#xo rants

[marvelingatyou]

GUESS WHO GRADUATED??

This bitch right here. 4 years of high school all for standing in heels for 8 hours under the sun and receiving a piece of paper to show for it. 🤷🏻‍♀️ Im so happy I’m finally out! Now to have actual ambitions....and motivation in life,...yeah Im not ready.

[xotixa]

Admittedly, I have anger issues.

It's something I acknowledge and something that I wish wasn't true about myself, but it is. So when I start to get frustrated, I can understand people getting irritated with me because I know I'm difficult to deal with when I get like that.

But it's different when someone ELSE gets frustrated and starts getting irritated, then it's all fun and games. No no, everyone can be as pissed as they fucking want and act as childish and rude and irritable as they want to even though if I were to do the same, I would be excommunicated. Because if I were to do the same, it would be unacceptable behavior and people wouldn't want to associate with me for it.

Because fuck me, right?

Forget the fact that I've had a shitty fucking night. Forget the fact that none of my friends even fucking care or ever even thinks to ask me if shit's alright any normal day of the week. "Leave her alone, she'll get over it and patch things up."

Fuck that.

Fuck everyone.

[xotixa]

LET ME TELL YOU HOW AWESOME IT IS SPENDING THREE FUCKING HOURS FIGURING OUT TRAIN TRAVEL ROUTES AND TICKETS IN A FOREIGN LANGUAGE.

LET ME TELL YOU HOW EVEN MORE AWESOME IT IS WHEN YOU FIGURE IT OUT AND BOOK YOUR FUCKING TICKETS.

IT'S EVEN MORE FUCKING AWESOME WHEN THE WEBSITE TELLS YOU THAT YOUR TRANSACTION WASN'T AUTHORIZED AND DIDN'T GO THROUGH.

WHAT'S REALLY COOL IS WHEN YOU DO IT AGAIN AND IT STILL SAYS IT DOESN'T GO THROUGH.

THE BEST PART IS WHEN YOU CALL YOUR FUCKING CREDIT CARD COMPANY AND THEY TELL YOU NOT ONLY DID THE TRANSACTION GO THROUGH, BUT IT POSTED TWICE ON YOUR ACCOUNT.

SO NOW YOU HAVE TWO PENDING CHARGES FOR $67.10 ON YOUR FUCKING ACCOUNT AND NO. FUCKING. TICKETS.

THIS HAS BEEN SO MUCH FUN. SO GREAT. LET ME TELL YOU.

Here's hoping someone at this bullshit factory gets back to me to sort this mess out before I blow a gasket. >__>