5.8.15 forgot to post yesterday. just posting to keep the post total correct. should i be mad at myself for missing it. this was initially set up pretty much as a focus assignment and to see if i could do it for a year. not that it’s been almost 1.5 years has it lost its importance? was it just a distraction when it started? was it an excuse? so i’ll post this now, for yesterday, thoughtlessly but not really. feeling very overwhelmed. beyond having to do some thinking about my pacific northwest trip 11th-20th, i have some real LIFE shit weighting in me. i’m soothing myself & not be self destructive. i’m allowing others to comfort me & not just taking all of everything on myself. i don’t really want to face the things i got to face but i will. just keep reading the notes from my therapist posts and putting a smile on my face. #yesterdayspost #adaylatealifetimeshort #dontsingwithyourmouthfull #johnnyonthespot #d4 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv65pTSFNIO/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=sp22vffaar4r
