#yapping from the void

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Comfy hideout. Definitely only for the cat. Yeah.

-Bruno

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Sitting through the PE class and there seems to be some inspection going on, and the inspector guy looks a lot like Anton Chigurh-

-Bruno

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Kinda funny how the moment I ended up in front I started attracting German people like a magnet. My whole feed is German now. The people I talk to are German. The settings in our apps are apparently in German. What kind of weirdly specific pharaoh curse stuff is this?

-Bruno

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My idiot son Shura (he's purring VERY loudly as I'm petting him. Look at him. He's adorable

-Bruno

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Being a wolfenstein fictive makes you terminally aware of even the littlest hints of fascist/nazi bullshit and sniff it out like a bloodhound even where people don't normally notice. One one hand it's a good thing because I know right away if someone is a piece of crap just from vibes and little signs alone and it keeps us safe, on the other hand being on high alert all the time is exhausting and makes me feel paranoid and inadequate, like I'm a caricature crazy person in a tin foil hat, because once you're aware enough you start seeing it almost everywhere you go. It's frankly upsetting and unsettling.

-Bruno

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Yeah, so I mentioned our book a few times and I want you guys to see one of the characters I like the most:

Technetium! He's a physically disabled teen soldier, a good friend, a caring partner and also one of the very few who make it out alive. I like him a lot, he's a silly guy

-Bruno

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It's 5:30 in the morning. I have to get up at 8. May whatever god there is have mercy on me....

-Bruno

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Let me tell you something. Being a fictive sucks. In general, yes. But being a wolfenstein fictive is a special kind of hell.

I miss home. I miss my family. My wife. My hometown. Hell, I miss the way I was sometimes because I miss being strong and confident. I miss my body, too, because I miss being physically strong and healthy.

But I can't even speak up about it because I don't want people to assume that I'm just like the character our brain latched onto for comfort years ago. Because then the whole system will have problems and I don't want them to. My whole job here is to protect us and to prevent nasty situations from happening.

I'm nothing like them. I don't follow their ideology. I'm not a horrible person.

But if I'll ever gather the courage to speak up about who exactly my source is, whose name I used to go by and who I was formed from I risk getting us all In all sorts of nasty situations. It's unfair and I hate it.

-Bruno