#yeah surprise

[hacked-by-jake]

Jake makes me feel things

[ask-the-tarot-trolls]

Vic+lelari have grown a. lot, from their previous designs??

Vicky boy was gonna be cat-like, and while i’ve kept that in some aspect (big panther lusus, which i dont think i’ve mentioned before actually) he’s a lot more understated there. Also, his first design appearance wise (that i can remember) was a fish-net shirt under a gold crop-top with his psi colors for some stripes with black skinny jeans. Now, he’s in a leather jacket with SOMETIMES a crop top because i got attached and he’s punk. (edit after posting- the other times he has a normal shirt. i promise he isnt shirtless) He was also 18 but i changed it to 17 cause. i can.

Lelari. Lelari my dude. Holy shit. I didn’t really have a direction i wanted to take him (Same with Vicito- Asteli+Lanceo were a lot more clear, for the og4.) He was 19 (and still is) and I decided that him+vic had pale crushes on each other. He still has one on Vicito but he doesn’t reciprocate anymore. He was supposed to be like an older brother figure almost, taking care of these dumbasses and now he’s a kidnapping pirate so idk what happened there. He was also supposed to be like a carnival pirate? Not an actual pirate, just for show. Now he is a genuine pirate and a not? good? person? who’s teamed up with the OTHER not-good person on this blog, Lucize.

[gee-ky]

For the record

I’m proudly in a relationship with a boy ( @a-little-less-27-candles )

[untilwcblccd-blog]

@brxghtsidcs

      "There we go little man," whispered Derek, staring down at his son in his arms. For once he had been around to be able to put his own son to bed. He was rocking him in his arms, hearing the sound of footsteps. Plenty of men patrolled the house and he looked up to see Perrie standing in the doorway," I thought you had left already." He had called her earlier to take care of one of his men who had a rather nasty stab wound," I was just getting him to sleep."

[chaaraznable]

I’ve been talking with a lot of my friends lately and the people who mean the most to me in life and

I came to a conclusion

I need to keep going. I need to push myself to succeed. I have to see my future shine. 

of course I can still have my time to go through my emotions but I shouldn’t try to let that hold me back anymore. because like I always tell others, you really never know what tomorrow can bring so you should live long enough to see another day. a miracle can come when you least expect it, and you don’t know how you could change your life or someone else’s for the better, and I think for myself I was blind to that for far too long. I know I have made my mistakes and I know I have a long way to go, I have things I can improve on and learn. and most importantly I have so many people who are by my side to help me along.

I want to live to see another day. I want to live a life to that people tell stories of, if I can. 

I want to make a difference in people’s lives. 

[isotoperuption-blog]

1, 21, 31? :)

1. Do you wake up cranky?

Depends how early I have to wake up and how much sleep I've gotten. Less than 4 hours? Whoever woke me up better have a DAMN good reason to have woken me.

21.Name something you dislike about the day you're having.

Basically there's a lot of anxiety and stress going on because I've made the choice to go back to school and hell even talking about it right now makes me want to burst into tears and hide in my bed. It's not that I'm worried about the school work or passing tests, it's that I'm worried financially and going into debt.

31.Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

I do, Hank takes in a lot of my stress and it's really nice to have someone that I can just let things out to. Though he does have a slightly skewed perspective because like me he's a fixer. He tries to fix things even when I just need someone to listen to me, we're working on that though.

[defysimce-blog]

under the cut you'll find more treat than you will trick...

i hope you enjoy it. now i'm gonna go make noms and watch wes anderson's bottle rocket with my bf. <3