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[thecosmiccoven]

So lately I’ve been trying to get into listening to more new music. I happened upon a song that really resonated with me as a former / now recovered persecutor, and I really think those in the same boat should give it a listen and see if it also resonates with them. 

It’s called Innocent Party by Jetty Bones 

Some of the lyrics/verses that stand out a lot to me under the cut (possible TW for implications of (c)sa under the cut as well)

“ I can't change the person I was before I met you I can't change where I've been” 

“ I wasn't always the person that I am now But I worked so hard to get here And all I want is for you to hear me out Or am I singing to a crowd of new deaf ears? I haven't always been quite this innocent But I worked so hard to get here Haven't always been quite this innocent But I worked so hard to get here” 

“The road to recovery was a long one In case you want to know I was reduced to nothing but my shell While trying to find someone who would love the exterior Well, I subsequently destroyed my inner self”

“He borrowed my body until my skin started rotting through my head I woke up alone and these jutting bones were all that I had left I was all that I had left And I felt totally inept I tried to use my body to connect”