Jan 20, 2025
as much as I love writing, a lot of times it feels like my story is sprinting ahead of me, dragging me by the wrist, desperate to reach a certain point.
And I'm just tripping, falling to the ground, the speed of the story and my slow feet just causing me to stumble over and over. I can't find a rhythm where I can get my feet underneath me.
#hrngggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg#yes this is in reference to#ydfc#because I have ideas! I have so much outlined! I've had most of it outlined for well over a year now maybe even two now#I want to write so bad#but my motivation is so small in comparison#to the monolith of the story#each word feels like a grain of sand and I have to move an entire dune#lotta metaphors here#writing#me rambling