Poem Name: "Gifts" Gifts i was born with are the same ones that tortured me as a youth.. The urges to feel..normal revealed impossible The temptation to have "normal" left me not feelin me..unique The gifts of what they call a psychopathic helpless romantic Stockholmes personality, i fell in love with the light that tried to keep me away from darkness In that light i realized i was nothing without my darkness Vulnerable,misguided, violent, targeted and haunted In this light i was running to, to get away from what i thought was.. My gifts made me run to what i thought was.. Every answer seems to be "what i thought was" Not realizing my mind can only manifest in the purest forms of clarity..the shadows of my soul These lights are the helicopter lights of my captors UFO.. Knowing i have a secret chamber of infinite knowledge in my soul I must conquer the phrase "i dont know" Cuz when they facade fades and u show self They think they can capture you lyk "go get it" Til the roles are reversed and they have to speak the same phrases "what i thought was" nd "i dont know" My gift to me was a language to master my magick and symbols to build my words with.. Cut lyk a chainsaw or heal lyk an angel Balanced lyk a scale or topel over into chaos The gift given to me is magic and faith in my own abilities.. The creator blesses the child that can stand on 10 toes nd walk on their own 2 feet.. Tags: #XnoGrym #XOZN #poetry #music #poems #poemsofinstgram #poetsofinstagram #tumblr #poetsoftumblr #poetrycommunity #poetry #rappers #beats #singers #songwriters #Entrepreneur #Consciousness #Conscious #Spiritual #spirituality #necromancy #magick https://www.instagram.com/p/B2HOb4kB5Uv/?igshid=lw3oi426qzan