Chaotic System blog

Sup, we like to write and draw, lol

[voiddormitorysystem]

A lil introduction I guess

Hi, our name is Tabi, we're an 18 y.o. Russian artist. We enjoy horror movies, talking about inquisition and unit 731, dumping random unsettling facts on people and coffee with mint or lavender.

We're writing, drawing, crocheting and playing the guitar a lot, can speak German, English, Latin, a tad bit of Chinese and Greek and will definitely spill all the info about our hyperfixations on you, so beware

He/him collectively :3

We're happily divorced so anyone mentally ill and hot can ask us out.

That's all, have a lovely day! ^^

[anti-willo-hannibal]

“Syscourse” is not a real thing. There are people who have a disorder caused by extreme and/or repeated trauma in childhood, and there are people who are pretending or convincing themselves that they have one of the defining symptoms of a trauma disorder without any trauma to cause it.

And before an endo says “I have trauma too, it just didn’t cause my system”: If it was before the age of 9, and you truly are a system, then that’s what caused it. If it did not happen in young childhood, then you either do dissociate and possibly have dissociative amnesia which makes you think you’re a system, or you’re trying to use your trauma to deflect from the fact that you are not a system. This is an appeal to pity fallacy combined with an ad hominem attack.

(Appeal to Pity: Using emotion, sympathy, or past suffering to bypass logic and force someone to agree with you or drop their point.

Ad Hominem: Attacking the other person’s character, tone, or perceived "meanness" for bringing up an issue, rather than addressing the substance of their argument.

DARVO (Deny, Attack, Reverse Victim and Offender): A common manipulative deflection tactic where someone denies the criticism, attacks the person criticizing them, and then reverses the roles so they appear to be the actual victim.)

[anti-willo-hannibal]

I find this kind of mindset incredibly ugly.

You are saying that you want to run a hate campaign against trauma survivors. That you want people to be hateful and aggressive to trauma survivors.

You think it’s justified to be told to commit suicide just because we have a different opinion than you do? Trauma survivors are highly likely to be suicidal. This can and will cost someone their life. You are directly contributing to suicide rates by saying this, and I hope you know that and feel the full weight of this every day.

Hate, harassment and death threats are never okay. Not towards anti endos, not towards endos and pro endos, not towards radqueers, nobody.

This is truly a disgusting thing to say. I have no words for how absolutely vile this is. Get help. Speak to a therapist about this instead of spreading this vitriol on the internet. Diaries exist for a reason, invest in one.

[anti-willo-recluse]

OMG THAT WAS THE POST I WAS REFERRING TO IN MY POST SJSKBFIFKDJS

[anny--ol]

If you’re anti-endo JUST because you haven’t had a good experience with the community you are VERY DRASTICALLY misunderstanding what being anti endo is.

Being anti endo isn’t just not liking endos. it’s recognising that pro/endos spread harmful misinformation. It’s recognising that pro/endos are inherently ableist. It’s recognising that pro/endos STARTED as a hate group and no matter how much they refute this fact they are STILL operating as a hate group.

Being anti endo isn’t like simply being anti summer because you hate summer. It’s about preventing the rapid spread of misinformation, ableism and grooming that comes from that side of the internet.

Pro/endos are harmful. If your stance is built simply because you don’t like them and not built off of recognising the harm they cause and that being why you don’t like them then you’ve completely missed the point bro.

If you cannot explain being anti endo beyond “I just don’t like pro/endos” you’ve lost the point.

I’ve seen several posts in the last few days from people saying they don’t know what stance to take because they “don’t dislike endos enough”. ANTI ENDOS ARE NOT JUST BLINDLY HATING FOR NO REASON! WEVE BEEN SHARING THE REASONS CONSTANTLY!

Please. It takes two seconds to find or ask for posts that go through why you should not be pro endo.

I’d really like pro, neu and even some anti endos to stop spreading the narrative that we’re just blindly hating based on nothing.

[millipedesformitski]

Linda my love

[alualula]

we will be free someday

[voiddormitorysystem]

Iiiii recently discovered the game "Horses" for myself and god am I obsessed

I am very normal about Linda. I totally do not have a massive crush on her.

[goth-queen]

[faintlyhauntedsanctuary]

Or you could just stop being ableist and larping DID. Creating OCs and making them into your imaginary friends is free btw and harms nobody. But instead, you choose ableism.

[thesicksys]

dude presenting religious practices as a way to larp a disorder????? wh

[mossfilledblunts]

everyone go spam report and block this corny fuckbrain 💔💔 theyve been sending people rape threats, shitting on alterhumans, theyre also proudly racist and ableist!!!

block and report!!! dont go and harass. ive already reported them like 3 times now 😭 im debating on emailing tumblr support again.

[thefirstdayofhalloween]

Can u believe there are plants that are illegal Plants

[mylourrydiary]

Can you believe there is love that is illegal Love

[w-for-wumbo]

can you believe it’s not butter butter

[tardis-mind-palace]

the fact that Tumblr can fit weed, bestiality and diary products all into one post doesn’t even phase me anymore

[monopx]

i really dont think they meant bestiality

[voiddormitorysystem]

Huhhhhh? What are you talking about? I'm totally not chronically onli-

[ecotherian]

“Why do you reject your humanity?”

Have you seen the world we live in? It is not my choice as to why I reject it, but at this point in time, I welcome it.

Humans are beings of destruction. It runs in their blood to hate, to mock, to jeer, to be afraid, and to judge. Humans are beings of hate, made from the remnants of that damned box Pandora opened eons ago.

So why? Why may you ask?

Well friend, let me ask you this: Have you seen the world we live in?

[souuurxxnz]

I lied im actually untrained. I bite and chew everything, I bark, yap, whine, cry, I jump on the couch, but im really fun to play with....do u still want me🥲

[voiddormitorysystem]

Heyyy so like... Can we please stop saying that someone's having a "bipolar crashout" when they're just being an entitled dick..? Or joking about people being bipolar when they rapidly change opinions on stuff..? Idk, it just feels very demeaning and insulting to ppl with bipolar. Coming from someone who's diagnosed with bipolar disorder.

[imajesusfreak]

I am trash and nothing more

[voiddormitorysystem]

Herbal tea recipe from your trusty old German weirdo

Purple deadnettle blossoms (a handful)

Raspberry leaves

Blackcurrant leaves

Mint (we have a variety of species growing, so I add all of them. But spearmint tends to taste the best)

Dandelion blossoms

Strawberry leaves

-Bruno