#yapyip

[buxenn]

juat did my first gainer shake chug in a while ... ovrr a quart's worth, too 😵‍💫 made with heavy cream, mass gainer, and milk to thin it out. I havent felt this heavy in a very long time.

[buxenn]

I got work pants two weeks ago and theyre already getting snug ... and here I was, afraid that I got too big of a pair

[buxenn]

finally got a new scale :3 and its the fancy kind that tells me my bmi and other junk

excessive visceral fat, excessive body fat, 39 BMI ... I cant help but get hungry looking at these numbers. I cant wait to see them get higher

[buxenn]

started the day at 235 ended it at like. 238 or maybe a lil more... happy birthday to me im stuffed beyond fucking belief

[buxenn]

accidentally stuffed myself on food and now i have to knead and massage my belly so I can go to bed

[buxenn]

I think im over the worst of my sickness, celebrated by eating a whole pizza cause I deserve it

[buxenn]

finishing off both eggnog and heavy cream by mixing them both together and chugging it down. just short of a liter or so altogether 😋

[buxenn]

on a totally different note however, im realizing that my home scale is super inaccurate and inconsistent! I used two scales at family's and they are saying im ~234lbs when empty, whereas at home it gives me anywhere between 226-232, at random, no matter where i position it in the house.

on one hand, its frustrating and im tempted to buy a new one. buuutttt this also means I'm heavier than what the scale is telling me, which is fun in its own right. I fight to get to a number on the scale just to, in truth, already be heavier than what its telling me. mmmmm.