((i'm going to school rn because apparently SNOW isn't a good enough reason for a snow day i'm??? maybe an early dismissal bc it's still going at it?? but either way i'll post when i get home))
but hellooo i'm naomi i play sam aka jack the ripper and here's the info i wrote about him in my app:
Born into a poor family with a younger brother and a single (alcoholic/abusive) father who used to be hardworking but didn't get the job he wanted
His mother died during childbirth.
Jack started to fight with kids at his school, which toughened him up. Jack started to fight back against his dad when abused, so the abuse began to direct itself at Jack’s little brother, Brian. Jack encouraged Brian to hit back, but Brian insisted on a pacifistic approach.
Brian was killed one night by his drunken father.
Jack ran away and got a job as a butcher, but the death still haunted him. He would watch various prostitutes from the window in the butcher shop, and began to imagine them filling in the roles of friends and lovers in his lonely life. When they never so much as looked his way, accidentally destroying his fantasies in the process, he started to kill them off.
Jack was never caught, but he eventually killed himself after realizing that he was no better than his father.
Born into a rich family with a single, hardworking (distant/workaholic) father and a younger brother.
His mother died during childbirth.
Sam was violent as a child, but his dad brought him to therapy right away, and now he is quite the opposite, taking a calm and pacifistic approach to any situation that he can. Sam is, frankly stated, a dumb jock. He, per the therapist’s recommendations, channeled his anger and aggression into sports instead of violence, and began to take pills for any residual anger not quenched by tackling and throwing. After a while, Sam forgot to be angry about his dad never being around, and he forgot to ask questions about his mom the few times that he did see his dad’s face. He forgot so that he could live, and when he couldn’t forget he lied to his therapist about extreme symptoms and got extra pills.
As the parallels between Sam's current life and his past life begin to unfold and become frighteningly similar, I think that even he will begin to realize that the only thing keeping him from murder/psychopathy was his dad landing a good job, and that scares him. He will begin to wonder if he has murdered in lives before Jack, and if he is bound to murder in this life as well.
When Sam’s flashbacks to his life as Jack the Ripper become more vivid, he will either try to push his anger down even further with medication, or he’ll completely stop taking his medications. The last time he’s been entirely without anti-depressants, anger represents, and various other medications was when he was 8 years old, and once he stops, it will be hard for him to start again. The anger will make him want to stay in his natural state and adopt a sort of “fuck the doctors, they don’t know me” mentality. His subconscious anger at his father, Jack, and maybe even his mother for “abandoning him” will all bubble up and explode in fits of raw emotion that he only has fuzzy memory of ever having before.
so if you wanna plot aim me at naomistfu, send me an ask, or just like this!!!
