REDEMPTION

&&.BROOKLYN WARWOCK "For He rescued us from the domain of darkness, and transferred us to the kingdom of His beloved Son." —Colossians 1:13-14

[recklessslovers-deactivated2015]

Do you ever  just sit there and think about your old friends? Or am I the only one. I know it’s kind of depressing but,I just can’t help about what has become of them.

[ffswarwock]

I miss my parents but God only knows where they are now, or what happened to them.. So I try not to think about it.. I try not to think about it because I get in this guilt trip with myself about the fact that not everyone got the safety that we did with the bunker..

[universerpg]

Who left their shit out? I mean, I had a nice trip, but I almost freakin’ died.

[ffswarwock]

That might have been me, sorry. I was looking for something earlier and I couldn’t find it so I started to panic and ended up leaving things everywhere. Sorry.

[rcdlips]

I never thought I’d miss hummus this much, yet here I am. Next time we go for a run I’m getting things to make hummus and not a single one of you will stop me, ya got that?

[ffswarwock]

I know I can’t stop you but everyone’s always kind of crunched on time during runs.. Do you really think it’s a good idea to spend time getting ingredients for hummus when we’ve got perfectly good food here already?

[ellafergusons-deactivated201601]

Well, we’re here aren’t we? If he was real, he wouldn’t have let this happen to his ‘brother and sisters.’ This is exactly why America is a Godless place — because with what’s been happening for months on end, there doesn’t seem to be anybody up there or anywhere for that matter. What am I supposed to do exactly? Tell me because praying and putting my faith into something that might not even be real will make it go away sounds like absolute bullshit if I’m being honest, so don’t give me the regular speech you always turn to in hopes that I will have a change of heart and believe everything that’s been said is true. 

[ffswarwock]

America is a “Godless place” because no one has faith in him here. God can’t help you unless you have Faith... Plenty of people have held off demons on the outside without guns, with just the prayers and verses Father Gabriel taught us. We’re supposed to pass them down to others but no one, including you, will listen. You always do this. You always start talking down on The Lord and prayer like it’s the worst thing happening in the world right now. News flash-- it’s not. It’s one of the only good things left, actually. Faith has helped a lot of people. Faith has saved a lot of people. It’s really important to me and you’re always talking about it like it’s a bunch of fiction. 96% of the time, I keep my opinion to myself about your weapons and your methods of protection. I keep my mouth shut when I don’t agree with your ways of coping with things. So why in the Hell can’t you keep yours shut about mine?

[ellafergusons-deactivated201601]

Okay first off, I’m not supposed to go out in general. Secondly, you need to chill the fuck out. If I release that demon you speak of, it probably would’ve gone back to hell or whatever. The only thing I’m thanking tonight is the gun that I used to shoot whoever attacked me. And let’s just say for the sake of the argument, if The Lord is real, why would I need to thank him? He did jack shit for me, I fought myself out of that situation and I kept myself from getting hurt or “infected.” Now if we’re done with this conversation, I got this nude color for myself, but it looks gross on me so maybe you should give it a try. 

[ffswarwock]

I’m not going to chill. You could have gotten seriously hurt. You could have gotten killed. Don’t talk like that, of course The Lord is real. You think any of us would be here if he wasn’t? No, we wouldn’t. And besides, if you would listen to what I tell you and do what you’re supposed to, then you’d be able to defend yourself without guns, and it would be a lot safer for everyone here... 

[ellafergusons-deactivated201601]

I snuck out of the bunker earlier today, right? And while I was looking at some cute nail polishes at the store a few blocks down someone attacked me, I got away obviously, but throughout the whole ordeal I thought to myself why don’t we have actual guns? Like, the pellet gun thing worked and knocked ‘em out, but an actual gun would’ve been more effective, you know, if these were actual ‘demons’ we’re dealing with. Not only would it be easier, it would eliminate the chance of them following us back — by the way, if anyone wants some nail polish let me know, i got a few bottles.

[ffswarwock]

You... You’re not supposed to leave the bunker without telling anyone. You’re not supposed to go out alone.. You could have gotten hurt.. We can’t use actual guns. If you use actual guns and manage to “kill” someone infected by the demon, you’ll just release it, and you could end up being the one attacking people.. We do what we do for a reason. You know that.. The physical forms might not follow you but these are demons we’re dealing with.. They don’t have to be in a physical form to do harm... You’re just.. You have to.. You could have... You better say your prayers tonight and thank The Lord you didn’t get hurt or infected... 

[ffswarwock]

I can’t lie-- I’ve been nervous all week about the next run the suppliers are going to make. It’s like, we can only protect them so much, and I know that even if I tell them everything I know, something could still go wrong and someone could still get hurt.. I’m trying to stay positive but it’s nerve wracking, y’know?

[felicityftw]

I feel like I’m in a fuckin’ comic book right now— like, say this was real, when are the Avengers gonna swoop in and save the day? I need my own personal Clint Barton, fuck.

[felicityftw]

[ffswarwock]

We kind of have to be our own versions of the Avengers now I guess. I’m hoping whoever’s writing our story has a happy ending in store.

[ffswarwock]

hEY HOMIES! I’m a little overzealous and overexcited at the moment, so I apologize. My name is Stephanie. I’m 18. I’m in PST. I’m super pumped about this roleplay and about finally being about to bring Brooklyn to life. You can find out about her here but you can also ask me about anything you have questions about. I’d super love to plot, and you can message me here or on AIM @ nolistentho or kik @ rlysteph. I’m super excited.