#yikesarooni

[mushroomsink]

to no one

[itsc]

oh y’all it’s been so long since i wore a binder all day...

[amicamorpha]

somtimes u look at ur face and go “why the fuck do i look like that” and that’s just life baby 

[longjanesillvrr]

6 degrees of separation

That moment when you're friends of friends of friends of people who have a shit ton of influence and you don't know whether to be flattered or terrified.

[zevran]

a bloodborne insp wip from someone who hasn’t really ‘drawn’ in like 3 years

[tayyybarrr]

You know it's real when you dream about them falling for their ex again.

[stephanieofrp]

∯

I’m sorry that I ruined our chances of being something more than what we were. What we were was already wonderful, but we could have been so much more. I was more intimate with you than I can ever remember being with anyone else, & I’m not talking about sex or nsfw stuff. That app we had where you could put your finger in the same spot as someone else a long ways away & it would vibrate & it was like you were touching fingers.. I remember we did that for like half an hour while we were on the phone together. I remember that my face got all hot & my heart felt like it was in my throat & I felt so giddy & nervous & excited. 

I’m so sorry that I ruined everything for us. I got scared because we were getting so close. I’d never been so close with anyone before, & I’d never had such strong feelings for someone before & so I got scared. I got scared & I pushed you away & I stopped talking to you out of the blue. That wasn’t fair to you. There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t wonder what we might have been if I hadn’t cut you off. There isn’t a day that passes where I don’t feel guilty for what I did, or where I don’t wonder how you’re doing & hope that you’re in a better place than you were then. I think I might have loved you, like really really loved you. 

You made me feel things that no one else had made me feel before, & no one else has made me feel since. It scared me. It still scares me, because I’m afraid that I fucked up what could have been the best thing in my entire life. It was so many years ago, but I still think about it. I had a meltdown like a month ago because Facebook suggested you as someone I should add as a friend & it brought back so many memories & feelings. I thought about adding you, but I knew that wouldn’t be good for either of us. Even if you accepted my request (which I doubt you would), things could & would never be the same way they were before. We’d never be able to get back what we had. I’m sorry. I hope you forgive me. 

For every ∯ I get I'll say/confess something without specifying who it’s meant for.