He didnโt.. he was going to push till you gave it out. You just had to hold on a bit longer and maybe Atsumu would be able to save you from this terrible, awkward moment. You just had to wait a bit more.. just a bit longer. Before you could say anything his hand was already around your waist
โPlease get off me,โ you pushed him off. Which seemed not to be the right move because next thing you know you were forcefully pinned to a wall, his arms tightly around your waist.
Next thing you know he is off you and then shouting. โWho the fuck do you think you are touching ma angel?โ There he was, Atsumu. Finally.. It felt like it took ages but now he was here. He punched the guy in the face and you immediately rushed to his side to try and calm him down. He gently wrapped his arms around you. There it was. That warm feeling only he could give you. That safe feeling. He wasnโt forcing you to hug him or anything. You felt safe in his arms. You held him close. โya okay angel.. I am sorry I took so long,โ he muttered as he gently kissed your head. โHe didnโt hurt ya did he? I will kill him, don't worry, just tell me,โ he whispered in your ear. The guy was still recovering from the hit.
โI am okay.. thanks to you,โ you whispered softly as you held on tight. To be honest you were a bit scared, not that Atsumu was going to hurt you but that you couldnโt tell if Atsumu was kidding when he said that he would kill that guy. He sounded dead serious but you really wanted to think of it as a joke. All you wanted to do was walk away right now. You wanted to go back to the group and pretend none of that happend. But of course that could happen. Of course that couldnโt because someone really wanted to piss off Atsumu.
โYou know it sucks that cutie is left with you, I mean you only punch someone when they arenโt looking at you.. are you that worried? It is funny, now come on cutie do you really wanna be with this guy? I have a bunch of money.. that's why you're with him right?โ Of course not. You really loved him. But right now you could tell he was pissed and you didnโt know what to do to calm him down. He let go of you and next thing you know he wasnโt in your arms anymore but on the floor punching the guy, making a mess out of him. You wanted it to stop. It only took a minute max before Bokuto and a few other people were pulling Atsumu off what was left of the guy. He was covered in his own blood now. Atsumu just looked annoyed, he wanted to kill the guy, or that's what it seemed like, it really seemed like he wanted him dead right now.
โAtsumu what the fuck are were thinking you could have gotten pulled from the next match for that shit!โ Sakusa scolded, โI understand that you are pissed at him but that shit isnโt what you pull! Look at him!โ he pointed to the guy. โWhen were you going to stop if we didnโt pull you off huh?โ He seemed upset. You on the other hand were still in shock.
Atsumu made his way over to you and stood in front of you unsure what to say to you. So you took the lead, โfuck Atsumu,โ you muttered as you clung to him his arms wrapping around you next. โWhat in gods name were you thinking, Sakusa is right, you could very much be fucking kicked from the next few games.โ You muttered softly in his chest.
โI wanted to make sure he would keep his mouth shut about you. He had no right talking about you as if you are just an object. He had no right touching you. So I gave him a taste of his own medicine. I touched him without him asking and frankly I donโt regret it. I would do it all over again and I wouldnโt mind being suspended from the game if that means you would be okay and that he wouldnโt be touching you ever again.โ He muttered back. โI really love you and it pissed me off. I am sorry if you are disappointed with me but there is a fine line with me, and he crossed it. He pushed me to the edge, I wasnโt going to do much more than that one punch if he just shut his pretty little mouth. But of course he had to bring up the fact that yer be a better fit with him.. I couldnโt let that pass by. I just couldnโt lose you.. please forgive me angel..โ he muttered. Clearly he was a bit drunk as his words slurred a bit. He seemed all over the place but it was okay. โI really just wanted to protect ya..โ he chuckled a bit. He didnโt seem to regret doing it but maybe he seemed a bit upset because he worried you were upset with him, which you really weren't. To be honest it was quite the opposite. You were so happy he did that, otherwise you would probably still be in that โguysโ arms.
โโTsumu thank you.. if it wasnโt for you I donโt know what I would be doing without you right now. You really saved me back there and not only that but you really make me lose my mind when I am around you. You really are the love of my life. So no, I am not disappointed or any of that shit, if anything I am worried about will happen to you now that you did that, I really donโt want you to get in trouble because you decided to help me get out of my messโฆ I am sorry that you were dragged into this baby.โ you muttered as you kissed his head.ย You werenโt lying when you said you were worried.
โDonโt worry about me angel, I will be okay. Okay? Donโt feel bad it was ma idea to attack the guy, none of that was yer fault. It is everything but your fault you wouldnโt have had to come if I hadnโt begged you too. If I didnโt go get the drinks and leave you by yourself you would have had to deal with him.. if he listened to you when you said no then everything would have been okay and everything would have gone much smoother. If he hadnโt made that remark he would not be in the state he is in. So angel none of what has happened was yer fault. Believe me okay, I really love you and I donโt want yer worrying about this. I will handle everything and keep you updated..โ
You shook your head softly as you held him close, โI love you too babe.. I love you so fucking much.. thank you..โ you whispered. You were a bit cold, and it must have been noticeable because Atsumu took off his jacket and placed it on you. โthanks..โ you closed your eyes for a moment taking in his embrace.
In the end in a not so surprising amount of events Atsumu was benched for a little bit of time, for some reason he still claims it was worth it even though his teammates donโt. Which he almost threw a fit over, because they didnโt think that , โprotecting his angel was worth not playing a few gamesโ, though in reality they just meant that there were other ways that he could have gone about it but he decided to take the most violent approach. Which didnโt seem to work out in his favor. In the end the guy tried to press charges but after a bit decided to drop it. Nobody knows why but they think it had something to do with the lawyer or something. You and Atsumu were happy and that all that mattered. He was always there to protect you. He would never let that happen again. At night he held you closer than ever after that happened. He made sure you felt comfortable as he had one leg on top of you as the rest of his body was wrapped around yours. Which was surprisingly comfortable.
You just had one thing bugging you so you decided to address it. โAtsumu.. remember when that guy said that I was only with you because of your money.. I really hope you understand that he couldnโt be more wrong. I love you for so many things like your freeness, your ability to change, the way you can be so protective and loving at the same. Not only that but the stupid little things you do. Like the way you make stupid little jokes to lighten the mood. The way you call me when you are out and about just to make sure I am happy and am feeling okay, and if I am not how you make this cute little fucking dates to make me feel better. The way you remember small parts of a story that I tell you and will mention it at random times without even thinking.. The way even if something is not of your interest you take your time to learn it with me and listen to everything I tell you.. God you make me lose my mind but I really love you.. I really do..โ you whispered breaking down into tears as he held you close.
โAngel.. it is okay.. you're always there for me. You make me feel special and you make me feel loved and for the first time in a while I find myself thinking I have finally one upped my brother. I have finally found someone who loves me for me and I really really love you. So donโt cry okay..? I never believed that guy. I know you love me and I hope you know I love more than just your body okay.. I love you so much so donโt ever.. ever think I donโt.โ he held you to his chest. You gently shook your head. He was so good at making you happy. God he was just so fucking amazing. You really loved him and he really loved you too.
Osamu
Osamu always seemed to be favored, so naturally a lot of people asked him on dates, not only that but a lot of people did go on dates with him. But now you were dating him things slowed down. He stopped going on dates and naturally asked people to stop showing up when he was out with you. Well one thing for sure you are big now. You were Osamuโs lover. So of course people wanted you too now. You were everything everyone wanted, tied with the fact you were with Osamu and that just made you want more. This was a lot and to be honest you would have loved this before you met Osamu but now you kind of hoped all of that would stop. News flash it didnโt. Of course it didnโt, to be frank your opinion really matter to them, all that mattered was you were good looking enough to be with Osamu.
Your relationship was built on love and thatโs all that mattered. You two really did love and trust each other. It was what your relationship was built on. It was what all relationships were built on. Your personalities went hand and hand. You loved going out and dancing. You loved midnight slurpees and driving on the freeway to nowhere, all windows down. You had to have the sunroof open and blasting music, singing on the top of your lungs. You loved the feeling. Osamu loved watching you feel so free, having so much fun with that amazing smile on your face. Who wouldnโt love that? You dragged Osamu to do cute things that nobody else would get. You loved dressing up, either in tight fitting clothing or loose fitted ones. It didnโt matter. You just loved the feeling. You felt invincible when you did that. You felt so free and you didnโt care if people judged you. Your opinion was the only one that mattered. You thought you looked amazing and thatโs all that mattered to you. You loved dancing in the rain. Osamu didnโt mind at all. He loved to be with you and he was open to new things no matter how ridiculous it was. You guys jumped off a fucking plane one time together. Of course with a parachute but god you guys trusted each other that much.
This was the man you wanted to spend the rest of his life with. He was everything you ever wanted.. and now you had him as your partner and god that made you so happy. You were so happy. Your two year anniversary was soon and you knew you had to do something big. You got the whole day ready, you started off with just a movie. It was a romance movie, and you planned to ease into it. You didnโt wanna do anything too much. Something where you two could just be near each other. It might have sounded stupid, but that was all you really needed to be happy at the moment. You just felt so free when he was near you. You felt so fucking happy with him, and it was so hard to explain.
Then you had dinner together, you decided it would be best to have something more fancy. You wanted to show all your appreciation for all he had done for you. He stuck by your sides at your lowest moments and you didnโt know what else to say but thank you. You wanted to show how much you loved him, and to be frank, you werenโt too good at showing your affection. Everyone told you that. You knew it was true. You knew from your last relationships. You wanted this one to be different.. you couldnโt let him leave you, you couldnโt live without him now that you were dating him you felt safe, but never really comfortable. Too afraid to lose him, too afraid to fully let loose around him. You didnโt wanna scare him off. You really wanted to make this last.
Lastly, a nice walk.. right now they had a Christmas tree show. They were decorated.. Little did he know you actually had a tree in the show. It was in a park area and people just gotta have hot coco and relax and walk and see the trees. You decorated one just of you two and such. You tried your best to make it look nice but in the end you were just overwhelmed and wanting to give up. Atsumu reassured he would love it, and he was lucky to even have you so there was nothing to worry about anymore. Osamu loved you and that wouldnโt change over just some stupid tree. You have been good to him.. right?
When you met with him he was all dressed up. You two decided to wear matching scarfs and you were excited to see he went through with it. It was a warm dark burgundy color. With that he had a brown large coat and just classical dark brown shoes on. You were wearing A white turtleneck, a regular sized brown coat, black boots, and the signature burgundy scarf. Osamu looked so good in it, you two were matching more then you too though you would but you were quite glad. You slowly walked over, it took a moment before Osamu gestured for you to take his hand which you happily did, You never took the lead for that stuff. You always waited for him to โlet youโ take his hand. Which might be stupid but it has been two years now and would it be weird to start now..? You didnโt wanna push your luck. You didnโt wanna ruin anything right now. Not when you were so happy.. Not when everything felt so nice. Not when everything seemed to be going good. You just had to hold on a bit longer. Just a bit longer.. maybe a bit would be forever but as long as everything stayed like this then you would be more than happy to continue as you did.
You guys arrived at the movie a bit later, You guys got one of the best seats in the whole theater but not only that but you also had the best person next to you in the entire world. Osamu. For most of the movie you guys exchanged loving glances and such. Your hands were cold as you interlocked with his. His fingertips were warm to the touch and not only that but holding his hand made you so happy. This date made you so happy. Just hanging out with him made you so happy. Sometimes it felt as if you couldnโt breathe and maybe that was a bad thing.. but god that tight pain in your chest made you feel so happy. You started to crave that feeling.
โThe movie was great, baby.. Thanks for taking me to it.โ He chuckled a bit, kissing your cheek as you two got up and started walking to dinner.
โMhm of course love.. thanks for coming with me..โ You muttered you were not too good with feelings so maybe this wasnโt the right thing to say at the moment but you didnโt mind.
โYa of course, I am glad that you came out with me.โ He whispered his grip tightening a bit as you walked with him. โI love you so much hun..โ He muttered and in response you just smiled and shook your head. Osamu wasnโt one to throw around the word love. You learned that when you mentioned something about someone's appearance and saying you loved it. It started this stupid argument about how strong the world love meant. Osamu never liked it when you mentioned someone else and in the same sentence said the word love. He felt as if that word was and should only be used with people who are close to your heart, not just some random classmate or waiter. At first you didnโt understand but then Atsumu explained that Osamuโs last relationship ended because of cheating. He used to use the word love with everything but now only for you, and you alone.
After a few minutes you finally said something about it, โI love you too my darling..โ you whispered in his ear as you held the door open for him. You moved to the side letting him go in first. You smiled a bit as you got moved next to him,ย waiting for your turn to be seated. You luckily made a reservation, the place was packed with people, but of course it was. It always was, so now with Christmas coming up you werenโt surprised people were trying to get anything close to then. Soon enough you were seated and all you could focus on was Osamu, and his small beautiful smile. His perfectly calm face. His sweet tone. All that made you so happy. It always made you so happy. He glanced up from the menu chuckling a bit as he spoke, โHun.. are you going to look at the food or me the whole time? I donโt want you going hungry,โ he smiled a bit.
โOh.. sorry,โ you felt the warmth of the blood rush to your cheeks and tips of your ears. You didnโt think he had noticed, and since he did it was more embarrassing than you thought it was going to be. You glanced at the menu, you smiled a bit as you found what you wanted. Looking back up your eyes met with his and you immediately looked back down. โFor someone who told me to look at the menu instead of the person of you then I would think you would do the same,โ You smiled softly looking back up to find his ears and cheeks having hints of pink.
โWell I have picked out my food have you, hun?โ He smiled a bit as he looked up to you. You and him always got the same thing, though you both pretended to act like that wouldnโt happen, you both pretended that you were interested in other options. Maybe because it felt really repetitive or something but it was what you liked.
โMhm the same as always.. Are you getting what you usually do..?โ You asked and in response he just shook his head. You order soon after. Once the food came, it was the same as always. The flavor coating all over your mouth. You were quite happy with the taste. You always ordered a cream sauce risotto, with mushrooms and shrimp. Osamu ordered squid ink pasta with a cream sauce and shrimp as well. The food was always so good so you were glad it was the same today. After you got dessert. Osamu whispered something to the waiter as they walked away. A few minutes later they came back with a lemon sorbet. Next thing you know Osamu smiled a bit and pulled out a small box flipping in open. There were two initials carved into it. They were matching promise rings.
โY/n, I love you so much. You were always there for me and I want to thank you. I know we are both still young but I want to make sure you will stay mine. So y/n can you make a promise that when the time comes we will marry..?โ He asked softly. You were tearing up a bit as you shook your head and then the ring slipped on. God it was perfect. But now you were worried your gift wasnโt good enough being that Osamu bought you a ring and you just decorated a tree. Osamu and you finished dinner by getting up. Now just one more place to go. The Christmas tree show. You walked with him slowly, not wanting him to be so disappointed faster. When you arrived at the park Osamu ran to the bathroom for a second. To be honest he had been nervous the whole time so now he just wanted to freshen up a bit.
As you waited for him a male approached you. โHey love.. you here alone?โ he chuckled a bit. A bitter smile plastered on his face.
โNo, I am actually here with my boyfriend. I am just waiting for him at the moment,โ You tried to give a smile back, though you didnโt like the nickname love, It made you feel as if he and you were in a relationship, though you havenโt met this man once.
โAhย what a shame that he is making such a pretty face wait..โ He muttered, โhow about you and me get a hot chocolate? Hm?โ He chuckled a bit more. Though it seemed extremely forced, unnatural.
โNo I just wanna wait for him, but thank you for the offer,โ He was taller than you, maybe Osamuโs height. Close to that. You didnโt feel comfortable, you felt anything but comfortable right now you just wanted to leave. You didnโt wanna be near this guy one more minute, but at the same time you wanted to wait for Osamu to come out of the bathroom so he didnโt think you left him. So In the end you just waited for him.
โAh well could I just get your number sweetheart..?โ He chuckled a bit, throwing those nicknames that made you want to throw up that made you want to cry out for help. But when you said no he just kept pushing. Then that warm arm around your waist. Osamu's warm arm.
โOh hey,โ He knew what was happening but he knew that you were more loyal than anyone else he had ever met, he knew that you didnโt feel comfortable, โsorry for making you wait hon, we can go see the Festival now okay?โ He lucky got you out of there, โI am sorry about that hun did he do anything to you,โ He asked, walking down the trail slowly.
โNo he didnโt do anything, don't worry, thank you for helping me get out of there, I really appreciate it,โ you muttered softly. Soon enough you had arrived at the tree, his face turned from stunned to a weird emotion that you couldnโt quite read. Which was quite new you normally could understand what he was trying to say and now this just made you ten times more worried then you should have been.
โYou did this..?โ He muttered softly, turning to you as you shook his head, โAh I see, I really like it. That photo is when we first met. I was so nervous.. Did I tell you that? I saw you just sitting there and I thought I was late. That one is from the first time you met my brother, oh god he even annoyed me with the amount of questions he asked you. That one was from our first slushy night, after your bitch of a friend dumped you to hang out with the cooler kids though I swear you were the coolest person in the world. Oh at that one is when we were about to go skydiving together, god I was so terrified did I tell you that? You acted so excited so I tried to pull off a cool face but once we were doing it god it was so fun. This is so beautiful. Thank you baby.. This is the best gift in the entire world.โ He whispered tears falling from his cheeks as he pulled you to a hug. โGod I love you baby..โ You felt all the worry and doubt melt off of your shoulders. You were so glad he liked it. You were so glad he remembered these memories. These were some of the best memories of your life but you knew more were going to come.
โI love you so much too baby. I was so worried you werenโt going to like it. God thank god. You do so much for me and I couldnโt wish for anything more than this. You are the one I wanna spend the rest of my life with. I feel so free with you, I feel so happy with you, I feel like myself with you.. I get nervous to hold your hand. Every time you smile I just fall in love again. Everything you do makes me feel so free and happy, and I donโt want this feeling to ever end so thank you so much for everything you ever did for me. Those slushy nights are the best nights of my life, any time when I am with you I feel like nothing can hold me back. Nothing can harm me. You make me feel like royalty.. I donโt know what I did to deserve you but thank you for staying with me. I love you so much.โ You muttered softly. Next thing you know you were pulled into a kiss. His warm lips pressed on yours, both of your salty tears mixing with each other. Little i love you're falling from both of your lips. This is how it was supposed to go. You and him, forever. You were soulmates, you knew you guys had to be.
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Hey has any of you guys watched link click? I just saw a tiktok for it but I kinda wanna watch it. Someone please tell me if it is good- and if it is sad. [so basically what is it about?]
Im gooood the week is finally nearly over so now I can return to my continuous cycle of doing absolutely nothing ๐ and tysm Iโve only done 3 so far but I enjoy them since I can do them on my phone
I just want these weeks to go by so I can finally get my glasses- I was going to do some more writing but then I went on tiktok and now I can't get off. Anywaysss you have anything planned for the next weeks or anything, or you anything this summer ?
Mhm of course- I do most of my writing in notes and then I throw it in docs to fix up my mistakes lmao. So like at 12 or smth [when I am about to go to bed] I can just write a paragraph or smth.
AHHH OKAY OKAY THIS MIGHT SEEM STUPID TO POST ABOUT BUT DID ANYONE ELSE NOT KNOW ABOUT THE MALE VERSION OF MISS PERFECT? LIKE SERIOUSLY THE VOCALS ARE SO FUCKING GOOD-
MR. PRESIDENT PERFECT IT IS MY GENDER EVNY IN A FUCKING SONG-
sorry for this nonsense post I just needed to share this with someone
I have to go somewhere pretty soon so I have to hurry writing this
My pronouns are she/her!
Speaking of pronouns, on here I saw you prefer he/xe/they but I checked your wattpad and there it says you prefer she/they
Just asking for to make sure I donโt get it wrong and make you uncomfortable!
And donโt worry you didnโt pressure me into telling you I actually want to tell you Iโm just careful cause itโs the yk internet so then to make it fun I decided to just give you a hint
Hereโs another pick up line!
โAre you spring? Cause youโll be coming soonโ
- ๐ anon
Ah I just woke up! Thats good though, have fun!
Cool! Great to know!
My Wattpad hasnโt really been updated in like forever lmao. That's why it still shows my old name. [Storm] Iโll update it now! Thank you for reminding/bring it to my attention. I don't want to confuse anybody. But yes I prefer He/Xe/They pronouns but she/her still do work. I used to like She/They more and only use those. But because I am pretty sure I am gender fluid [im still trying to find my label] my gender can move around a decent bit. But yes to put it short here is right and Wattpad needs to be updated-
okay thatโs good! Mhm I understand- if i ever do pressure you just make sure to tell me, I never mean to do that. Oh okay, itโs all good I understand your concern with it.
djbsakfmncjasfhu.. My dumb ass is blushing so fucking at that- I have never seen that one before. Thank you for it. <333
I KNOW I said I was going to sleep after I sent the last ask but I might or might not have stayed up reading more fanfiction
But you mentioned Criminal Minds and Bones? I ABSOLUTELY LOVE BOTH OF THOSE SHOWS. I watched every episode at least once and most of them twice or three times even. The same goes for shows like The Mentalist, Isles and Rizzoli, Body of proof, Lie to me, Dr House etc.
I watch a lot of shows
Tbh I donโt read as much as I want to. I think I just donโt know how to choose books well because I stumble upon a really good one like once every century but when I do I finish it quickly but most books it takes me AGES to finish (the problem might also be because I choose books by aesthetic sometimes yikes)
After debating for a really long time if I should reveal what language I speak (because that would directly reveal where Iโm from) I have decided to give you a hint!
Itโs in Eastern Europe
Hence our time difference (itโs 2:37 lol)
But yeah I speak my mother tongue, English since Iโve been learning it from a young age and a bit of German since I have cousins from Austria also itโs normal for people to learn German here
What kind of pick up lines are your favorite?( thatโs a weird question lol)I like to just search up and read some chemistry pick up lines for fun cause Iโm a nerd
Iโll probably go to sleep now
(Emphasis on probably)
- ๐ anon
You need to sleeppp [tho I never really do- you have to] Sorry for the late response tho
OKAY I'M GLAD WE HAVE THAT IN COMMON- Dr. Spencer Reid is just.. *chefs kiss* Hot I tell you. Idk- I know like he is totally like the opposite of my type for hq boys but his intelligence and shit is too die for.
Same- I wish I read more, but when I am in a good book it goes by so quick. I need to go on something to find better books lmao. Most times if I don't like the cover I won't pick it up- but I think that's the same for everyone. Like for manhwa for example- if I don't like the art style or I am not used to it I can't enjoy it as much as I want to even if the plot is extremely good. [which fucking sucks-]
AHH I didn't wanna pressure you I didn't even think about that I swear- But thats super cool! I am learning a bit of Mandarin Chinese- it is cool. lmao.
I don't really know lmao, I like ones that are all over the place, tho some can be really basic- which I don't tend to like. Maybe because I find that they are just repeats and arenโt as special lmao.
okay nighttt
p.s. I never asked and I don't know why I havenโt, but whats your pronouns-?
Hello hello I saw that you responded to my last message QUICK so Iโm here at like 1:27 AM writing more cause youโre cool and fun to talk to.
But yeah the doc who was doing the checkup was so confused she looked at me with such an expression words cannot describe and then looked at the board then back at me and was like โokayyyโ That mostly happened because Iโm a try-hard and tried to get all of them correct like previous years in a short amount of time cause I was also nervous because ykโฆ social interaction and getting it wrong would be embarrassing (boy how I messed up)
My show palette has been taken over by anime lately so thatโs why Iโve been looking for normal people shows but genre speaking I love horror, comedy, crime, only some romance if the characters are well developed and not one dimensional and I also enjoy some magic/superpower universes but also, only if itโs well thought out and not so random that just anything goes and rules are only there when it fits the storyline
Iโm also reading a book currently that Iโm fairly certain is called โperfumeโ (Iโm reading it in my language and thatโs what itโs called in it so Iโm assuming thatโs how it translates but book titles can change with languages so) itโs about a serial killer that has an exceptional sense of smell and the reason he commits crimes is solely to make the perfect fragrance. Itโs really interesting actually but in all honesty I chose the book cause the cover is really pretty and an aesthetic.
My asks are just getting longer and longer huh?
Well before I go to bed Iโd just like to leave you with this pick up line I saw the other day and let me know how much you blush
โAm I a rollercoaster? Cause it seems the faster I go the more you screamโ
Now imagine one of your husbandos saying it and tell me how much you blush
- ๐ anon
Ahh! Heyo again! lmao I would have responded earlier but I noticed your message when I was out eating so I decided to wait till I got back lmao. But its 1:27 for you??? Whatt?? It is is like 4:50 pm for me lmao. I live in PTD time lmao.
Crime is so good- I don't know if you know the show Criminal Minds but if you don't I seriously recommend it lmao. As well as the show Bones.
Ah that sounds good- I love crime and stuff. Like something that shows some development throughout the characters other wise it gets boring quick. I am not a big reader so I try to find something that isn't to flat of a read [if that makes sense]. Anyways what language do you speak-? I only speak English but it is cool to meet people who speak other languages.
NOOOOO my whole ass face turned red to the point where I had to cover it- just imagining Iwaizumi pulling me close to him, like in front of family or something, and then just whispering that into my ear just to fuck with me. AHh and leaving it with calling me "baby boy" or "baby doll" ughh my dumb ass would just obey anything he says.
Ughhh- I am going to be thinking about that all day now- i am so embarrassed lmao.
So umm centipede update, I saw and killed another one with, you guessed it, โจ bug spray โจ
Thank you for the show recommendations! And may I say, you have TASTE and uhh not to toot my own horn but TOOT I think Iโm pretty good at remembering show characterโs names, not real people names, Iโm horrible at those but show characterโs names no matter what country they are from
Iโve never been to an optometrist mostly because at every eye checkup since I was little I got perfect scoresโฆ until the last one when I said the letter E was the number 8 on a board filled with only letters. Itโs only getting worse but itโs not so bad that Iโm getting glasses and if it ever does Iโll just get surgery
A show Iโve been watching recently is about to start so imma watch that. Itโs called Blacklist if you wanna check it out itโs really good in my opinion
So umm the blog is looking great bb so ciao
- ๐ anon
Oh that suckss- I really hope that gets fixed. Be careful tho I don't want you taking in too much of that bug spray through the air.
AH thank you bb, you are too sweet. NO but seriously I can't remember names for the life of me. Like when I read manhwas and stuff I swear I can't remember any of the names. Real people are no exception a few weeks ago or something I saw someone I knew and I think they recognized me too but we didn't remember each others names so we just gave weird glances lmao.
AnYways do you have any show recommendations- I wanna know what your taste is lmao
Ah- I go every year, tho I hate when they dilate my eyes. That shit is painful when you go in the sun. AHhh lmao that must have confused the doctor. But ya I don't know if I will ever get surgery- it is scaryyy but maybe that's just me lmao.
Ah thank you, I can't wait for your next message byeeee ~
