Apr 27
Life's good!
#yelling this#its 2pm on a monday. its a vacation day here.#i woke up at fucking half past 11 but thats fine#i got shit to do before tomorrow#its chill#i literally spent my first hour awake today writing self indulgent hg2g fanfic#<writing down an angsty au ive had in my head for years#im listening hard times by paramore on loop cause a phm pist mentioned the song#im thinking about the grace and rocky miis i made yesterday instead of fucking working#and im remindi#myself its so okay not to be productive. in general. over the weekend. because i exist i have a peculiar history#reminding*#so yeah. ja nè. als is goed#im fine#and im gonna be fine#and hell yeah life#and hell yeah life! like fuck! hell yeah me for all ive done for myself over the last year or so#i literally escaped something that was slowly killing me. that drove me mad. ruined a large part of my history.#i escaped that a year and 11 days ago#and fuck it. it was the best thing i ever did for myself#first thing i ever really did for myself in my damned life#and i dunno how i even survived but damnit i did. and its great that i did#okay im gonna eat my lunch now and then water some plants#and then check on my wood stash. maybe do some woodworking and continue writing that fic#and yeah. its all good#ramblings of the mold#personal post
