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what are u talking about that Never happened haha,,,,,ha,,,,,

[✩] night twenty-one

[ ✩ ┊ @xinanlide ]

Heeyeon tucked a few loose strands of hair behind her ear. She had lowered her head to gaze at the way her hand intertwined with Soojung’s, but her hair kept getting into her frame of vision. Something as delicate and beautiful as this shouldn’t be interfered by anything. She smiled at the sight then back up at Soojung. She couldn’t remember much from her days anymore. The need to didn’t really exist either when her nights were spent like this. In idyllic dreamscapes with someone like Soojung, she felt her breath being stolen away.

–– Something.

Her hand couldn’t feel Soojung’s anymore. She glanced down and her own hand somehow phased through the other’s hand.

–– Was.

The soft field of grass bending with the wind was interspersed with something else. Something grayer, bleaker, and immersed with the smell of antiseptic.

–– Wrong.

#xinanlide #para: night twenty one

MARK.

from ( x )

Be funny! Make ‘em love you! For someone who naturally doesn’t take anything seriously, their instructions aren’t exactly difficult, per se (then again, it’s different when you’re under pressure to be likeable). It’s how she finds herself in the middle of the street with cameras pointing every which way and a crowd rapidly swarming to catch a glimpse of the cast. Aside from a couple-- she can count them all on one hand-- of gigs, this is different from her past experiences. There’s safety in numbers and as the only representative of her group, she’s bound to be somewhat nervous. How am I gonna be able to survive without the girls stopping me from cracking too many dad jokes? She’s 90% excitement, 5% trepidation and 5% exhaustion.

Filming is actually going better than expected: the cast is welcoming and every bit enthusiastic, and they’re genuinely sweet people. The reactions she gets from her jokes are admittedly a little overdone but it has her feeling at home. She makes a mental note to tell everyone about it when she returns, but for now her attention’s wholly focused on making the most out of her appearance on the show. This is easy-peasy. No big deal. She’s not the least bit worried.

The sentiment isn’t exactly shared.

The poor guy they’ve managed to coerce into helping out with her games looks more terrified than excited to be a part of the show. It’s almost funny, and she finds herself grinning as he fumbles around like a kid around his middle-school crush (she suspects it’s more stage-fright than admiration). They don’t do as well as she’d have liked to but it’s still entertaining; he looks more and more mortified as the timer ticks on, arms floundering about in an attempt to gesticulate the assigned proverbs. It probably doesn’t help that she’s bouncing around on the heels of her feet, voice rising with urgency as the inevitable countdown approaches. They might as well be speaking different languages, and someone teases her about how she should have done better given that she lived with a foreign member. When she counters that Lisa’s Korean is the best out of the four of them everyone laughs; her eyes narrow playfully at her teammate, but she’s laughing too.

Relief washes over as their part of the segment comes to an end and they linger back to watch the others. Out of curiosity she’s glancing over when she catches his eye. “Huh?-- oh-” The unexpected compliment has her starting momentarily before her smile widens, hands raising to quickly dismiss his embarrassment. “No, hey! I don’t bite, I promise. You’re a fan of me?....or my group?” Arms folding across her chest, she bites back laughter. “Choose carefully, Mark-ssi-- Mark, right?”

#[ sounds good! ^^#re.#xinanlide

I LOVE YOU A LOT

/parades this message around like a trophy

#I LOVEYOU MORE #answered!#xinanlide

@xinanlide continued from (x)

It was her fault for walking around as if she bore a heavy burden; one compact but heavy enough to weigh down her dress pocket. Essentially she had woken up this morning with the key clasped in her hands, grip tight enough to leave an impression on her skin. There’s a hazy memory that comes with it, or perhaps it was a dream, and she vaguely recalls the conjured pathway that led her to the locked drawer. Passcodes scrawled on pieces of paper, a ring of keys, a work I.D, and this artisan key looking as if it opened a door from the palace of Versailles.

She immediately surrendered it to the expectant nurse, watch her tuck it into her own pocket as she walked away from the pair. Minnie’s eyes never left her retreating form before Hoseok’s voice snapped her out of her trance.

“Vacation Bible School?” She mumbles, but her gaze soon finds the book tucked to his side. “How sweet, he thinks he can save us.” She whispered the last part to herself before letting her lips stretch into a wide grin. “I’d love to! Let’s go sit on the couch over there, it’s the least uncomfortable one here.” Her arm loops around his and she pulls him to the loveseat pushed against a high window, secluded but visible to the orderly perched in their little “safe room.”

“It’s okay. They watch but they can’t hear.” She tucks her legs and makes herself cozy in their little space. The others are still in the process of either waking up or physically recovering from their therapy. Minnie, coincidentally, has a blank schedule today. Perhaps his God really is real. She taps at his book. “What is your favorite verse? The one that made you dedicate your life to...Him?” Because everyone has got a story, and she’s ravenously curious as to what sparked his initial hope for this deity who never acknowledges her. Even after bearing witness to this disaster home, he remains steadfast in his faith, and it’s admirable because this is his reason to live. She vaguely wonders if he had the horror of seeing what she saw, would he remain devoted?

‘That’s mean, don’t think that, it’s mean!’ There are lapses where human decency lacks in her thought process. It’s proof that her environment was getting to her but she crushes any blossoming doubt, repeats a mantra of apologies and tries to start again.

“Was your vacation fun? Will you take me next time?”

#xinanlide #PLEASE i love fran bow i made minnie immediately after finishing it!!!!!#but everything is fine and dandy thank u for writing with me!#( red pill )

be real with me.....xinanlide i'm ready 4 it

Do I Follow Them?: DAMN RIGHT! YA DAMN RIGHT I DO!

Why Did I Follow Them?: she captured my heart the moment we plotted together in a closed rp directory… i had to… it was the right thing to do

Do We Role Play?: YES. OUR THREAD LITERALLY MAKES ME SO HAPPY EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT IT. IT IS A GOOD PLOT WITH A GREAT F/F PAIRING. WHAT’s NOT TO LIKE

Do I Want To Role Play With Them: forever and always

An AU Idea For Our Muses: maybe a happier AU for once where heeyeon and soojung just go on dates and hold hands and maybe snuggle a lot together. but i also don’t know the meaning of long term happiness when it comes to roleplaying so that’s not feasible

A Song For Our Muses: – Dream a Little Dream of Me (cover) - Michael Buble

Do I Ship Our Muses?: wouldn’t it be so awkward if i didn’t? but i do so this is irrelevant. i will ship these two till the end of time and maybe even beyond that

What I Think About The Mun: such a sweetheart and such a good writer!!! it’s rare to meet someone with such a great sense of humor and life in their writing. i’m glad we met in espion and that we’re still able to write together now. i really enjoy talking to her and seeing all of her creations, be it writing or graphics or whatever. i hope we’ll be able to keep writing together in the future!

Overall Opinion: i mean i’m p sure everybody knows she’s pretty wonderful even without me explicitly saying it, but i’ll say it anyway. i love her and i think she’s amazing!!

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#answered!#xinanlide

@xinanlide

[ sms to : princess bubblegum ] 🐱🐱🐱 do you see this? they literally made emojis for me. 😻 i got a new phone at long last so you can’t harass me about emojis anymore okay?

#xinanlide #( i couldn't stand that we didn't have at least a very smol thing tbh )#( bc i miss you and i know our previous threads had like reached their endings )