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Dark On Me  -  YasuKar sobfest drabble :’D

  What if he never comes back? The question had always plagued her whenever he was gone for some time. Yet, now... 

   Word had reached her that he was lost. Permanently. That kind of lost she dealt with on a near daily basis. But not like this. It was so much different when she actually knew the person, cared about them. Invested her heart and soul in them.

  She felt sick. The tears streamed down her cheek and she felt choked. The world seemed to spin around her but she didn’t care. The only thing that was real was the piece of paper clenched in her hand oh so tightly. She hated it. Hated what it stood for, what it meant. It’s hasty script, left unsigned but probably sent by Leo. Gods...

  Her legs felt like jelly. She furiously wipes her tears, casting a deadly glare around, daring anyone in the area who might have seen her to say anything. There wasn’t anyone, but still... She manages to stumble inside, closing the door with more force than necessary. She fumbles with the lock. Damn near breaks the thing off the door. Finally manages it. She stares at the door. She stares at the letter.

  Coherent thought wouldn’t come to her. Her voice echoed loudly in her head, drowning out all else. Dead. He’s dead. He’s not coming back. Ever. She leans against the door, slowly sliding down it. They couldn’t even recover the body. She chokes back a sob. The next one comes unrestrained. Then comes a soft wail. She is shaking with sobs, fingers digging into the door with no purchase.

  Why. Why why why why why this no  why this. This was the worst thing that could happen as far as she was concerned. This was the worst thing since dad. Worse still. She never wanted to get close to anyone for exactly this reason. They were a liability, a weakness, you were almost guaranteed to get stabbed in your pitiful, frail heart sometime. And yet...

  She blames the other her. The one on the other side of reality. She was the one that was in love with him. She left the door to Karra’s own heart wide open. That handsome, dorky idiot walked right in and claimed it as is his own. She welcomed him with wide arms.

  She had quieted now, hugging herself and sniffling pitifully. She felt terrible. What to do... A small part of her helpfully chimed in maybe a day off was in order. She laughs weakly at the thought.

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// I really like this song (assuming THESE are atleast mostly correct lyrics) as a Yasuo x Karra song from karra’s perspective js

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Drabble || Gone with the wind~

 She sits upon the roof of her small home- a habit from when she was younger. She is bundled up in a sweater, a jacket, thick pants and a scarf- it was undoubtedly cold- frost spread in a thin layer over everything. It’d even snowed the other day.

The wind certainly didn’t help things in that department. Though, it did remind her of something, rather... someone. In the holiday season where families gathered and couples spent time together... she couldn’t help but be a bit lonely. An only child, with parents who had both passed from this world. Her slightly more distant relatives lived far away, and she didn’t even know exactly where.

 She hadn’t really done the best job of making friends either, what with being constantly absorbed in some task or another. Though, she was acquainted with a few interesting individuals- including a poro? She flicks her new tail, ears flattening. Ah, stupid cat things... She almost feels bad now for teasing Leo when he had been afflicted with a similar enchantment. She couldn’t even go in her own home right now-- Hugo, her dog, absolutely hated cats, unfortunately.

 When was the last time she’d seen Leo? Too long, she notes, thoughts following a similar path as they did the other day when she was making commentary on weapons. Was he even still alive? The lack of answer made her insides squirm uncomfortably...

  Yasuo. She had not seen him in a long time, either. Promise me you’ll always come back. The words she’d whispered lingered in her mind. What a silly promise to make. Nobody could actually guarantee something like that. She would always be drawn to serve her people, and he would always be drawn to wander- things that put them on opposite sides of the world at some times.

  She lifts her hand into the wind, feeling it slip through her fingers, which were getting quite cold. She curls them into a fist, as if to catch the air. How silly... to think she could keep the wind in her own two hands. A bittersweet smile touches her lips, a breathy chuckle escaping. What is she even doing? Sitting on a roof, moping.

 She stretches, a little stiff from sitting there so long in the cold. Time to get down from here and see if she could do something useful. Maybe she’d even make new friends.

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A thought about them that they’d never share: “needs more noxus"  (lol idk couldn't think of one :'3 )First impression of them: “Euch, an Ionian. ‘tleast he’s one of the ones that fight. Non’athat pansy shit. … Actually, dunno if that’s better or worse.”Favorite thing about them: “What category? Is it acceptable to say ‘everything’ ?”Least favorite thing about them:  “If I had to say… maybe his tendency to disappear on me… I dunno.”Hopes for their future relationship: “Some damn peace and good fortune for once.”

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[noxiankarra-blog]

"I love you."

  She looks up from the shirt she'd been folding with a look of surprise to her. "What?" the word fell from her lips, seemingly before her mind caught up with her.

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Scare prompt: If you keep this up, I'm leaving.

  Her expression looks terribly distraught for a second before she manages to school it into something a little more steady, something less emotionally open.

  " I... " she frowns, brows furrowing together as she stares at the ground a moment.

"Fine. I'll ... I'll try to make better sleeping habits. Just..." She seems to be searching for the right words. "Please don't go," she pleads, a completely pathetic expression crossing her.

shadowswithintheheart

[noxiankarra-blog]

"Long time no see..."

  Upon hearing a suspiciously familiar voice she slowly looked up from the paperwork at her desk, hardly daring to hope...

 Her expression was something on the brink of tears as her gaze locked onto him, mouth falling partly open.   "You're not...? Is it really... you?""Oh gods, Yasuo," She croaked, shoving her chair back to stand she hurried around the desk to wrap him in a tight hug. His shoulder would likely become soon dampened as she clung onto him rather desperately, as if he would disappear if she didn't.   "I missed you..."

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