Summary: Sometimes, loving someone busy hurts more quietly than you expect. When Yoongi slowly stops texting like he used to, you try to understand him instead of complaining, until one honest confession changes everything: “Sometimes… I feel like I don’t even have a boyfriend.” What follows is a story about longing, misunderstandings, soft apologies, clingy late nights, and a love that learns how to stay without making the other person feel alone.
Status: One-shot
Pairing: Idol!Yoongi x Reader
Word Count: 5.3k~
Genre: Idol!AU, Angst, Fluff, Smut
Rated: MDNI, 18+ 🔞
Tags: Boyfriend!Yoongi, Cold Yoongi, Slice of Life, Slow Burn
Posting Date: August 6 , 2026
SCC: Ko-fi ☕️ · Taglist 📝
At first, you never thought it would get to this point, sitting at the edge of your bed, phone in hand, staring at chats that kept getting quieter and quieter from one name: Yoongi.
Back then, he was always the one who started first. Waking you up in the morning, asking what you ate, even little things like “what are you doing?” felt meaningful because it was him. Min Yoongi, the one everyone said was cold, was actually the one putting in the most effort chasing after you.
Now? His replies are short. Sometimes late. Sometimes you have to wait hours just for one reply that feels… ordinary.
You start thinking about something you don’t want to admit. Did he only like the chase? After he got you… did he lose interest?
You’re upset. Honestly, really upset. But at the same time, you also know what his life is like. Comeback, practice, recording, schedules that aren’t humanly possible. You don’t want to become a burden. So you hold it in. You learn to understand him. And maybe that was the small mistake that slowly became something bigger.
You start keeping yourself busy. Joining office activities you used to always turn down. Watching movies with your team after work, casual dinners, sometimes even continuing to talk late into the night. You still update Yoongi, always. “I’m watching a movie,” or “I’m having dinner with office friends.”
He always replies… normally. Not angry. Not bothered. Like all of it is completely fine.
And that’s exactly what makes you even more confused.
Until one night, after an office dinner, heavy rain started pouring down. The roads were wet, it was hard to get a ride, and one of your coworkers who happened to live not far from your apartment offered to drive you home.
You hesitated for a moment. Reflexively, you opened your chat with Yoongi.
You:
I’m getting a ride from a coworker, okay? It’s raining.
You wait. One minute. Two minutes. Ten minutes. No reply.
Eventually, you let out a sigh. “Whatever… maybe he’s busy.” You know he often doesn’t touch his phone while working. So you just assume… It's not a problem.
And really, nothing happened. You just went home, talked a little in the car, then got out and entered your apartment safely.
Everything was normal.
Until your phone buzzed.
Yoongi:
You mean a guy drove you home?
You stay silent for a moment before replying.
You:
Yeah, a coworker. Why?
His typing bubble appears for a long time. Then it disappears. Then it appears again.
Yoongi:
Next time, don’t let a guy drive you home.
The tone is immediately obvious. Not just a sentence, that was Yoongi being possessive, something that rarely came out but was always intense.
You immediately frown.
You:
It was raining, Yoongi. Besides, he’s just a friend.
His reply comes quickly this time.
Yoongi:
Still.
You bite your lip, the small emotions you’ve been holding in for so long starting to rise to the surface.
You:
Besides, you can’t pick me up either.
The moment it sends, you immediately regret it. Your heart pounds. You know that hit a nerve, especially when you also know why he can’t.
You quickly send another message.
You:
Sorry. I didn’t mean it like that.
A few seconds feel unbearably long.
Yoongi:
Are you lonely?
The question is simple. But the way he asks it… makes your chest tighten.
You stare at the screen for a long time. Honestly? Yeah. But you don’t want him to feel guilty.
You:
I’m not lonely,
I’m just… trying to understand you.
The three dots appear again. This time longer than before.
You continue, your fingers trembling slightly.
You:
It’s just sometimes… I feel like I don’t even have a boyfriend.
Silence. No reply.
And somehow, that hurts more than his anger.
You pull the blanket over yourself, hugging yourself on the bed. Not because you’re cold, but because of the emptiness that suddenly arrives without permission.
You still love him. That hasn’t changed.
But for the first time, you feel like… maybe love alone isn’t enough if you constantly feel alone, even while having someone.
Your phone finally buzzes again.
Yoongi:
I’m at the studio.
I thought you understood without me having to explain it.
You smile faintly, bitterly.
You:
I understand,
That’s why I stayed.
This time, he’s the one who takes a long time to reply.
And in the middle of the rain still pouring outside, you realize... The thing you’re waiting for isn’t just a text from him.
But the feeling that you’re still his priority… like before.
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A few days after that conversation, you really try to hold yourself back.
Not just your emotions, but also your expectations.
You stop waiting for his texts every few minutes. You stop hoping he’ll suddenly call just to hear your voice. You still update him as usual, but this time without expecting more.
Because you know Min Yoongi is in the busiest phase of his life.
And you choose… to stay.
That night, you join another office after-work gathering. More relaxed than before eating, talking, laughing a little, but not really feeling it in your heart. It still feels like something is missing, even if you don’t want to admit it.
You briefly open your chat with Yoongi.
You:
I’m having dinner with the office team, okay?
This time, you don’t wait for a reply. You immediately put your phone back into your bag and continue talking, trying to enjoy the moment without constantly thinking about him.
It’s already pretty late when the event ends. You walk out of the restaurant, the night air slightly cold, the streets starting to quiet down.
Reflexively, you open the chat again.
You:
I’m done. I’m going to walk to the bus stop.
You send it. And like the past few days, you don’t expect anything.
You’ve already walked away from the restaurant, heading toward the bus stop, your footsteps soft against the slightly damp sidewalk.
Your phone buzzes.
You think… Maybe it’s just a regular notification.
But the moment you look...
Yoongi:
Don’t take the bus.
You stop walking.
Your brows furrow, your heart suddenly beating faster.
“How?” you reply.
His reply comes quickly.
Yoongi:
I’m in front. Waiting for you.
Your world feels like it stops for a few seconds.
“What?” you almost whisper to yourself.
You immediately look toward the street ahead—city lights, a few passing cars, and… across the street, the black car you know so well.
And the figure standing beside it.
Low cap, hoodie, hands shoved into his pockets. But there’s no way you could mistake him.
It’s him.
Your steps automatically quicken. Not running, but close to it.
When you get closer, he lifts his head slightly. Your eyes meet, and for the first time in days… you see something you’ve missed.
Warmth.
“What are you doing here…” your voice is soft, still half in disbelief.
Yoongi lets out a quiet sigh, then opens the car door for you. “Get in first.”
You obey, still silent, still trying to process everything.
Once he gets into the driver’s seat, the inside of the car stays quiet for a few seconds. Only the sound of your breathing fills the space.
Then he speaks.
“I read your chat late,” he says softly. “The one from before.”
You stare ahead, your hands clasped together in your lap.
He continues, his voice lower.
“The one where you said… you feel like you don’t even have a boyfriend.”
There’s a pause. You don’t answer.
“I kept thinking about it,” he continues. “Until today.”
You swallow hard, your chest starting to feel heavy again, but this time, it’s different.
“I’m not good at giving time,” he admits honestly. “And I can’t always be there. But that doesn’t mean…” he pauses for a moment, searching for the words.
“…doesn’t mean I don’t love you.”
You finally turn to look at him.
Yoongi’s gaze is serious, tired, but sincere.
“I’m sorry,” he says softly. “For making you feel alone.”
The sentence is simple. But coming from him, the one who rarely talks this much about feelings, it means everything.
You take a deep breath.
“I know you’re busy,” you answer quietly. “That’s why I never got angry.”
“But you still felt it,” he cuts in softly.
You stay silent. Because it’s true.
Yoongi reaches out, gently taking your hand. Warm, familiar.
“I’m still learning,” he says. “Not to just expect you to understand me… but I also have to understand you.”
Your tears almost fall, but you hold them back. You just squeeze his hand in return.
“Why didn’t you tell me you were going to pick me up?” you whisper.
He smiles faintly, tired but soft.
“Because if I told you, you definitely would’ve refused.”
You fall silent, then unconsciously smile a little.
…yeah, true.
Yoongi lifts your hand slightly and presses a brief kiss to the back of it.
“From now on,” he says softly, “I might still be busy.”
You nod slightly.
“But never think you’re alone again.”
This time, you truly believe him.
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The car is still parked by the side of the road, the engine humming softly, city lights reflecting against the windshield. Your hand is still in Yoongi’s grip—warm, but your heart still hasn’t completely calmed down.
You look down for a moment before speaking softly.
“I… don’t want to be someone who doesn’t understand you.”
Yoongi furrows his brows slightly, but stays quiet, letting you continue.
“I know what your life is like,” you continue, your voice softer than usual. “Your schedules, your pressure… everything. I don’t want to add more burdens for you. I don’t want to be an annoying girlfriend, demanding this and that…”
Your sentence trails off. Because honestly, it’s not completely true, not because you’re lying, but because you’ve been holding in too much.
Yoongi lets out a quiet sigh.
Then his hand tightens slightly around yours.
“You’re wrong.”
You immediately turn to him, slightly surprised by how firm his tone is, but he’s not angry.
“You have the right to do that,” he continues, softer now. “You’re my girlfriend.”
You stay silent.
“If I’m wrong, you have to tell me,” he says again, looking straight at you. “Not keep it bottled up.”
Your chest tightens again, but this time because of something different.
“Yoongi, I just...”
“Listen to me first.”
His voice stays gentle, but there’s something there you can’t argue against.
“I hate it more when you stay quiet,” he says. “More than when you’re angry.”
Silence for a moment.
He takes a breath, then his voice lowers, almost like a whisper.
“Especially if you end up feeling alone… even while you’re with me.”
You can’t hold your gaze steady anymore this time. You immediately lower your head, trying to hide the tears starting to fall.
Yoongi moves right away. His other hand gently lifts your chin.
“Hey…”
His gaze changes softer, more careful.
“If you ever feel like you don’t even have a boyfriend…” he pauses for a second, his jaw tightening slightly. “…that means I failed.”
That sentence hits you instantly.
“Don’t say that—” you respond reflexively.
“But that’s the truth.”
No defensiveness. No excuses. Just honesty.
And somehow, that makes you even more shaken.
“I might be busy,” he continues, his thumb gently brushing your cheek, wiping away your tears. “I might not always be there.”
“But you shouldn’t have to feel my absence that deeply.”
You bite your lip, your voice almost disappearing when you speak.
“I was scared… that if I asked for too much, you’d get tired of me.”
Yoongi immediately shakes his head slowly.
“I’m tired because of my work,” he says honestly. “Not because of you.”
That one sentence… simple, but it feels like something you’ve needed for a long time.
He leans closer, his forehead almost touching yours.
“You’re my home,” he whispers. “Not something that makes me tired.”
Your tears fall again, but now not because of pain.
Yoongi smiles faintly, sad but warm.
“So if you miss me, say it.”
“If you’re upset, say it.”
“If you feel lonely… tell me.”
He pauses for a moment, his eyes never leaving yours.
“Don’t pretend to be strong all by yourself.”
You let out a small laugh through your tears, your voice hoarse.
“It’s hard…”
“I’ll help you,” he answers immediately.
Without many more words, he gently pulls you closer to him, not rushed, not driven by desire, he just wants to be close.
Your head rests on his shoulder, and for the first time after several difficult days…
you don’t feel alone anymore.
Above your head, Yoongi whispers softly, almost like a promise.
“I’m learning to be a better boyfriend.”
“You also shouldn’t learn how to pull away, okay?”
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The car is still parked, but the atmosphere has changed. The warmth doesn’t just come from your intertwined hands, but from the way you look at each other. More honest, more open.
You glance toward your apartment building not far from there. Deep down, you really want to say, “come inside.”
You want to sit together, want to stay close longer, want to feel him without a time limit.
But you also see his eyes.
Tired.
Not ordinary tired, that kind of exhaustion you know comes from long days without rest.
So you hold yourself back.
“You have to go back, right?” you say softly, almost like you’re reminding yourself more than him.
Yoongi doesn’t answer immediately. His hand is still holding yours. Not letting go. Even slightly tighter.
As if he also… doesn’t want to leave yet.
“Should I walk you upstairs?” he finally asks.
You smile faintly, but shake your head. “No need. You’re tired.”
There’s a pause.
Yoongi stares at you for a long moment. His expression changes slightly—confused, but also… something else.
“You… don’t want me to come with you?” he asks quietly.
You immediately look shocked. “Huh? That’s not what I meant—”
But he’s already drawing his own conclusions.
“You’ve been holding me back this whole time,” he says, his voice calm but carrying a feeling you recognize, slightly hurt. “I thought you didn’t want me to come.”
Your chest tightens immediately.
“I actually…” you stop, swallowing words that almost come out too honestly. “I was scared you were tired.”
Silence.
You stare at each other. And right there, everything becomes clear.
You held back because you love him. He thought you held back because you didn’t want him.
Yoongi lets out a short sigh, then suddenly… he unbuckles his seatbelt.
“I’m coming with you.”
You blink. “Yoongi...”
“I’m tired,” he cuts you off, but this time there’s a faint smile on his lips. “But I miss you too.”
That sentence makes your heart race instantly.
Without waiting for your answer anymore, he’s already stepping out of the car. You can only follow, still a little confused but also… warm inside.
The walk upstairs feels short. Too short, even.
Once you arrive in front of your apartment door, you stop for a moment, your hand on the doorknob.
Nervous.
You open the door and step inside first, Yoongi behind you. And the moment the door closes...
click.
Before you can even fully turn around, Yoongi is already pulling you toward him.
Fast, but not rough.
His lips immediately find yours.
You’re surprised, but only for a split second before you kiss him back. His hands hold your waist, pulling you closer, as if he doesn’t want any distance between you anymore.
The kiss is deep. Long. Full of something he’s been holding back all this time.
Longing. You can feel it without him needing to say it.
When he finally pulls away slightly, both of your breaths are unsteady, his forehead resting against yours.
“I missed you,” he whispers, his voice low and honest.
Your heart feels like it’s being held from the inside.
“Me too…” you answer softly.
His hand moves up, touching your cheek, his thumb stroking it gently.
“I love you,” he continues. “And I don’t want you to feel alone anymore.”
You look at him, your eyes still slightly wet, but now there’s a small smile there.
“That’s why I came here.”
He leans in again, this time slower—as if savoring every second.
The kiss becomes softer, but no less deep. His hands keep you close, as if he wants to make sure you’re really here, with him.
Not just words.
He truly wants to show you. How much he loves you. And that night, inside your small apartment, you both finally stop holding back your feelings.
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The door is already closed, but Yoongi still hasn’t pulled away.
His hands are still on your waist, his breath still close, and your foreheads are still pressed together. The atmosphere is calmer now, not as intense as before, but somehow it feels deeper.
“I’m… sorry.”
His voice is soft, but clear.
You immediately look at him. “Yoongi...”
“I’m serious,” he cuts you off, his eyes never leaving yours. “I didn’t realize.”
There’s a short pause, as if he’s arranging words he rarely says out loud.
“I didn’t notice that my texts to you were getting less frequent,” he continues. “In my head… everything was still the same. I thought I was still doing enough.”
You swallow quietly.
Because it makes sense. And that’s also why you could never truly be angry at him.
“You’ve been busy,” you answer softly. “I understand.”
Yoongi immediately shakes his head.
“That’s not the point.”
His hand moves up, touching your cheek again, this time more carefully.
“You understand me… but I can’t become someone who keeps making you understand me without trying to understand you back.”
That sentence makes your chest feel warm and ache at the same time.
“I love you,” he says again, firmer this time. “And I want to still be there for you. Not just… when I happen to have time.”
You stay quiet, listening.
“If you feel like I start replying less… or you start feeling lonely...” he pauses for a moment, looking deeper into your eyes. “You have to tell me.”
You frown slightly. “I was scared of bothering you.”
“I’m more scared of losing you slowly,” he answers quickly.
Silence.
Those words aren’t loud, but the impact hits instantly.
“I don’t want us to drift apart just because I got too busy and forgot what’s important,” he continues. “And you are… important.”
Your heart beats faster.
“So tell me,” he repeats softly. “So I can fix it.”
You finally nod slightly. “Yeah…”
Yoongi smiles faintly, then pulls you a little closer.
“Not just ‘yeah,’” he says softly. “Promise.”
You laugh quietly, weak but sincere. “Yeah… promise.”
He nods in satisfaction, then without many more words, he hugs you.
This time it’s not a rushed hug. A hug that lingers. A hug that feels like… home.
Against his shoulder, you close your eyes, your breathing slowly becoming calmer. And for the first time after all the doubts from the past few days— you don’t just feel loved. But also… fought for.
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Yoongi still hasn’t fully let go of you.
The hug is still there, even tighter now, as if he’s scared you might suddenly disappear. His face dips slightly into your neck, his warm breath making you unconsciously close your eyes for a second.
“I don’t want to go home,” he murmurs softly.
You immediately pull back a little, looking at him. “Huh?”
He just grins faintly, but his eyes are serious. “I’m staying over.”
You immediately laugh softly out of reflex. “What are you talking about? You’re tired, Yoongi. Go home and rest.”
Instead, he moves even closer again, his arms wrapping around your waist once more.
“This is resting,” he answers casually.
You frown, half disbelieving. “How is this resting…”
He leans closer again, his nose almost touching yours, his voice dropping lower.
“I get to sleep with you,” he whispers, “and my exhaustion disappears.”
Your heart immediately beats faster.
You try to stay calm even though your cheeks are starting to feel warm. “Are you really… not going to do anything?”
Yoongi immediately shakes his head quickly, almost like a little kid caught doing something.
“Nooo,” he says, using a spoiled tone that rarely comes out. “Well… maybe a little.”
You immediately pinch his arm lightly. “Yoongi.”
He laughs quietly, then grins, his eyes half closed.
“But seriously,” he continues, softer this time. “This exhaustion is different.”
His hand lifts, carefully tucking your hair behind your ear.
“Being tired from work… and being tired from missing you are different things.”
You immediately go quiet.
That simple sentence… hits hard.
He leans closer again, this time not rushing. His lips touch your forehead first, lingering there, as if savoring that small moment.
“I missed you,” he whispers again.
You look at him, softer now. “Me too.”
Yoongi smiles faintly, then without thinking much, he pulls you back into his arms again—clingy, unwilling to let go.
“So I’m staying over,” he says again, this time sounding like a final decision.
You let out a small sigh, but your smile can’t be hidden. “You’re so stubborn.”
“Only with you,” he answers casually.
You laugh softly, then finally give in. “Fine… but really just sleeping.”
Yoongi nods quickly.
“Yeah,” he says.
Two seconds of silence.
“…while hugging you.”
You immediately shoot him a sharp look. “Yoongi.”
He laughs, then pulls you even closer again, his chin resting on top of your head.
“Just hugging,” he whispers, softer now. “It’s been a long time since we’ve been like this.”
This time, you don’t protest. You just hug him back. And in the middle of a night that finally feels warm again, Yoongi doesn’t stop clinging to you—clingy, spoiled, but sincere.
As if he’s trying to make up for all the lost time. And you… don’t mind at all.
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Yoongi wasn’t joking.
Even though you already said “just sleeping,” the way he hugs you, tight, pressed close, his warm breath against your skin, makes it obvious that he’s still not satisfied stopping there.
“I’m exhausted from missing you…” he whispers softly into your ear.
That sentence makes you close your eyes for a moment.
“…and this is the only cure.”
You immediately know what he means. Your breathing catches slightly, your hand reflexively gripping his shirt.
“Yoongi…” you try to stay reasonable. “You’re tired.”
“That’s why,” he answers quickly, almost spoiled. “I need you.”
That tone… is hard to refuse.
You stare at him for a long moment, trying to find a reason to stay stubborn but all you see is him. Eyes full of exhaustion, but also full of feeling. And all those feelings… are for you.
Eventually, you let out a quiet sigh.
“…slowly,” you whisper softly.
A smile instantly appears on Yoongi’s face, not a mischievous smile, but more like… relief.
“I always do,” he whispers.
And it’s true.
Every time he’s with you, Yoongi is never in a rush.
His hands are always careful, as if you’re something to be protected, not just touched. Every movement is slow, full of attention, as though he wants you to truly feel him, not just physically, but the feelings he carries in every touch.
Sometimes to the point where you’re the one taking deep breaths, holding yourself back, because he’s too slow… too intentional.
“Yoongi…” you whisper, half protesting, half losing focus.
He only smiles faintly close to you.
“I want this to last,” he answers softly.
And you know… this isn’t about time.
This is about him not wanting to waste even a single second without truly being there, with you.
When everything is over, he doesn’t pull away immediately.
Actually, it’s the opposite.
Yoongi stays close, his breathing still heavy but his hands immediately searching for you again, stroking your arm, your hair, making sure you’re okay.
“You okay?” he asks softly.
You nod slightly, still trying to steady your breathing.
He kisses your forehead briefly, gently.
“Wait here.”
He gets up, and a few minutes later comes back with a warm towel. Carefully, he helps clean you up, slowly, without rushing, without making you feel awkward even a little bit.
Like always. Like every time.
After that, he takes your hand.
“Come on,” he says gently.
You follow him, and he leads you to the bathroom, staying close, making sure you don’t stumble. Warm water touches your skin, and he stays there, not saying much, but his presence is enough.
When everything is done, he wraps you in a towel, then brings you back to bed. This time, he’s the one pulling you into his arms. No more rushing. No more urges. Just… warmth.
His hand slips around your back, pulling you closer.
“Did your exhaustion disappear?” you whisper softly, half teasing.
Yoongi lets out a quiet sigh, his face buried in your hair.
“It did,” he answers honestly. “Because of you.”
You smile faintly against his chest.
A few seconds of silence. Then he adds, more softly...
“…I love you.”
This time, you don’t answer with words. You just move a little closer. And for that night, that’s enough.
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That morning, sunlight slowly slipped through the curtains, falling right onto Yoongi’s face as he slept beside you.
You had already woken up first, but hadn’t really moved yet. You just watched him for a moment, his hair slightly messy, his breathing calm, his face far more relaxed than usual.
Last night… still lingered.
You finally smiled faintly, then gently shook his shoulder.
“Yoongi…”
He only groaned softly, not opening his eyes yet.
“Wake up,” you whispered again, a little clearer. “What do you want for breakfast?”
Yoongi’s eyes opened halfway, still heavy with sleep. He stared at you for a few seconds, then—without even a little bit of guilt—answered,
“You.”
You immediately smacked his arm lightly. “What the hell.”
But he didn’t laugh. Instead, he pulled you a little closer, his eyes more open now, more focused.
“I’m serious,” he mumbled, his voice still husky from sleep.
You immediately shook your head, trying to pull away. “No. We’re actually eating.”
“After that,” he replied casually.
You stared at him in disbelief. “Yoongi, last night...”
“Still not enough,” he cut in quickly, now with a faint smile on his lips.
You immediately fell silent, your cheeks beginning to warm. He lifted a hand, touching your waist gently, pulling you slightly closer.
“I told you,” he continued softly, “I wanted to make up for it.”
You immediately pulled away, getting out of bed. “Enough. I’m cooking.”
He just laughed softly behind you. You walked into the kitchen and started preparing a simple breakfast. But before you could really start—two arms were already wrapping around your waist from behind.
You immediately paused. “Yoongi…”
He just rested his chin on your shoulder, his eyes half closed again.
“I’m sleepy,” he mumbled.
You sighed quietly. “Then go sleep over there.”
“I want to be here.”
His hug only tightened. You tried continuing to cut ingredients, but clearly… it was difficult.
“Yoongi, I can’t cook if you’re like this.”
He just laughed softly against your ear.
“You can,” he answered casually.
“You’re bothering me.”
“No, I’m not.”
“You are,” you repeated, laughing a little this time.
He finally opened one eye, a small smile appearing.
“Fine… I’ll help.”
“Your hands aren’t even letting go.”
“This is helping so you don’t go anywhere.”
You immediately shook your head, but you couldn’t stop smiling. Yoongi was definitely still tired—you could feel it from the way he leaned against you, from his still-heavy breathing. But at the same time… he also didn’t want to be far from you.
After a while, he pressed a brief kiss to the side of your neck not rushed, but enough to make you stop for a second.
“It’s been a long time since we’ve been like this,” he whispered.
You stayed quiet for a moment, then slowly leaned your head back against him.
“Yeah…”
He smiled faintly, his arms never letting go. And even though you kept protesting every few seconds because he was making cooking complicated—he only laughed softly behind you. Didn’t leave. Didn’t pull away. As if that morning… he truly only wanted to be close to you.
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After breakfast that, honestly, had more distractions from Yoongi than actual cooking, you both finally moved to the living room.
The TV was on, but the volume was low. Neither of you was really focused on watching. You sat leaning back against the couch, and Yoongi… as usual, stayed close. His arm rested casually around your shoulders, his fingers sometimes playing with the ends of your hair without realizing it.
That day felt slow. Peaceful. And for the first time in a while, you truly had time to just exist—without interruptions.
“We need to talk,” you said softly, still staring at the TV screen.
Yoongi didn’t answer immediately, but you could feel his hand pause slightly.
“Yeah,” he finally said.
You turned to him, and he was already looking at you first.
“I don’t want us to misunderstand each other again,” you continued.
He nodded slightly. “Me neither.”
There was a short pause, but not an awkward one. More like… both of you were searching for a way to be honest without hurting each other.
“I know I seem cold,” Yoongi started, his voice low. “Or distant.”
You didn’t immediately deny it. You just listened.
“That’s just how I am,” he continued honestly. “I don’t show everything.”
He paused for a moment, his gaze lowering to your hands resting on your lap.
“But…” his fingers slowly slipped between yours. “…once I focus on something…”
He lifted your joined hands slightly.
“…I’ll really focus on it.”
You looked at him. His tone had changed—deeper, more serious than usual.
“Just like with you.”
Your heart immediately started racing.
“I can be… too much,” he searched for the words, his brows furrowing slightly. “Too attached.”
You stayed silent.
“It can even become… obsessive,” he said quietly.
You blinked, then… ended up laughing softly instead.
“No way,” you said, half amused. “You love me that much and I’m supposed to be scared?”
Yoongi didn’t laugh along. Instead, he looked at you more deeply. “Yeah,” he answered softly.
You immediately stopped.
“I don’t want that,” he continued. “I don’t want my love… to become something that suffocates you.”
He lifted his hand, slowly pulling you closer—not holding you tightly, but enough to make you feel warm.
“I could hold onto you so tightly,” he whispered, his eyes never leaving yours. “Until you can’t breathe.”
Your heart immediately pounded harder.
“But I don’t want to,” he continued quickly. “That’s why I hold myself back.”
You looked at him, softer now.
“Not because I don’t love you,” he added. “It’s exactly because I do.”
Silence. But a silence full of meaning.
You lifted your hand, gently touching his cheek. “Yoongi…”
He turned slightly, pressing his cheek into your palm.
“You think too far ahead,” you said softly, a small smile appearing. “I’m not scared.”
He looked at you, traces of doubt still lingering in his eyes.
“You sure?”
You nodded.
“Yeah.”
You leaned in slightly, the distance between you now only a few centimeters.
“If you love me that much…” you whispered, “…then I’m the lucky one.”
Yoongi’s expression changed instantly. Warmer. Deeper. The hand on your waist tightened slightly on instinct, but still gentle.
“Don’t say things like that,” he mumbled, half laughing softly. “Or I really won’t be able to hold myself back.”
You laughed softly too. “Then I’ll remind you.”
He shook his head, a faint smile appearing. “That just makes you even more dangerous.”
You grinned slightly, then without thinking much, leaned closer and kissed him—brief, but enough to make him go quiet.
The moment you pulled away, he immediately pulled you back closer than before.
“This,” he whispered, barely any distance left between you. “This is what makes it hard for me to hold back.”
You laughed softly, but your heart couldn’t lie, it was racing. Eventually, you leaned against him, your head resting on his chest. Yoongi automatically hugged you, this time slightly tighter. But still… just right. Not too tight. Not suffocating. Just enough to make you feel held, but still free. And maybe, that’s how he loves you now. Learning to hold back… without ever lessening how deeply he feels.
↝ 𝒔𝒚𝒏𝒐𝒑𝒔𝒊𝒔:
What if your girlfriend’s pissy friend didn’t want to steal you away?
What if he just wanted to fuck the goodness out of you?
And what if you let him?
↝ 𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: smut
↝ 𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈: explicit (18+)
↝ 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈: yoongi x reader
↝ 𝒘𝒄: 15k
↝ 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔: taken!reader, messy!yoongi, reader is in a wlw relationship and cheats on her with yoongi, yoongi has a tongue piercing bc i’m a whore, yoongi is mean/mocking, explicit themes: sex on table, degradation kink (insults, shaming, mocking), spitting (in mouth + pussy), muffling kink (hand over mouth), lowkey(?) hate sex, choking, hickeys, biting, marking, orgasm denial, ruined orgasm, public risk / sex with girlfriend in the next room, fingering, oral (f. receiving), cum on body (ass, thighs), spit as lube, slight handjob, spanking (light/cock), name-calling (“slut”, “messy”, “liar”), slight objectification (“pussy”, “hole”), intense eye contact kink, face grabbing, hair pulling, verbal power play, rough sex, aftercare non-existent, humiliation kink, thigh grabbing, cheating kink, minor clothing kink (panties described/obsessed over), yoongi mocking / complaining about clothes, rough unprotected penetrative sex, messy/wet sex, impact play (table banging), cleanup with napkins 😭
↝ 𝒆𝒙𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒔: playlist | song that inspired it
You really don’t think he’ll notice—the way your gaze snags on him, sharp and shiny as a fishhook—but here’s the kicker:
Yoongi notices everything.
Wet china sticks to his palm, heat and dish soap biting under his nails. Bubbles pop around his wrists, too clean, too domestic, as if scrubbing meringue off a plate could rinse out what’s rotting under his ribcage.
To his left, the door hangs half-shut: voices peel through, laughter at the wrong pitch, forks clinking against cheap porcelain.
Your girl’s laugh, syrupy, and so, so fucking annoying.
He’d almost rather shatter this plate just to shut her up for half a second.
So fucking loud, all of it. So impossibly not enough.
You’re somewhere out there. Probably pretending to listen to some friend’s vacation story, lips twisting into that smile you reserve for duty. Not pleasure. Not even guilt—God knows you save that shit for him, press it into every accidental brush of your fucking shoulder, every break in that missionary stare.
He knows the shape of it now.
Guilt looks like you.
Ducking your head to your chest, fingers fussing with silverware, refusing to meet his eyes for more than a second. Like you might combust if you hold it too long.
Sickening isn’t even the word for it. The dish clatters—too hard, almost cracks. He tightens his grip. Wonders if the muscles in his jaw will snap before the ceramic does.
How many birthdays is this now? Three? Four?
He’s lost count; all these parties blur together. Same sticky heat leaking through the shutters, same goddamn scent—lemon rind, sweet wine, something synthetic you wear on your wrists just to get through the crowd.
He can taste it, even from here. Bitter almond.
Makes his molars ache.
The worst part is the pretending. The way you look away on purpose, telegraphing distance like you actually believe you have any left to give. You think if you just blink, just hold your breath, your desire won’t drip out onto the kitchen tiles for him to notice.
You think you’re some patron saint of loyalty.
Hah.
Saints don’t fidget every time he walks behind them. Saints don’t swallow so hard when their girlfriend puts a hand on the small of their back. Saints don’t keep checking to see if he’s looking.
Here’s a secret: he always is.
Soap squeaks between his knuckles. He stacks the plate a little too rough, doesn’t care if it chips.
What if it did? Would you flinch? Would your perfect little world splinter, just for a moment?
He imagines the sound—porcelain on tile, gasps from the other room, your head snapping up, eyes blown wide with something that’s not fear. Not quite.
He wonders how it would feel to ruin something that actually mattered tonight.
In the dining room, someone starts singing off-key, and Yoongi scrubs harder until his hands burn. He doesn’t need to see you to know exactly how your face looks right now: pinched, guilty.
Avoiding him even from thirty feet away.
Yeah, run along. Pretend you don’t want him to follow. Pretend a little harder.
He drops the next dish in the sink with a sharp clatter—just to see if you’ll finally fucking look.
Then, a sound, a voice, a permission.
He hears it—your girl’s voice, syrup slick, cutting through the party racket: “Babe, could you grab that bottle from the kitchen?”
Ridiculous how she manages to sound grateful and controlling at the same time.
Maybe she knows. Maybe she fucking knows.
Chair legs screech. Footsteps, soft but pointed, crossing tile—he knows the sound of your tread, timid and dubious.
You linger by the door like you’re still deciding if you’ll breathe in here. He doesn’t bother looking.
Why indulge you?
Door whispers shut. Exile.
Now it’s just the two of you. Your shallow, nervous breaths fill the cracks between his knuckles and the faucet’s hiss.
It gets hotter. Air growing thick with something moldy, unspoken.
He keeps washing. Doesn’t spare you a glance, because if he does, he fears something beside the silverware will shatter.
But he does speak. “Aren’t you tired?”
You blink, unsure, thumb tracing the seam of your top.
That stupid, white tank top that clings to your chest like a promise he knows he can’t keep, you can’t keep.
“Sorry?”
“Deaf now?” He raises a brow—not even for you, mostly for himself. “I asked if you aren’t tired.”
That little panic-glitch you do—eyebrows up, smile flickering. “I don’t know what you mean.”
He sets a plate down harder than necessary. Water slaps the counter.
“No? Funny, that. Hard to believe, with how you eye-fuck me every two seconds.”
He wipes his fingers on a dish rag, stares at the back of your neck, the red where your collar pulls tight. His tongue prods at the cold weight of metal behind his teeth, a habit when he's bored or pissed or thinking about you.
You stare at the counter, clutching that bottle of wine you’ve retrieved from the fridge like it might split open and save you.
Your silence is loud. Worse than excuses.
He lets it hang. Not even mercy; just wants to see how long you’ll squirm.
“Don’t start playing innocent now. Not when you’re so damn obvious.”
You shake your head, quick—automatic, honest in a way words aren’t. “What? I’m not—”
He cuts you off. “Sure you’re not.” He spits the words, not even angry. Bored, if anything. “Should try not looking so hungry, sweetheart. Gets embarrassing.”
You hover near the doorway, torn between fight and flight, but you do neither.
You stay.
Of course you do.
That’s the root of it, isn’t it? You want him to rip the decency out of your chest, just so you can blame someone else.
The bottle trembles in your grip. Cork stuck, label peeling where your thumb keeps rubbing nervous circles. You’re going to drop it—he can see it in the way your wrist shakes, the way you’re gripping too tight, knuckles bone-white.
“C’mere.” He sighs. “Let me open the fucking bottle for you before you break it.”
You hesitate. Of course you do. Always three steps behind your own impulses, aren’t you?
But you move anyway, shuffling closer until you’re within arm’s reach, wine bottle extended to him like you’re offering something besides the container.
He doesn’t take it immediately. Just stares at your fingers wrapped around the neck, the way they tremble when he doesn’t move fast enough. Your pulse hammers in your throat—he can see it jumping, frantic and guilty.
“Relax,” he says, finally taking the bottle. “Not gonna bite.”
Liar.
He wants to sink his teeth into that soft spot where your shoulder meets your neck, wants to make you whimper his name while your girlfriend laughs in the next room.
The cork pops with a wet sound. Wine sloshes, bright and bitter. He sets it on the counter harder than necessary, glass ringing against marble.
You lean against the counter now, arms crossed over your chest.
It’s pathetic, really. The distance you’re trying to create when you’re already this close, when you came to him instead of asking literally anyone else to open a simple bottle.
“You should break up with your girl for the night.”
He doesn’t look at you when he says it, but he sees you flinch in his peripheral vision, sees the way your breathing stops.
“What?”
“You heard me.” He looks up then, studies your face—the way your eyes go wide, the way your lips part around nothing. “Tell her you’re sick. Tell her you need air. Tell her whatever lie comes easiest.”
You shake your head, automatic. “I can’t—”
“Can’t what?” He steps closer, just enough to make you press back against the counter. “Can’t lie? You’ve been doing it for months. Can’t disappoint her? You disappoint her every time you look at me.”
Your mouth opens, closes. Fish gasping on dry land.
“She knows,” he continues, voice dropping lower. “You think she doesn’t, but she does. The way you go quiet when I walk in a room. The way you find excuses to stay late when I’m around. She’s not stupid.”
“Stop.”
“Stop what? Stop saying what you’re thinking? Stop noticing how wet you get when I’m mean to you?” He’s close enough now to notice the way your eyes darken when he talks.
It makes him sick. It makes him so fucking sick he needs to kiss them away from you, let them die like your heart does when you glance at him when he doesn’t.
“You want me to stop pretending I don’t see how you fall apart every time I’m within ten feet of you?”
Your chest rises and falls too fast. Panic or arousal—probably both. “This isn’t—we can’t—”
“We can’t what?” He leans in, smell of cigarettes on his breath, soap on his skin. “Can’t want each other? Too late for that. Can’t act on it? That’s just cowardice.”
You press yourself further back against the counter, but there’s nowhere to go. He’s got you pinned, not with his body but with his words, with the weight of everything you’ve both been pretending doesn’t exist.
“I love her,” you whisper, and it sounds like you’re trying to convince yourself more than him.
“Sure you do.” He reaches past you, palm flat against the counter on either side of your hips. Caging you in. “Love her enough to eye-fuck me at her birthday party. Love her enough to think about me when she’s between your legs.”
You make a sound—half gasp, half sob. “You don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Don’t I?” His voice is barely above a whisper now, eyes fixed on yours. “Tell me you don’t think about me. Tell me you don’t want me to bend you over this counter and fuck you until you forget her name.”
Your hands fly to his chest, but you don’t push him away. Just rest them there, feeling his heartbeat through his shirt.
“I don’t like you,” you breathe.
“Sure.” His eyes flick to the tears gathering in your eyes, the way your lips are swollen from biting them. “And pigs fly.”
A tear falls.
But you’re not saying no. You’re not moving away.
“One night,” he says, and it’s not a question. “One night to get this poison out of our systems. Then you can go back to being the good girlfriend, and I can go back to pretending I don’t want to destroy you.”
Your voice cracks when you speak. “And if I say no?”
“You can say no.” He thumbs away a tear, the gesture almost tender. “But you won’t. Because you’re tired of being good. Because you want someone to make the choice for you so you don’t have to live with the guilt of making it yourself.”
You close your eyes, lean into his touch despite yourself.
“Look at me,” he commands, and you do. “Tell me no. Tell me you don’t want this, and I’ll walk away. Go back to washing dishes like nothing happened.”
But you can’t. He knows, you know. You can’t say no because you don’t want to, and you can’t say yes because you’re too scared of what it makes you.
“I—”
“Don’t think.” His thumb traces your bottom lip, and you shiver. The tip of his tongue flicks out, silver ball gliding over his own lip, slow and taunting. “Just feel. Just for once in your pathetic, repressed life, let yourself feel something real.”
The party continues in the next room—voices and laughter and the clink of glasses. Your girlfriend’s voice rises above the rest, calling your name.
“She’s looking for you,” he says, but he doesn’t step back.
“I know.”
“You can go back to her. Pretend this didn’t happen. Pretend you don’t want me so bad it’s eating you alive.”
You stare at him, torn between duty and desire, between the life you’ve built and the hunger that’s been growing inside you for months.
Then you grab the bottle and move away, back towards the door like a fucking leashed animal going back to its cage.
“Or,” he continues, like a throwaway comment, “you can let me fucking rock your world, for tonight.”
You stop, reach for the door but don’t open it—just turn around to watch him, check his reaction. He smiles, knows that look. You wear it like it’s your default setting—guilt.
You’re considering it.
So he moves until he’s in front of you—you against the door, him checking you out.
He notices the strand of hair that’s fallen across your shoulder—always the same piece, always escaping that way you pin it back.
He brushes it aside with the back of his knuckles, barely touching, but you shiver anyway. Your skin pebbles under his attention.
“I’ve been thinking about this spot for so long,” he murmurs, eyes locked on the curve where your neck meets your shoulder.
The place where a necklace would sit if you were the type to wear one. If she so much as asked, you would. He knows.
His thumb finds that exact spot, drags across it with laziness. Pulse jumps under his touch—frantic, guilty, alive.
Even when trying to remain composed, your body betrays you around him.
It’s funny, really.
“So fucking long,” he continues, thumb tracing circles that get smaller, more focused. “Watching you cover it up with high necklines and scarves. Like you knew I was looking. Like you knew what I wanted to do to you.”
Your girlfriend’s voice again—“Babe, where did you go?”—but neither of you move.
Instead he leans closer, closer now that his breath ghosts over your skin.
“You’re so full of shit,” he whispers against your throat. “Standing there like some martyr, like you’re not dripping wet from three words and a thumb on your neck.”
You make a sound—half protest, half moan. Your free hand flutters uselessly at your side, searching for something to hold onto that isn’t him.
“Tell me to stop,” he says, but his mouth is already brushing against your shoulder, lips barely grazing the skin he’s been obsessing over. “Tell me to fuck off and I will.”
But you can’t. You won’t. Your head tilts back despite yourself, giving him better access, and that’s all the permission he needs.
He starts with the softest brush of his lips, testing, stud dragging a cold line across your skin. Your skin tastes like salt and that fucking perfume you wear—fig and almond, bitter and sweet and it matches the feeling he swallows down his throat every time he sees you.
He trails lower, following the curve of your shoulder, marking a path with his mouth.
Then he bites.
Not hard enough to break skin, but hard enough to make you gasp, to make your knees buckle. His teeth sink into that tender spot where your shoulder slopes down, and you arch into him instead of away.
“There you fucking are,” he mumbles against your skin, soothing the bite with his tongue.
His hand settles on your waist, fingers splaying wide, claiming the space between your hipbone and ribs. You’re trembling now, full-body shaking, and he feels sick for how much he enjoys that.
“Babe?” Your girlfriend’s voice is closer now, probably checking the hallway. “Did you find the wine?”
Yoongi nips at your shoulder again, teeth scraping, and your hand flies to his shoulder—gripping, desperate.
Not pushing him away, not anchoring yourself.
Just holding on like he’s the only thing keeping you upright.
“Answer her,” he murmurs against your skin, mouth moving lower to taste the hollow of your collarbone. “Tell her you’re coming.”
You try to speak, but all that comes out is a shaky breath. He bites down again, harder this time, and you bite back a moan.
“Can’t even lie anymore,” he says, and he sounds pleased. Victorious. “Look at you, falling apart from a few bites. What’s she gonna think when she sees the marks?”
Your grip on his shoulder tightens, nails digging through his shirt.
Still not pushing him away.
“That’s right,” he whispers, lips brushing your ear. “Hold onto me. Let me give you something to really feel guilty about.”
He works his way back up your shoulder, each kiss hungrier than the last, each bite a little deeper. Your breathing is ragged now, desperate little gasps that make his cock twitch in his jeans.
“I’m—” you start, but he cuts you off with another bite, this one right at the base of your neck. The sound you make is pure sin.
“You’re what?” he asks, pulling back just enough to look at you—lips swollen, eyes glassy. “You’re sorry? You’re a good person? You’re not enjoying this?”
Your girlfriend calls your name again, impatient now.
He moves to your neck again, mouth hot and demanding against the tender skin just below your ear.
And the kicker of all this is—you keep making fucking sounds—small, desperate whimpers that are going to get you caught if you don’t shut up.
Maybe that’s exactly what you want. Maybe he’s not the only monster, after all.
His hand slides up from your waist, fingers spreading across your ribs before moving higher—up until he clamps his palm over your mouth, not gentle, thumb pressing against your lips.
“Bite down,” he commands, voice rough against your throat. “Before you get us both in trouble.”
You do—teeth sinking into the pad of his thumb, not hard enough to hurt but hard enough to muffle the moan that tries to escape. He groans at the sensation, hips pressing forward until you can feel exactly how much he wants you.
“Fuck,” he breathes, mouth working against your neck. “I should fuck you in front of her. Let her watch while I make you cum on my cock. Let her see how good you truly are. How pliant, how kind.”
Your teeth tighten around his thumb, eyes rolling back—and he knows then the fantasy is bursting behind your eyelids—brutal and wrong and so fucking appealing it makes your knees weak.
Nasty, you’re so fucking nasty.
“You’d like that, wouldn’t you?” he continues, barely containing his own satisfaction. “Want her to see how desperate you get when someone you crave touches you. How you turn into a whore the second someone pays attention to all that’s rotting beneath your lil’ nice act.”
You shake your head, but it’s no use, really.
Your body tells the truth—the way you arch into him, the way your breathing goes ragged against his palm.
“Liar,” he growls, nipping at your pulse point. “Your cunt’s probably soaked just thinking about it. About being bent over while she watches, about her seeing exactly what kind of slut she’s been dating.”
“Babe? Are you okay in there?”
Yoongi’s hand tightens over your mouth, thumb pressing deeper between your teeth.
“One night,” he whispers urgently against your ear. “Tonight. After they all leave and she’s busy washing dishes in the kitchen.”
Your eyes go wide, pupils blown with arousal and terror.
“The dining room,” he continues, voice low and filthy. “Right on that table where we all just ate. Where she served you her birthday cake and all you could do is keep stealing glances at me. I’ll bend you over it and fuck you until you forget her name.”
You shudder at that, he feels it, he knows you do too. His thumb is wet with your saliva, and you’re still biting down like your life depends on it.
Maybe it does. He knows your girlfriend is seconds away from finding out.
And the most twisted of it all? He’s getting off on that.
“Picture it,” he breathes, mouth moving to the other side of your neck. “Her humming in the kitchen, twenty feet away, while I split you open on the table. While I make you beg for my cock in the same room where she sang happy birthday an hour ago.”
You whimper at that—the words, the motion, he doesn’t know, but he wants to swallow the sound down his throat anyways.
“She’ll be so focused on cleaning,” he continues, painting the scene for your nightmares. “Won’t even notice how long you’ve been gone. Won’t hear you whimpering my name or the sound of the table legs scraping against the floor.”
Your girlfriend’s footsteps grow louder in the hallway—really fucking close now, and your breath comes in short bursts against his palm.
But he can see you thinking, weighing the cost, imagining it. Considering it.
“Nod if you understand,” he says.
You stare at him for a long moment, like you’re not sure if it’s worth the risk, if your guilt is worth the reward.
But then—then you fucking nod.
Just once. Barely a movement.
But he’s seen it, telegraphed it and now he fucking knows for certain.
He drops his hand from your mouth, steps back like nothing happened.
You slump against the door, legs shaking, lipstick smeared and hair mussed. His tongue darts out, runs over his lower lip, the stud catching on chapped skin.
“Fix yourself,” he says, walking back to the sink. “You look like you’ve been thoroughly fucked, and we haven’t even started yet.”
You push off on unsteady legs, smoothing your hair with trembling fingers, covering the blooming red marks with your free hand.
“Tonight,” he says without turning around, hands already back in the soapy water like this is just another conversation. “Don’t make me come find you.”
The kitchen door swings open then.
“There you are,” your girlfriend says, smiling as she steps into the kitchen. “I was wondering where you’d gone.”
“Just helping with the wine,” he says easily, voice betraying nothing. “Cork was stuck.”
Your girlfriend looks between you both, taking in your flushed cheeks and the way you’re gripping your neck like it’s the only thing keeping you upright.
“Are you feeling alright?” she asks, moving closer to press the back of her hand against your forehead. “You look a little flushed.”
“I’m fine,” you manage, voice barely steady. “Just warm in here.”
She nods, accepting the lie, and takes the wine bottle from you with a grateful smile.
Then, she looks at Yoongi. “Thanks for helping. You didn’t have to do that.”
“No problem,” he says, still focused on the dishes. But his eyes find yours over her shoulder, and the look he gives you is all malice. “Happy to help.”
She grabs your hand, and you let yourself be guided out of the kitchen.
Not without hearing a last:
“See you in a bit.”
And goddamn if he doesn’t mean it.
Your mouth ruins him.
Not in the way people mean when they talk about lips, or smiles, or whatever bullshit poets write. No—your mouth ruins him because you don’t even know what it does.
Or maybe you do. Maybe that’s the worst part.
He watches you swipe a thumb through whipped cream, tongue flicking out to catch the mess. Innocent. Stupid. You don’t even taste the cake, just the sugar on your skin.
The plate is untouched. Waste of flour, waste of time. The real dessert’s right there, sitting across from him, legs tucked under the table like you’re not hiding bruises under that kerchief and those shorts that barely count as clothing.
You laugh at something your girlfriend says—soft, feeble, the kind of sound that makes people think you’re gentle. You nod when she asks about the wine.
“It was fine,” you say, voice steady—but you’re a fucking liar. You haven’t tasted a thing since you walked back in here, since you let him mark you up in the kitchen like you were begging for it.
He counts the glances. Five in two minutes. He’s not guessing. He’s keeping track, tallying every time your eyes dart his way, wide and pleading, like you want him to call you out in front of everyone. Like you want to get caught. Like you want to be ruined.
You don’t even try to hide it. That’s what pisses him off.
You sit there, pretty as a picture, tank top clinging to your chest, shorts riding up your thighs, kerchief tied tight around your neck like it’s a fucking leash.
You think that’s enough? You think a strip of fabric can erase the way you let him bite you, the way you whimpered into his hand, the way you nodded when he told you exactly what he’d do to you later?
Pathetic.
He digs his fork into the cake, doesn’t taste it. Sugar, cream, nothing. He wants to throw the plate. Wants to watch it shatter, see if you’d flinch, see if you’d finally stop pretending. But you wouldn’t. You’d just look at him, big-eyed and guilty, and he’d want to crawl across the table and fuck you until you sobbed.
Your girlfriend leans in, presses a kiss to your shoulder. You smile, soft and grateful, like you’re not thinking about someone else’s hands. Like you’re not dripping onto the seat every time Yoongi shifts in his chair. He can see it—the way your thighs press together, the way your fingers twitch against your fork.
You’re not even eating. You’re just waiting.
He hates you for it. Hates how easy you make it. Hates how you don’t even have to try and he’s already hard, already angry, already picturing what you’d look like bent over this table, shorts around your ankles, everyone watching while he ruins you for good.
Someone asks a question. He doesn’t hear it. Doesn’t care. He’s too busy watching the way you lick your lips, too busy cataloguing every nervous glance, every movement you fucking make in your seat.
You’re not subtle. You’re not innocent. You’re just good at pretending.
He wonders if anyone else notices. Wonders if your girlfriend sees the way you keep touching your neck, fingers ghosting over the kerchief like you’re checking to make sure the marks are still hidden. Like you’re proud of them. Like you want someone to ask.
He wants to ask. Wants to rip the fabric off, show everyone what you let him do to you. Wants to see you cry when they realize you’re not the good person you pretend to be.
You catch his eye again. Six. Your mouth parts, just a little, like you’re about to say something.
You don’t.
You just look at him, pupils blown, cheeks flushed, and he knows you’re thinking about the kitchen, about his hand on your mouth, about the promise he made.
He wants to make you beg for it. Wants to make you crawl under the table, suck him off while your girlfriend laughs at some stupid joke. Wants to see if you’d do it.
He bets you would. He bets you’d thank him for it.
He digs his nails into his palm, forces himself to look away.
The room is too bright, too loud. Laughter bounces off the walls, forks scrape against plates, someone pours more wine. He watches the red spill, thinks about how easy it would be to tip the glass, stain your perfect white tank top, give you something else to hide.
You’re talking now, voice low, answering some question about work. He doesn’t care. He only hears the tremor, the way your words catch when you glance his way. You’re scared. You’re excited.
You’re fucking sick, and he loves it.
Your girlfriend squeezes your hand under the table. You squeeze back, smile at her, lean in like you’re grateful. Like you’re not dying for Yoongi to drag you out of here and fuck you raw. Or maybe not even drag you. Maybe you want it right here, in front of everyone. Maybe you want to see how far you can push before someone calls you out.
He wants to call you out. Wants to see you break. Wants to see you sob and beg and thank him for making you feel something real.
You laugh at something, head thrown back, throat exposed for half a second. He sees the edge of a bruise, purple and red, peeking out from under the kerchief. You see him see it. Your eyes go wide, mouth dropping open, and he feels his cock twitch.
You’re disgusting. He’s worse.
The conversation moves on. Someone toasts to your girlfriend, to another year, to happiness. You smile, raise your glass, clink it against hers. Your hand shakes. He sees it. No one else does.
He wonders if you’re wet. Wonders if you’d let him check, right here, under the table. Wonders if you’d spread your legs for him, let him finger you while your girlfriend thanks everyone for coming. He bets you would. He bets you’d cum so hard you’d cry.
He wants to see you cry.
You look at him again. Seven. Your mouth is a fucking sin.
He wants to ruin it. Wants to ruin you.
He takes another bite of cake, doesn’t taste it. All he tastes is you. All he wants is to see you fall apart.
You’re going to. He can feel it. You’re already halfway there.
He hopes you choke on your own sweetness. He hopes you beg for more.
Finally—someone suggests wrapping up.
His foot's been vibrating under the table for God knows how long, bouncing against the floor like a fucking jackhammer.
When did that start? When you licked cream off your thumb? When you adjusted that ridiculous kerchief for the tenth time? When you looked at him like you wanted him to drag you over the table and fuck you in front of your girlfriend?
Doesn't matter. His blood's singing now, electric and vicious, and he's never been more grateful for small mercies.
People start moving. Chairs scrape. Plates clink.
The birthday girl—your girlfriend—starts collecting glasses with that insufferable smile, thanking everyone for coming like this wasn't the most torturous three hours of his life.
And you.
Of course you're helping. Of course you're stacking plates like the perfect little housewife, like you weren't begging for his cock with your eyes twenty minutes ago.
Miss fucking saint. Miss patron of purity.
He watches you lean across the table, those shorts riding up just enough to make him want to rip them off with his teeth.
They're long—stupidly long, covering way too much thigh for something that's supposed to be summer wear. What's the point of shorts if they cover most of your thighs?
They're practically pants. Completely unreasonable. How is he supposed to see anything when you're covered from waist to shin like some prude?
He fucking hates them.
And that tank top—white cotton, innocent as Sunday, except he can see the outline of your bra underneath.
Why are you wearing a bra? It's hot, it's summer, it's Napoli for fuck's sake. The logical thing would be to let your tits breathe. But no, you've got them locked up tight, probably some modest little thing with full coverage because God forbid anyone see a nipple.
It's completely impractical. Uncomfortable, even.
He slams his plate down on the pile.
You flinch. Hard. The whole stack wobbles, and for a second he thinks you might drop everything, watch it all shatter on the floor like he wants to.
But you don't. You just swallow, throat working, and look up at him with those wide, terrified eyes that make his cock twitch.
Fear and arousal. The combination that's been driving him up the fucking wall all night.
He wants to shove a dish down his own throat, see if that stops the bile from rising, stops the sick satisfaction from spreading through his chest like poison.
"Stop it," he mutters, voice low enough that no one else hears.
Your throat bobs again. Pupils blown wide, lips parted around nothing. "Stop what?"
He wants to bite his knuckles. Wants to bite yours. Wants to bite that soft spot on your neck until you cry.
"Stop looking at me like that," he says, leaning closer, "or I swear to God I won't be able to contain myself anymore."
You shudder. Full-body tremor that he feels in his bones, and he hates how it reels through him, makes his hands shake with the need to touch.
"My cock's been aching since the fucking kitchen," he continues, voice barely above a whisper, "and you haven't been helping your case."
The blush spreads down your neck, disappears under that stupid kerchief.
You look away, skittering your gaze to the side like you can escape this, escape him.
God damn it. Stop it. Stop it. Stop it.
Around you, people are laughing, cleaning, saying their goodbyes. People filter out. Hugs and air kisses and promises to do this again soon. Your girlfriend's in the kitchen now—he can hear water running, dishes clinking, the domestic symphony of someone who doesn't know her world's about to implode.
And here you are, blushing like a virgin at dirty words, looking like you want to crawl away, or maybe crawl under him.
He stacks another plate, harder than necessary. The sound makes you jump.
"Scared?" he asks.
You shake your head, but your hands are trembling as you reach for another dish. "No."
"Liar." He moves closer, close enough to smell that fucking perfume again. Fig and almond. Sweet and bitter. "You're terrified. Turned on and terrified."
You look at him again, and the expression on your face makes him want to flip this entire table.
Soft. Pleading. Like you're asking him to make the choice for you.
Like you want him to drag you out of here right now, consequences be damned.
He wants to. Jesus Christ, he wants to throw you over his shoulder, carry you to the nearest flat surface, and fuck you until you forget your own name. Forget her name. Forget everything except the way he feels inside you.
But he doesn't. He just stacks another plate, watches you flinch at the sound, watches the way your chest rises and falls too fast under that modest tank top.
"You know what's about to happen," he says, not a question.
You nod. Barely a movement, but he sees it.
"Good,” he says, nodding toward the kitchen. "Go give those to her.”
You don't move. Just stare at him with those big, stupid eyes.
"I want you back here in three minutes."
Your tongue darts out, wets your bottom lip. "Why?"
He almost laughs. Almost. "You know why."
But you don't move. You just stand there, plates trembling in your hands, looking at him like you're waiting for permission to breathe.
"Three minutes," he repeats.
You swallow hard, nod once, and finally—finally—walk toward the kitchen. He watches you go, watches the way your shoulders hunch like you're trying to disappear.
He hears your voice in the kitchen, bright and helpful: "Let me help with those."
Your girlfriend laughs, says something about how sweet you are, how lucky she is.
If only she knew.
He counts. One minute. Two.
He glances around the dining room—eyes locking on the table where you all just ate, where your girlfriend blew out candles and made wishes.
Where he's going to bend you over and fuck you until you forget her name.
His hands curl into fists. His cock throbs against his zipper.
Two and a half minutes.
He can hear you in there, voice getting higher, more nervous.
You're stalling. Of course you are. Probably hoping he'll change his mind, hoping this is all some sick joke.
It's not.
Three minutes.
Footsteps. Slow, reluctant. You appear in the doorway like you're walking to your execution.
Good. You should be scared.
You should be excited.
You are both, and he can see it in every line of your body—the way you hover by the door, the way your hands shake, the way you can't quite meet his eyes.
"Close the door."
You hesitate. "She's right there—"
"Close. The fucking. Door."
You do, soft click that might as well be a gunshot. Now it's just you and him and the weight of what's about to happen.
He doesn't move from where he's standing. Doesn't need to.
"Come here."
You do.
God help him, you fucking do. Walk toward him like you're programmed to obey, like every instinct you have has been rewired to follow his voice.
That shouldn't make his dick stand at attention, but it does. Makes him sick how much it does.
He stays where he is, hands shoved deep in his pockets, watching you cross the room with careful steps. You're trying to look composed, but he sees the tremor in your legs, the way you keep glancing toward the kitchen door like you might bolt.
You won't. You both know it.
You reach the table, rest your ass against the edge. Safe distance. Or what you think is safe distance.
There's no such thing. Not anymore.
He moves then, slow and intentional, pulling his hands free. You tense when he gets close, but you don't move away. Don't even breathe, from what he can tell.
His fingers find the strip of skin between your waistband and tank top. Just a sliver, maybe an inch of exposed flesh, but it's enough. Your skin burns under his touch, soft and warm and real.
He trails upward. Slow. Watching his own fingers map the path along your ribs, feeling the way your breathing stutters when he reaches the curve under your breast.
Higher. Over the cotton of your shirt, feeling the rapid beat of your heart, the way your chest rises and falls too fast.
His hand reaches your neck. Settles there, fingers spanning your throat, thumb brushing against the fabric tied around it.
"The kerchief is cute," he says, eyes still fixed on where his hand rests.
He grabs the end of it. Tugs. Not hard enough to untie it, just enough to make you feel the pressure, make you remember what's underneath.
Now he looks at you. Really looks. Takes in the way your pupils have swallowed the color of your eyes, the way your lips part around nothing.
"Won't help for covering all the fucking marks I'm gonna leave on you tonight, though."
Your breath catches. Audible little gasp that goes straight to his cock.
He can hear your girlfriend in the kitchen—humming something off-key, water still running. Completely oblivious to what's happening twenty feet away.
His thumb presses against the fabric, finding the spot where he bit you earlier. You wince, just slightly, but you don't pull away.
"Does it hurt?" he asks.
You nod.
"Good." His grip tightens, just enough to make you feel it. "It should hurt. Should remind you what you agreed to."
Your hands flutter at your sides, searching for something to hold onto. The table edge. Your own clothes. Anything but him.
"You can still change your mind.”
You shake your head. Quick, desperate.
"No?" He tilts his head, studying your face. "You want this? Want me to ruin you while she's right there?"
Another nod. Smaller this time, like you're ashamed of how much you want it.
You should be ashamed. It's fucking sick, what you're about to do. What you both want.
His free hand finds your waist, settles there like he owns it. Like he owns you.
Maybe he does. Maybe he has since the moment you walked into that kitchen, since you let him corner you, mark you, make you promises you're too weak to refuse.
"Look at me," he commands.
You do. Eyes glassy, lips swollen from biting them.
"Tell me you want this," he says. "Tell me you want me to bend you over this table and fuck you until you forget her name."
Your mouth opens. Closes. Opens again.
"I—"
"Say it."
The kerchief falls completely now, pooling on the floor like surrender. The marks on your neck are fully visible—his teeth marks, his proof that you're not the saint everyone thinks you are.
"I want—" you start, then stop, eyes darting toward the kitchen.
"She can't hear you," he says, hand tightening around your throat. "But I can. So say it."
You look at him then, really look at him, and he sees the exact moment you break.
"I want you to fuck me," you whisper.
His cock throbs against his zipper. Finally. Finally.
"Good girl," he says, and the praise makes you shudder. "Now sit on the table."
You do what he says, as expected.
He steps between your legs, the space too narrow now, too charged.
His thighs press against yours, and you’re already tilting your head back, looking up at him like you’re waiting for what comes next.
Like you’re ready to let him do whatever the fuck he wants.
His hand finds your stomach, palm flat against the soft cotton of your tank top. He presses—not hard, just enough to guide you, to show you where he wants you.
You go easily. Of course you do.
Your back meets the table, hair spilling out around you like some kind of halo.
Fucking ironic.
He keeps his hand there, splayed across your stomach, feeling the way it rises and falls too fast under his touch. Your breathing’s uneven, shallow, like you’re trying to keep it together and failing miserably.
His middle and index fingers twitch, then start to move, tracing a line down the center of your stomach, following the curve of your body like it’s something he’s memorizing.
You shiver, he feels it under his fingertips, the way your muscles jump, the way your body reacts without permission.
His fingers reach your navel. Pause there for a second, circling the dip, the fabric of your tank top bunching slightly under the pressure.
He doesn’t look at your face. Doesn’t need to. He knows what he’d see—knows how your lips would part, how your eyes would flutter shut, how your chest would heave like you’re trying to breathe through the tension.
Instead, he watches his hand. Watches the way his fingers move lower, past your navel, toward the hem of your tank top.
It’s not cropped. Not short. It covers you all the way down, modest and practical and completely fucking infuriating.
His fingers slip under the edge of the fabric, finding the strip of skin just below. He presses a little harder, feels the way your abdomen tenses under his touch.
You’re so fucking responsive. It’s disgusting.
He drags his fingers lower, tracing the line of your body, following the path down to the waistband of your shorts.
The shorts.
God, the fucking shorts.
They’re normal. Mid-thigh. Nothing out of the ordinary. But to him, they might as well be a full-length gown.
His fingers pause at the button, resting there for a moment. He undoes it with one hand, the pop of the metal louder than he’d like.
He’s about to drag the zipper down when you shift slightly, your thighs brushing against his.
His eyes flick to the hem of your shorts, to the sliver of skin where they end.
His other hand moves there, fingers skimming the edge, tracing the line where fabric meets flesh.
“These are so fucking long,” he mutters, voice low and rough.
You don’t respond. Just look at him, wide-eyed and trembling, like you don’t know what to say.
“What’s your point?” he asks, fingers still caressing the hem. “You trying to piss me off?”
You swallow hard, throat bobbing, but you don’t answer.
“Because you’ve been doing a hell of a good job for quite a while, I should say.”
Your head tilts slightly, confusion flickering across your face. “What?”
“These shorts,” he says, voice low and sharp, “they cover everything. How is anyone supposed to see anything when you’re wrapped like a fucking nun?”
His hand rests on your outer thigh now, thumb still tracing the edge of the shorts. You blink, lips parting like you’re about to say something, but he cuts you off.
“They’re… normal length?” you say, hesitant, like you’re not sure if it’s the right answer.
“Normal for what? A convent?” His thumb presses harder against the fabric. “They go past your fucking knees.”
“They don’t—”
“They might as well.” He pulls at the hem, just slightly, just enough to reveal a sliver of skin. “Completely impractical. It’s summer. It’s hot. Why would you want to cover this much skin?”
You don’t answer. Just stare at him, lips pressed together, cheeks flushed.
“Makes no sense,” he continues, pulling the fabric higher, exposing more of your thigh. “Shorts should be short. Should show something. Should make people want to see more.”
You still don’t say anything, and it pisses him off. He pulls more aggressively now, bunching the fabric in his hand, dragging it up until it’s gathered near your groin.
“But no,” he says, voice dripping with disdain. “You wear these things that cover everything, hide everything, like you’re trying to torture me specifically.”
“I wasn’t—”
“Weren’t what?” His hand grips your exposed thigh now, fingers digging into the soft flesh. “Weren’t thinking about me when you got dressed? Weren’t wondering what I’d think when I saw you in these fucking things?”
You don’t answer. Can’t, probably. Your mouth opens, but no sound comes out, and he feels your thigh tremble under his hand.
“Because I think about it,” he says, leaning closer, voice dropping lower. “Think about how much I hate these shorts. How much I want to rip them off you. How much I want to see what you’re hiding underneath all this fucking fabric.”
His grip tightens, and you whimper—soft, barely audible, but enough to make his cock throb against his zipper.
“Sorry,” you whisper, voice shaky.
“Sorry what?”
“Just… sorry.”
“Next time,” he says, voice sharp, “wear something shorter.”
The zipper goes down in one harsh pull, almost violent, and he doesn’t bother hiding his frustration.
They slide down your hips, peeling away from your skin like an insult, and then they’re gone, bunched around your ankles, leaving you bare.
And fuck.
Red hearts. Little red hearts on white cotton, snug over your hips, wrapping you up in a way that makes his teeth ache.
His cock jumps, a harsh throb against his zipper, and he hates it. Hates you. Hates those fucking panties and how they make his balls fucking hurt.
A shaky exhale rattles out of him before he can stop it.
“Are you fucking kidding me?” His voice is sharp, bitter.
You look at him then—wide-eyed, soft, devastated—and it’s like pouring kerosene on a fire that’s already out of control.
You’re not even trying. That’s what makes it so fucking infuriating. You’re not doing anything, and yet here he is, rock hard and pissed off, because apparently little red hearts on you are enough to have his cock doing backflips.
He leans in, hand sliding up your thigh, thumb hooking under the elastic. “You wear these for her, or for me?”
Your breath stutters. “I—I just—”
He laughs, sharp and mean. “Don’t bullshit me. You know what this does to me? You know how fucking hard I am right now? You like that? You think it’s funny?”
You shake your head, but your hips lift, chasing his touch. Pathetic.
“Because I’ll tell you what I think,” he says, voice sharp, bitter. “I think you’re a fucking tease. I think you’re a liar. I think you wear shit like this because you want me to lose it.”
You flinch, but you don’t pull away. He can see it—the way your chest heaves, the way your fists clench like you need something to hold onto.
“You like it, don’t you? You like knowing how much you piss me off. Like knowing how much I hate you for making me want you.”
“I don’t—” You try, but your voice is weak, useless.
“Don’t lie to me.” His hand moves higher, fingers skimming the thin cotton, pressing just enough to make you gasp. “You’re soaked through these stupid fucking things, and you’re gonna tell me you don’t like it?”
You turn your face away, cheeks burning, eyes squeezed shut.
“Hey. Look at me.”
You don’t.
His hand shoots up, gripping your jaw tight, forcing your face toward him. His fingers press into your cheeks just enough to hurt.
“I said, look at me.”
Your eyes meet his again, reluctant and glassy, and it’s all there—guilt, shame, that fucking arousal you can’t hide no matter how much you squirm.
His cock twitches again. Harder this time.
You swallow, throat working, and he watches the guilt flicker across your face, chased by something darker.
“Say it,” he says, thumb dragging across your bottom lip. “Say you like it. Say you like knowing how much you fuck me up.”
“I…” You falter, eyes shifting to the side like you’re looking for an out. His grip on your jaw tightens.
“Don’t make me repeat myself,” he warns, voice low and dangerous. “Say it. Or I’ll make you say it.”
Your throat bobs as you swallow hard, and for a second, he thinks you might cry. But then, barely audible, you whisper, “I like it.”
“Louder,” he demands. His thumb presses against your lip, tugging it down slightly. “Say it like you mean it.”
“I like it,” you repeat, voice louder this time but no steadier.
He lets go of your jaw, and your head drops back against the table like you’ve just been let off the chopping block. His hand slides back to your thigh, the pads of his fingers brushing against the soft skin, and he squeezes—hard.
“Good,” he says, voice clipped. “Because I’m gonna make you fucking regret it.”
You shiver, and it pisses him off how badly he wants to feel that same tremor under his tongue.
He straightens his spine, stepping back slightly, standing tall between your thighs. His hands rest at his sides for a beat, tension coiled in his shoulders as he looks down at the mess you’ve already made.
The damp spot. Right there, soaked into the cotton, red hearts darkened around it.
He clicks his tongue.
“Of course,” he mutters, fingers twitching at his sides before moving in again.
He skims over your hips, trailing down toward your pelvis, ignoring the way your thighs shake when you feel his touch. His thumb hovers just over the fabric, teasing the outline of what’s underneath.
And then he finds it.
His thumb presses down over your clit through the wet cotton.
You yelp, jerking slightly, one leg bunching up like you’re trying to close yourself off.
“Don’t,” he snaps, his voice sharp, unbothered as his thumb starts tracing slow, purposeful circles.
You freeze, body going rigid under his touch. He watches your hands clench into fists beside your head, knuckles white, watches the way your lips part as you fight to keep quiet.
Your eyes are screwed shut. A rookie move. He sees it for what it is—an attempt to escape, to shut out just how far gone you already are.
“Open your eyes,” he says.
You don’t.
He presses harder, thumb grinding into the fabric, slow but firm, and you bite back a moan. It comes out as a strangled gasp instead, barely audible but loud enough to make him smirk.
Your head turns sharply toward the door, panic flashing across your face.
Ah, right. You’re scared she might hear.
His eyes flick to the door briefly, listening for anything—footsteps, voices, the sound of the faucet shutting off.
Nothing. She’s still in the kitchen. Oblivious.
When his gaze lands on you again, you’re trembling, face flushed, chest rising and falling like you can’t catch your breath.
“Up,” he says, voice steady. He waits for you to look at him, but you don’t. “On your elbows. Eyes on me.”
You hesitate, lips trembling, body frozen against the table like you’re weighing the risk.
He tilts his head, thumb still circling, and says, “You really want to test me, doll? Because I swear I’ll give you a reason to be worried.”
Your hesitation breaks.
Slowly, painfully, you prop yourself up on your elbows, eyes darting everywhere but him at first.
"Eyes. On me."
When they finally meet his, it's like setting fire to the gasoline pooling in his chest.
Wide. Glassy. Pleading.
Fuck, you're a sight.
His thumb doesn't stop moving, relentless against the fabric. He watches your lips part again, trembling as you try to suppress another sound.
"That's better," he mutters, almost to himself, thumb circling slower now. "Much better.
He doesn't break eye contact.
Not as he shifts his weight, not as he lowers himself down until his knees meet the floor. His eyes stay locked on yours, watching every ripple of emotion that crosses your face.
The way your breathing stutters.
The way your lips part, trembling like you're not sure whether to beg or cry.
The way your pupils swallow up the color of your eyes, wide and glassy and full of guilt you can't even try to hide.
His hands move to your thighs, gripping just above your knees, and he spreads them wider. Your body resists for half a second, tension clinging to your muscles like you think you want to stop this, but then you give in. Of course you do.
His gaze drops reluctantly, dragging down your body, over the curve of your stomach, past the waistband of your panties, until it lands on your core.
Pretty. Wet. Fucking ruined already.
His jaw tightens as he breathes through his nose, forcing himself to stay composed, even as his cock throbs so hard it's almost painful. He runs his tongue over his bottom lip, feels the ruby stud click against his teeth—a habit when he's wound up, when he's trying not to lose control.
He hooks the thumb of his left hand under the right hem of your panties, tugging them aside with a firm push. The fabric shifts, bunching against your left groin, leaving you bare and exposed to his gaze.
"Would you look at that," he mutters, eyes heavy-lidded as he takes in the mess you've made of yourself.
You whimper—an actual fucking whimper—and his lips twitch in something that might have been a smirk if he weren't so goddamn wound up.
"You're a fucking mess," he says, voice low and rough, like he's spitting out the words. "So fucking messy, huh? All that because what—because I mocked you? Because I was mean to you?"
You puff out a shaky sigh, and the sound pushes something hot through his chest.
Your cheeks are burning, completely flushed, and you look like you're about two seconds away from breaking. Tears are already pooling in the corners of your eyes.
"You gonna cry?" he asks, leaning closer, his breath ghosting over your skin.
You don't answer. Just bite down on your bottom lip, hard enough to leave a mark, and he doesn't know whether it's guilt or shame or arousal that's making your hands curl into fists at your sides.
Probably all three.
He lets his other hand move now, middle finger dragging up your slit, slow and unhurried, gathering slick on the pads of his fingers. Your whole body jolts at the contact, thighs twitching against his palms. He rubs his thumb and middle finger together, obscene.
"You're drenched," he says, voice even, but there's a sharp edge to it that wasn't there before.
Your lip trembles, the tears in your eyes threatening to spill, but you don't break. Not yet. You're still looking at him, still caught in whatever fucked-up spell he's woven around you.
Good. You've come this far. He's not letting you off easy now.
His eyes drag back up to yours, and he leans in just enough for you to feel his breath against your skin.
"If you look away for a single second," he says, voice low and dangerous, "I'll make sure you moan so fucking loud even your neighbors know."
Your breath hitches, and for a second, you look like you might protest, but then his tongue presses against you.
One long stripe, unhurried, from your entrance to your clit, letting the ruby stud drag along your slit as an extra point of pressure that makes your hips jerk—unexpected and different, he bets.
Your girlfriend doesn’t have one.
Your lower lip trembles as you try to hold back a sound, eyes wide and glassy, locked on his like you're afraid of what might happen if you look away.
Then; he allows his tongue to drag up one side of your pussy, slow as sin, tracing the outer fold obscenely whilst the piercing follows, a firm line of sensation that's neither rough nor gentle—just there, present in every inch he covers. But he doesn't touch your clit—not yet.
He wants you desperate. Wants you twitching.
He shifts, nose pressed close enough to feel your heat, and moves to the other side, tongue flat and wet, collecting the slick that's already pooling there—and that has your thighs trying to close around his head. He hears you whimper—high, needy, pathetic—and it almost pulls a smile out of him. Almost.
And all the while, he keeps his eyes on yours, unblinking.
The angle's awkward, but he doesn't care. He wants you to see it. Wants you to know exactly who's making you fall apart. Wants you to feel that piercing—the one you've stared at during conversations, wondering what it would feel like.
Miss perfect, spread out on her girlfriend's table, getting her cunt licked by someone who isn't supposed to touch her.
What would your girl say if she saw you now? Would she even recognize you like this—red-faced, mouth open, eyes glassy, legs shaking every time his tongue gets close to where you want it most?
He circles your clit, never quite touching, just letting the tip of his tongue ghost around the swollen bud.
Without looking away, he reaches up, grabs your wrist, and drags your hand into his hair. "Hold on," he mutters, voice muffled by your cunt. "Don't let go."
You do, fingers tangling in his hair, pulling just a little when his tongue finally flicks your clit. Once. Sharp, fast. The stud hits the underside of the swollen nub, and that has you gasping, hips jerking up off the table.
He does it again, slower this time, deliberately angling his tongue so the piercing drags across your clit from base to tip. The ruby rolls over the sensitive flesh, firm and unyielding, followed by the soft heat of his tongue. You shudder, thighs squeezing around his head, but he just presses them wider, keeping you open for him.
"Look at you," he murmurs, lips brushing your clit as he speaks. "This what you wanted, sweetheart? Someone to get you messy? Someone to make you forget how to be good?"
He pulls back just enough to spit, sudden and wet, right onto your pussy. Watches the saliva drip down, catching on your clit, sliding down your slit, mixing with your slick until you're shining for him.
When he dives back in, the piercing glides easier, slick with spit, creating this obscene wet sound every time it clicks against your clit.
"Messy little thing," he mutters, using the flat of his tongue now, letting the stud press firm against your entrance before dragging up. "Bet you never let anyone see you like this, huh? Bet you act so fucking innocent. But look at you now. Dripping. Shaking. Needy."
He leans in again, this time wrapping his lips around your clit and sucking, but he keeps his tongue moving—piercing rolling in circles against it, creating this maddening pressure that's both too much and not enough.
"Keep your eyes open," he says, pulling off with an obscene pop. "I want you to remember exactly who did this to you. Want you to remember what this feels like."
Without warning, his tongue flicks your clit fast, but this time he uses the underside of his tongue where the piercing sits, letting the ruby stud do most of the work—tap, tap, tap against the bundle of nerves.
Your grip in his hair tightens, nails digging into his scalp, and he grins against you, loving the way you squirm, the way your breath comes in short, desperate bursts.
He pushes two fingers into you—no warning, just shoves them in—and fuck, you're so wet they slide right in. Your cunt grips him immediately, hot and slick, walls fluttering around the intrusion. He pumps them once, twice, feeling how easily you take them, how your body opens for him like it's been waiting.
"Messy," he mutters against you, adding a third finger, stretching you wider. Your cunt takes it easy, greedy for it, and he scissors his fingers just to feel how you grip them. "So fucking messy for me."
He twists his wrist, fingers plunging deeper, letting his tongue do its thing against your clit.
"Cheating little slut," he growls, and the vibration combined with the piercing makes you sob. "Getting fingered raw while she scrubs plates. This what you do? Spread your legs for anyone who calls you out?"
He curls his fingers hard, right against that spot, and flicks his tongue fast—up and down, the piercing creating this relentless double-sensation that has your whole body locking up.
He feels it when you break—walls clamping down on his fingers so hard it almost hurts, pulsing and fluttering as you cum.
Slick gushes out around his fingers, coating his palm, dripping onto the table. He keeps working you through it, tongue still moving but slower now, letting the piercing drag lazy circles around your oversensitive clit while you shake and gasp above him.
When he finally pulls back, his chin is soaked, the lower half of his face shining with your slick. The piercing sits heavy on his tongue, warm and wet with you. He wipes his mouth with the back of his hand, stands slowly, takes his time looking at what he's done to you.
You're wrecked. Legs spread, panties twisted and soaked, pussy still clenching around nothing. There's a wet spot on the table under your ass, and your thighs are trembling like you might collapse if you tried to stand.
Perfect.
He plants both hands flat on the table behind your thighs, caging you in, leaning over you until his face is inches from yours. The position puts him towering over you, and he can see the way it makes your breath catch.
His eyes drop down briefly, taking in the mess between your legs, then back up to your face. Without breaking eye contact, he palms himself through his jeans, the outline of his cock obvious, straining against the denim.
"Time for the main event, don't you think?" he murmurs, voice low and rough.
You blush furiously, the color spreading from your cheeks down your neck, and you look away, suddenly shy. Like a fucking lamb being led to slaughter.
He tilts his head, studying you. "What?" he asks, thumb still rubbing over his cock through the fabric. "You didn't think you'd get to cum and I wouldn't, right?"
Your eyes dart back to his, wide and uncertain.
"Don't be naive, doll," he continues, leaning closer until his breath ghosts over your lips. "This isn't charity work. You think I'm gonna eat your pussy like that and just... walk away? Leave you satisfied while I go home with blue balls?"
He presses his hips forward slightly, letting you feel the hard length of him against your thigh.
"I'm not that generous," he says, voice dropping to a whisper. "And you're not that lucky."
He glances down, eyes dropping to where his hand is still moving, because fuck, he's hard as a bitch.
His cock strains against the denim, throbbing under his palm, the outline thick and insistent, begging for more than just this lazy friction—so he presses his own hand against it, imagining how it'd feel without the barrier, how your mouth or your cunt would wrap around him instead.
But then he blinks, shaking off the haze, and looks up because you haven't said a word in too long. Haven't even made a sound.
And there you are—staring at him with those half-lidded, glassy eyes, like you're drunk on the sight of him.
Your teeth nibble at your bottom lip, worrying the plump flesh, turning it red and swollen, and it hits him how fucking turned on you look just watching him touch himself.
Pathetic. Hot. Infuriating.
He doesn't think twice. Grabs your hand—the one still trembling at your side—and yanks it forward, pressing it flat against his crotch. Your palm molds to the hard length of him, fingers splaying instinctively over the denim, and he holds you there, grinding into your touch just once, letting you feel every inch.
"If you like it so much," he mutters, voice rough and edged with annoyance, "do it yourself."
Your fingers hesitate for a second, like you're not sure if this is real, if you're actually touching him like this.
But then they move—slow, tentative strokes over the denim, tracing the rigid length of his cock from base to tip. He feels every inch of it, the pressure building under your palm, the way your hand molds to him, warm and uncertain.
He doesn't let go of your wrist. Not yet. He guides you, pressing your hand harder against him, making you feel the full thickness, the way it pulses under your touch.
"That's it," he mutters, voice low and gravelly. "Feel how fucking hard you made me? All that staring, all those little looks—like you weren't begging for this the whole night."
You bite down harder on your lip, eyes still half-lidded, glassy and unfocused, but you don't stop. Your strokes get a little bolder, fingers curling to grip him through the fabric, rubbing in slow, deliberate passes that make his hips twitch forward involuntarily.
He hisses again, sharper this time, because fuck, it's good but not enough.
“Look at you," he says, eyes narrowing as he watches your face, the way your cheeks flush even deeper, like you're embarrassed by how much you want this. "Acting all shy now. But your hand's not stopping, is it? Bet you'd wrap those fingers around my cock if I let you. Bet you'd stroke it like the desperate little thing you are."
Your breath comes out shaky, a soft whimper slipping past your teeth, and it goes straight to his dick, making it throb harder under your palm.
He finally releases your wrist, letting you take over, and you do—rubbing him with more confidence now, fingers exploring the shape, pressing down on the underside where he's most sensitive.
He grinds into your hand once, twice, chasing the pressure, his own hands gripping the edge of the table to steady himself.
"Harder," he demands, voice rough, almost a growl. "Don't fucking tease. You've been doing that all night—those puppy eyes, that guilty stare. Now make it worth it."
You obey, gripping him tighter, stroking faster, your palm sliding up and down the length with a rhythm that's starting to unravel him.
He can feel the zipper digging into his skin, the confinement making every movement ache, but he doesn't unzip yet. Not yet. He wants you to work for it, wants to see how far you'll go just from this.
His eyes flick back to your face, taking in the way you're watching him now—lips parted, breath coming in quick pants, like touching him is turning you on all over again.
Slick from before is still drying on your thighs, but he bets if he checked, you'd be wetter now, your pussy clenching just from feeling him throb under your hand.
"Fucking pathetic," he mutters, but there's no real bite to it—more like satisfaction, low and heated. "Look at you, getting off on this. Hand on my cock while your girl's probably stacking plates in there, wondering where you went. Does that make you wet? Knowing you're cheating right under her nose?"
You don't answer, but your strokes falter for a second, like his words hit too close, and he smirks, leaning in closer, his free hand coming up to grip your chin, tilting your face up to force you to meet his eyes.
“Answer me," he says, thumb pressing into your bottom lip, tugging it down slightly. "Does it? Knowing I'm gonna fuck you stupid on her table—does that make your cunt ache?"
Your nod is small, reluctant, but it's there, and your hand squeezes him harder in response, like the admission fuels you. He groans low in his throat, hips bucking into your touch.
"Good. Keep going. Stroke it like you mean it. Pretend it's inside you already, filling that greedy little hole."
Your fingers fumble at his zipper then, hesitant but curious, and he doesn't stop you. Lets you tug it down halfway, the sound of metal teeth parting loud in the quiet. His cock pushes against the opening, still trapped in his boxers, but the relief is immediate, the pressure easing just enough to make him exhale sharply.
"Go on," he says, voice strained. "Touch it properly. Wrap your hand around my cock and show me how bad you want it."
You do, slipping your fingers inside, past the waistband of his boxers, and finally—finally—skin on skin.
Your hand wraps around him, warm and soft, stroking the bare length, thumb swiping over the head where precum beads at the tip. He thrusts into your fist, slow and controlled, feeling the vein along the underside pulse under your grip.
"Fuck," he breathes, eyes fluttering shut for a second before snapping back to yours. "Just like that. Squeeze it. Yeah—harder. Make me feel how sorry you are for being such a tease."
Your rhythm picks up, hand pumping him steadily, and he watches the way your arm flexes, the way your breaths sync with each stroke.
It's messy, hurried, your fingers slick and sliding, but it's perfect—just like everything else about this.
He leans down, mouth hovering near your ear, voice a whisper.
"You're gonna make me cum in your hand if you keep that up. Is that what you want? Or do you want it inside you—fucking you raw until you're leaking me?"
Your hand pauses mid-stroke, fingers still wrapped tight around his cock. Without a word, you bring your palm up to your mouth, lips parting as you spit into it—wet, saliva pooling in the center before you lower it back down.
He watches, breath catching, as you wrap your hand around him again, the fresh spit mixing with the mess already there, lubing him up in one smooth glide.
Your fingers slide easier now, warmer, coating every inch from the swollen head down to the base, thumb circling the tip where more precum beads out, making the whole thing shiny and slippery.
"Fuck," he mutters, hips jerking forward into your touch, feeling the lube spread, making everything glide without resistance. "That's it. Get it nice and wet. Like you're prepping it for that greedy cunt of yours."
You don't respond, just keep stroking, eyes locked on his cock like you're mesmerized by the way it swells under your hand, the head flushing darker, slick dripping down over your knuckles.
He leans back slightly, giving you room, but his voice comes out rough, commanding. "Guide it to where you want it most."
Your breath hitches, a small sound escaping your throat, and you spread your legs wider, thighs parting on the table, exposing your soaked pussy even more.
Your free hand steadies yourself as you line him up, the spit-slick head of his cock brushing against your entrance, hot and insistent. You push him in—just the tip—sliding it past your folds with a whine, high and needy, your walls clenching around the intrusion immediately, sucking him in like you can't help it.
The heat of you grips him, wet and tight, and he feels your slick coat him further, the spit mixing with your arousal as you try to take more.
But he stops you. Grabs your wrist hard, pulling your hand away, and yanks his cock back out with a wet pop, leaving you empty and whining again, hips twitching up in protest.
"Turn around," he says, voice low and edged with control. "I'm gonna fuck you stupid. But we'll do it my way."
You hesitate for half a second, eyes wide and pleading, but then you move—scrambling to flip over on the table, your tank top twisting around your torso, breasts pressing against the wood as you rest your front down.
You push your ass up toward him, thighs spread, back arched, the curve of your cheeks on full display, pussy glistening and exposed from behind. He can see your entrance puffy and ready, clenching as you look back over your shoulder at him, eyes wide and desperate, silently begging for it.
Your ass sways just slightly, hips tilting higher, like you're offering yourself up completely, the red hearts on your twisted panties still bunched to the side.
He steps closer, cock bobbing heavy between his legs, and he lines himself up again, the head nudging against your entrance, teasing without pushing in yet.
And then, he does. Pushes in slow, one thick inch at a time, feeling the way your walls part for him, gripping every ridge as he sinks deeper. He lets himself go deep—so fucking deep—until his hips press flush against your ass, cock buried to the hilt, balls resting heavy against your clit.
You whine at the depth, your pussy fluttering like it’s trying to adjust to the intrusion. He feels it, and it takes everything in him not to slam back and forth, not to make the table rattle and give you both away.
"Fuck," he hisses through his teeth, the word barely audible as he presses his chest against your back, the heat of his body covering yours completely.
His hand comes up, gripping your chin hard, fingers digging into your jaw as he covers your mouth, muffling the next whine before it can escape.
"Shut the fuck up," he growls against your ear, lips brushing the shell. "Shut. Up."
You try to nod, but his grip is too tight, holding your head in place as he pulls out halfway—slow, controlled—then pushes back in just as deep, the drag of his cock against your walls making you shudder beneath him. He can feel how wet you are, slick coating him completely, dripping down where you're joined, but he can't move like he wants to. Not yet.
The table would creak. Would bang against the wall. Would announce to your girlfriend exactly what her sweet, faithful partner is doing while she scrubs dishes twenty feet away.
So he holds back, jaw clenched, muscles taut with restraint as he grinds into you instead—deep, circular motions that press his cock against every sensitive spot inside without the telltale slap of skin on skin.
His free hand grips your hip, fingers digging into the soft flesh, holding you steady as he rocks forward again, feeling your pussy grip him tighter with each slow thrust.
"Can't even stay quiet, can you?" he mutters against your shoulder, teeth grazing the skin before he bites down—not hard enough to leave a mark she'd see, but enough to make you jolt, your muffled moan vibrating against his palm. "Desperate little thing. Getting your pussy stuffed while she's right there."
He pulls out again, torturously slow, until just the tip remains inside, then slides back in, watching the way your ass pushes back to meet him, trying to take him faster. But he won't let you. Not until—
"The moment that faucet goes on," he whispers, "I'm pounding into you so hard your asscheeks are gonna look redder than those stupid hearts on your panties."
You whimper against his hand, and he feels your walls clench around him, like the threat alone is enough to push you closer to the edge.
He bites your shoulder again, harder this time, using the pain to ground himself, to keep from losing control and fucking you the way he wants to—hard, fast, brutal.
Instead, he keeps the pace maddeningly slow. All so the table doesn't move, doesn't creak—but shit, he can feel the tension in your body, the way you're fighting not to wiggle back against him, not to beg for more through his fingers.
"Look at you," he continues. "Bent over her table like a whore. Pussy dripping all over the wood she'll eat breakfast on tomorrow. Think she'll know her girl got fucked raw right here?"
You shake your head frantically, but your cunt tells a different story—pulsing, sucking him in deeper with every word.
He grinds against you again, pelvis pressed tight to your ass, cock throbbing inside you, and he can feel his own control slipping, the need to move—really move—burning through his veins.
"Bet you'd cum if I let you," he says, teeth scraping along your shoulder, leaving red marks that'll fade before morning. "Bet you'd cream all over my cock while she's washing your wine glass. But you don't get to. Not until I say."
He pulls out almost completely again, then pushes back in with a maddening thrust that makes your whole body jerk forward, breasts pressing harder against the table.
Still no sound from the kitchen except the soft clink of dishes.
Come on. Turn the fucking water on.
His hand on your hip slides around to your front, fingers finding your clit, still swollen and sensitive from earlier. He doesn't rub—just presses down, holds it there, feeling the way it throbs under his touch, the way your hips try to grind against his hand for friction.
"Feel that?" he murmurs, cock pulsing inside you, stretching you full. "Feel how deep I am? How your pussy's molding to my cock? This is what you wanted, isn't it? What you've been thinking about every time you kissed her goodnight?"
The shame must hit you because you squeeze your eyes shut, but your cunt clenches harder, wetter, practically begging for him to move faster. He rocks forward again, just enough to drag against your g-spot, and your muffled cry vibrates against his palm.
"Pathetic," he breathes, but his voice cracks on the word. "Can't even lie to yourself anymore. Your body just knows.”
Finally—fucking finally—the faucet turns on.
The rush of water fills the kitchen, loud enough to mask any sound.
"There we go," he growls, pulling his cock out to the tip. "Now I can fuck you properly."
Yoongi doesn’t hesitate.
He slams back in, hard enough to jostle the table, enough that your hips skid an inch across the sticky wood. His palm stays over your mouth, smothering the long, broken whine that tries to claw its way out of your throat.
His hips snap into yours, each thrust deep and punishing, cock driving into the softest, hottest part of you with wet, obscene sounds that finally don’t have to be swallowed.
You whimper and buck against his hold, breath coming sharp and frantic against his palm, saliva seeping between your lips and his skin. He grinds forward, leans in, teeth scraping along your shoulder, voice cracking with effort.
“Fucking—ngh—so tight. You hear yourself? Wet little mess, all for me. Knew you’d split open for it. Knew you wanted it this deep.”
You keen, muffled, hips meeting his thrusts now, desperate for every inch, every brutal slam. He hisses, the sound sharp and animal—“fuck—ah—shit,”—little grunts ripped out of him as he pounds into you, pace brutal, control gone.
He lifts his hand from your mouth, just for a second, grabbing your cheeks and squeezing until your lips pucker. He yanks your face back, forces your neck to arch, mouth open and gasping for air. He slides his hips back, never letting his cock slip all the way out, then pushes in again, hard, until your ass bounces against his stomach.
“Open. Wider.”
You look up at him, eyes glassy, lips parted. He hovers over you, mouth right above yours, and spits—quick, hot, a sharp flick of his tongue and lips, not slow but filthy, needy. His spit lands on your tongue with a wet slap, stringy and slick, pooling in your mouth.
Your eyes go wide, breath stuttering, pink tongue twitching in surprise before you swallow on instinct, cheeks burning. He leans in, presses his forehead to yours, and drags his hips up into you, deep and relentless.
“Good girl,” he croons, filthy and sharp, voice honeyed with cruelty. “Swallow it all. God, you love it, don’t you? Spit in your mouth, cock in your cunt, ass up for me.”
You do, eyes rolling back, mouth open and shining. He lets go, palm slaps back over your mouth to muffle the sound as he hammers into you, using the cover of the faucet to rail you as hard as he wants.
Your cries are so wild behind his hand—whimpering, eager, so fucking earnest it tightens his balls, makes his cock twitch inside you.
“Shit—fuck—you’re gonna make me cum already,” he hisses, hips pistoning faster, so fast the table rattles, the legs skipping half an inch across the floor with every pounce.
He feels it—the way your whole body goes tense, the frantic clench of your pussy around his cock, the desperate, muffled whimper spilling against his palm. Your thighs start to shake, hips stuttering, trying to fuck yourself back onto him, chasing the high that’s about to roll through you.
He knows the signs. He loves them.
Instead of giving you what you want, he slows. Deep, dragging thrusts, grinding against your cunt instead of pounding, holding you right on the edge.
Not enough friction. Nowhere near enough.
You squeal, high and panicked, fighting his grip, but his hand clamps down harder over your mouth, the other pinning your hips to the table so you can’t wiggle him deeper.
He tuts, feigning pity. “Uh-uh,” he chuckles, the sound dark and satisfied against your ear. “Not like that. You don’t get to cum a second time. Not after making me wait all night. Not after all those dirty looks. All that pretending.”
He keeps his cock buried in you, hips barely rolling, just enough to tease that swollen spot inside, but no more. Refusing to give you any more speed, any more pressure.
Your orgasm fizzles out, pulses into nothing—waves that almost crest and then die back, heat leaking away to humiliation.
"Look at you," he murmurs. "Cumming but not really. Bet that hurt, didn't it? All that build-up, all those needy little noises, all for absolutely nothing at all."
Your whole body sags, whining into his skin, hips twitching helplessly and he laughs, low and mean, right against your ear. Not a nice sound.
“What’s wrong? Thought you were about to cum. You wanted to finish on my cock?” He grinds in one more time, slow and deep, making sure you feel every inch he’s denied you. “Too fucking bad.”
He pulls out, cock wet and shining, and taps the head against your pussy, dragging it up through your puffy folds, gathering every bit of your slick and ruined orgasm on his tip.
He groans, the sight almost enough to finish him right there.
"Turn your head," he commands, one hand gripping your hair and yanking your face over your shoulder. Your gaze finds him, raw and dazed, lips parted, eyes wide and glassy from the frustration and the need. "Watch me cum all over this pretty ass."
He fists his cock, pumping himself fast, hand twisting at the head, mixing your slick with his own precum. His hips jerk, abs tightening, every muscle tensed with need. He lines the head up with the curve of your ass, stroking faster, wet sounds lewd and sticky in the warm air.
Your lower lip quivers, shame and want fighting for space on your face.
"Red," he mutters, almost laughing, the sound low and mean. "Your ass looks redder than those fucking panties now. Should thank me for it."
You whimper, trembling, but you can’t look away—not even when he starts slapping the heavy head of his cock against your asscheeks, painting you with precum, making sticky little smacking noises with every tap.
What you do actually is arch to meet every slap, every filthy mark he leaves on your skin.
And that makes him groan, deep and guttural, jerk himself hard and fast, and then—there, finally—he cums, hot and thick, striping across your ass in messy, white spurts.
It drips down the curve of your cheeks, thick and obscene, while he makes sure to milk every last drop, head thrown back, free hand digging into your flesh to keep you still while he finishes on you.
"Look at the mess you made me make," he rasps, voice barely more than a growl. "Maybe your girl will see that too, if you’re not careful."
The faucet stops, barely covering the last few breathless moans that slip out of both your throats.
He doesn’t move for a second after—just stands there, breathing hard, watching the mess streak down the curve of your ass. His cum, cooling on your skin, a secret so loud it makes his teeth ache.
Without water running; the house is too quiet. If you listen close, you can hear your own shame dripping onto the table.
Yoongi drags a hand over his face. He should feel triumphant. He doesn’t. He feels raw. Exposed. Like he’s the one who just got fucked.
You’re still bent over, legs shaking, hair falling in your face.
You don’t look at him. Smart. He wouldn’t know what to do with your eyes right now.
He exhales, sharp. Zips up with a jerk.
“Don’t move,” he mutters, voice rough around the edges. “You’re a fucking disaster.”
He grabs a napkin from the table—one of those cheap, floral ones your girlfriend buys, the kind that falls apart if you look at it wrong. He spits on it, wipes his hand, then leans in, brisk and businesslike, to clean you up. He’s not gentle, but he’s not cruel either. Just thorough. Like he’s erasing evidence.
“Lift your hips,” he says, and you do, still obedient, still trembling.
He wipes the streaks from your skin, careful not to leave any trace. He’s methodical about it, almost bored, but his hands linger a second too long on the soft curve of your ass.
He hates himself for that.
The napkin’s ruined—smeared, damp, useless. He balls it up, shoves it into his pocket. No evidence. No witnesses.
He glances at your panties, still bunched to the side, and tugs them back into place with a snap.
“There. Like nothing happened.” His tone is dry, almost mocking. “You can go back to playing house now.”
But before you can move, before you can even catch your breath, he leans down—just once, quick—and presses a kiss to your asscheek.
Not sweet. Not apologetic. Just a stamp.
He pulls back, face unreadable. “Don’t get cocky,” he mutters, voice low. “That’s not a reward. Just—” He cuts himself off, shakes his head. “Don’t make a habit of this.”
He helps you off the table, hands steady at your waist, then steps away like he can’t stand to be close anymore.
His eyes flick to the door, calculating. “You’ve got two minutes before someone comes looking. Fix your hair. Wipe your mouth.”
He tosses you a clean napkin, doesn’t wait to see if you catch it. He’s already moving, already back in his own skin, already building the wall back up.
He pauses at the door, glances over his shoulder.
“Go be good,” he says, and there’s something almost soft in it, but not enough to matter. “Or at least pretend.”
Then he’s gone, slipping out into the hallway, leaving you to gather yourself—alone, aching, ruined, but clean enough that no one will ever know.
Except him. And you.
And the kiss he left, hidden under cotton and guilt.
Pairing: Producer!Yoongi x University_Student!Reader
Genre: Meet-Cute, Slice of life, Romance, Smut, Fluff, Strangers-to-Lovers, Age Gap AU (6 years)
Rating: 18+ | Minors DNI
Warnings: Explicit sexual content [lots of kissing, make out (rooftop bar, University hidden spot), glimpses of intimacy at his apartment (first time + mirror sex), studio sex, oral (f receiving), pussy eating (tongue technology 😈), teasing and fingering, multiple orgasms, riding his thigh, riding him, protected sex], ovulation-driven horniness, filthy-dirty talk, smoking-alcohol mentions
Word Count: ~12k
Summary: After a terrible day at university in a new city, you meet a quiet, mysterious man smoking on a rooftop bar. What starts as a comforting conversation slowly turns into something deeper. You never expected the calm, thoughtful man who helps you with your music theory research paper would turn out to be the famous producer Suga (not idol) that everyone talks about.
P.S.: First time created moodboard... kinda nervous 😅🤭
[MASTERLIST]
You pushed open the heavy rooftop door and stepped into the cool evening air. It had only been three weeks since you moved to Seoul, but every day still felt like a whirlwind... too noisy, too busy, too fast for you to keep up with.
The brutal critique from Professor Kim today was your final straw.
“Surface level,” he’d said in front of everyone, tapping your paper with two fingers like it personally offended him. “You’re describing the notes, but where’s the soul behind the artistry? This is music, not a textbook summary.”
Your cheeks still burned at the memory.
The rooftop was quieter than the streets below, the hum of traffic distant. You walked to the far corner railing, gripping the cool metal, and breathed in the night air... cool, laced with cigarette smoke, champagne and distant rain.
A few meters away, a man leaned against the railing, alone.
Black hoodie, dark hair falling slightly over his eyes, a cigarette glowing between his fingers. He looked relaxed, like the chaos of the city didn’t dare touch him.
You didn’t recognize him.
Just another stranger in a city full of them.
You closed your eyes and let the breeze hit your face, trying to push the day away.
“Rough night?” His voice was low, slightly raspy.
You opened your eyes.
He was watching you now, cigarette paused halfway to his lips.
“Yeah,” you admitted, managing a tired smile. “More like a rough three weeks. I’m new here. University’s kicking my ass.”
He gave a small nod, like he understood more than you expected. “New city hits different. Everything feels too sharp at first. Been there.” He took a slow drag, then exhaled smoke away from you. “You look like you came up here to escape, not drink.”
You let out a soft laugh. “Yeah... I just needed air that doesn’t smell like cheap instant ramen and stress sweat. My dorm’s basically a shoebox.”
He smirked faintly, turning more toward you. “I get that. Myself Yoongi.”
“I’m Y/n,” you said, offering your hand.
His grip was warm, steady, calloused fingertips brushing yours a second longer than necessary.
“Nice to meet you, Y/n.” His eyes... sharp but strangely soft, lingered on your face. “So what’s got a new-in-town university student looking like the world ended?”
You hesitated, then shrugged. “I am doing my Masters in Music Theory. Today my music analysis professor tore my paper apart in front of the whole class.”
“He said it was too surface level. I spent days working on it—talking about song structures, rhythms, and how some artists use music to express their inner feelings. But he said I only scratched the surface. That I didn’t really understand the feeling behind the art.”
Yoongi’s eyebrows rose slightly. He flicked ash over the railing. “Music class, huh? What exactly were you writing about?”
You leaned your elbows on the railing beside him, the words spilling out easier than they should with a stranger. “I picked a few underground producers and how they use simple, soft sounds to express feeling alone even when they’re surrounded by millions of people in the city... I thought it was decent. Guess not.”
He was quiet for a moment, studying you. “Most people write about the big names. You went underground. That’s already more interesting than half the shit professors read.”
You glanced at him, surprised. “You know about music?”
A soft, almost amused huff escaped him. “A little.”
Something about the way he said it, made you smile genuinely for the first time all day. “Okay, Mr. ‘A Little.’ What’s your take then? Because I’m clearly missing the soul or whatever.”
Yoongi turned fully toward you now, resting his back against the railing. The city lights painted faint shadows across his face.
“Music isn’t just about the notes or the beat. It’s about the empty spaces between the sounds. Sometimes leaving silence says more than adding more noise. A lot of producers just follow what’s trending. But the really good ones put their real feelings into the track. They make you feel something even when no one is singing.”
You stared at him, caught off guard by the quiet intensity in his voice. “That’s… actually really good. My professor said something similar but made it sound like I was too stupid to get it.”
“Maybe he’s just a bad teacher,” Yoongi said with a small smirk. “Or maybe you were nervous writing it. Happens when you’re drowning in a new city.”
You laughed softly, shaking your head. “God, yes. Everything’s overwhelming. The buses make no sense, my roommate’s never in the dorm except sleep time, and I miss my mom’s cooking so bad I almost cried over convenience store kimbap yesterday.”
He chuckled—a low, warm sound that settled in your chest. “Kimbap hits different when you’re homesick. What’s your favourite dish?”
The conversation flowed so easily it surprised you.
You told him about home, about the pressure of being the first in your family to study abroad, about how music had always been your comfort but now even that felt academic and cold.
Yoongi listened without interrupting, occasionally nodding or adding quiet insights that made you feel seen.
At one point he lit another cigarette, offering you one.
You declined.
“You don’t smoke?” he asked.
“Not really. I came up here to clear my lungs, not fill them.”
“Fair.” He paused, eyes tracing your face more openly now. “You’ve got this look… like you’re carrying the whole damn city on your shoulders already. It’s only been three weeks.”
Your voice softened. “Feels like three months. I don’t know anyone here. I just… keep messing up.”
“You’re not messing up,” he said, quieter. His gaze dropped to your lips for a split second before returning to your eyes. “You’re figuring things out... and adjusting. That takes guts.”
The air between you shifted.
The casual conversation suddenly felt heavier, warmer. You became aware of how close you were standing—barely a foot apart now.
The way his hoodie sleeves were pushed up, revealing pale wrists and delicate veins. The subtle scent of his cologne mixed with cigarette smoke.
“So…” you said, trying to keep your voice steady, “what do you do, Yoongi? Since you seem to know a lot about music.”
He smiled... small, almost secretive. “I make it. Produce, mostly.”
“Oh? That’s cool. Are you any good?” you teased, not catching the weight behind his words.
His eyes darkened with amusement. “Some people think so.”
The charged tension thickened. He stepped a little closer, voice dropping lower. “You really don’t know who I am, do you?”
You shook your head, heart picking up speed. “Should I?”
“No,” he said, almost relieved. “It’s… refreshing. Most people who know me, come at me with expectations.”
The way he looked at you now wasn’t casual anymore. It was slow, deliberate. Like he was seeing you... really seeing you. Your tired eyes, the way your hair moved in the breeze, the nervous way you bit your lip.
“You’re dangerous,” he murmured.
You blinked. “Me?”
“Yeah... You.” He reached up, almost absentmindedly brushing a stray strand of hair behind your ear. His fingers lingered near your jaw. “Talking like this. Looking like that. Making me forget things like I came up here to be alone.”
Your breath caught. The city noise faded further into the background. “And what else are you forgetting right now?”
“That I usually don’t do this.” His thumb grazed your cheek, feather-light. “Don’t talk this long. Don’t want to keep talking.”
Heat pooled low in your stomach. “Then what do you want to do?”
Yoongi’s eyes flicked to your mouth again, darker now. His voice was barely above a whisper, rough around the edges. “I want to know what you sound like when you’re not stressed. When you’re not thinking about papers or buses or homesickness.”
The air felt electric.
You could smell the faint tobacco on his breath, feel the warmth radiating from his body.
“I’m not usually this forward,” you breathed, even as you leaned slightly into his touch.
“Neither am I.” His lips curved into a half-smirk. “But something about you up here, looking like you need someone to pull you out of that head of yours… it’s doing things to me.”
You swallowed. “Yoongi…”
“Tell me to back off and I will,” he said seriously, though his fingers stayed near your face. “But if you don’t… I’d really like to kiss you right now and see if the rest of the night can get better than this conversation.”
The rooftop, the city, the terrible day—all of it narrowed down to the charged space between you two. Your heart hammered as you looked up at him, the mysterious producer who somehow understood exactly what you’d been feeling.
Your voice came out shaky but certain. “Then stop talking and do it.”
He exhaled sharply.
His hand slid properly to your jaw as he leaned in, slow enough for you to change your mind, close enough that you felt his breath mingle with yours.
The first brush of his lips was soft... testing.
Then deeper, hungrier, as you responded. The cigarette scent mixed with something distinctly him, and the kiss tasted like possibility in the middle of your chaotic new life.
When he pulled back just enough to rest his forehead against yours, breathing uneven, he whispered, “Stay a while longer. I’m not ready to let you disappear back into that city yet.”
Then he kissed you again. The kiss deepened instantly.
Yoongi’s hand cupped your jaw more firmly as he tilted his head, sliding his tongue along your bottom lip. You parted for him with a soft sigh, and he took the invitation greedily.
The kiss turned wet, hungry—tongues meeting, tasting, exploring. A low sound rumbled in his chest as he stepped forward, backing you up without breaking the kiss.
Your back met the cool concrete wall in the shadowed corner of the rooftop, tucked behind a tall wooden partition where the string lights barely reached. It was dark enough that no one from the main seating area could see you clearly.
“Fuck,” he breathed against your lips, voice rougher now. “You taste even better than I thought.”
Before you could answer, his mouth was on yours again—deeper, messier. Wet kisses, lips sliding, tongues tangling. He pressed his body against yours, one thigh slipping between your legs. You gasped into his mouth as his hand slid down your side, gripping your waist.
“Yoongi…” you whispered breathlessly when he pulled back just enough to kiss along your jaw.
“Tell me if it’s too much,” he murmured, lips brushing your ear.
“Don’t stop,” you managed, fingers threading into his dark hair.
His mouth claimed yours again.
This time the kiss was filthy... wet sounds filling the small space between you as he sucked on your tongue, then your bottom lip. His hands grew bolder. One stayed at your waist while the other slowly travelled down, slipping under the hem of your skirt.
You shivered as his fingers traced the back of your thigh, moving higher. He teased the edge of your panties, fingertips brushing the lace lightly, making your breath hitch.
“Soft,” he whispered against your neck, placing open-mouthed kisses there. “You’re so fucking soft.”
His fingers continued teasing, stroking along the fabric, pressing just enough to make you squirm against him. You grabbed a fistful of his hoodie, steadying yourself as he leaned in and kissed you again.
His tongue curled against yours while his fingers slipped under the edge of your panties, tracing your skin without going further.
“Shit, you’re getting wet already,” he murmured against your mouth, voice low and dark. “Just from kissing?”
You shivered, cheeks burning. “It’s… been a long day. And you’re really good at this.”
He chuckled softly. His fingers kept teasing, pressing the thumb against your clit, rubbing in lazy circles that made your knees weak.
“Yoongi—ah…” you moaned quietly into his mouth.
He groaned, pressing his hips into you. “Say my name like that again.”
You were just about to when...
Your phone vibrated aggressively in your skirt pocket, cutting through the haze. You pulled back, breathing hard, lips swollen and shiny.
“Shit... shit,” you cursed under your breath, fumbling for your phone. The screen showed “Roommate – Mina” flashing.
You answered, still pinned against the wall with Yoongi’s hand still under your skirt.
“H-Hello?”
“Yah! Where are you?!” Mina’s voice came through, half worried, half scolding. “It’s almost 11:30. The dorm main gate closes in like 35 minutes. You’re always back before me. I thought something happened!”
You closed your eyes, trying to steady your breathing.
Yoongi watched you with dark, amused eyes.
“I’m sorry, I’m out. I’ll be back soon. I just… lost track of time.”
“Lost track of time? You? Miss Always-Early? Who are you and what did you do tto my roommate?” Mina teased. “Just hurry, okay? Warden is extra strict this week. You know she’ll make a huge scene if you’re late.”
“Yeah, I know. I’m leaving now. Thanks for calling.”
You hung up and let out a heavy sigh, leaning your head back against the wall. “Fuck.”
Yoongi slowly pulled his hand from under your skirt, straightening your clothes for you with surprisingly gentle fingers. He took a small step back, giving you space, though his eyes were still dark with want.
“Curfew, huh?” He smirked softly. “Didn’t know I was making out with a responsible university student.”
You laughed breathlessly, fixing your hair. “Very responsible, clearly. I’m so sorry. I have to go. My roommate just reminded me the dorm gate locks soon. If I’m late, the warden will make a huge drama and probably call my parents. I usually get back before her, so she got worried.”
He nodded. “Alright. Don’t get in trouble because of me.”
You quickly fixed your skirt, cheeks flushed. “I’m really sorry. This was… I didn’t expect tonight to go like this at all.”
“Neither did I,” he said, voice low. A small smirk played on his lips. “But I’m not complaining.”
Before you turned to leave, you hesitated. “Wait—can I have your number? You know… in case I need advice on my research paper. About the whole ‘soul in music’ thing my professor said I missed.”
Yoongi’s lips curved into a small, genuine smile. He took your phone from your hand, typed in his number, and saved it under “Yoongi (Rooftop Producer)”.
“Here. Text me anytime. Even if it’s not about music.”
He took your hand, pulled you closer gently, and pressed a soft kiss to your forehead. “Goodnight, Y/n . Get dorm safe.”
“Goodnight,” you whispered, heart still racing.
You started walking toward the exit, legs a little unsteady. But after a few steps, you stopped. Something pulled you back. You turned around and walked quickly to him again.
Yoongi looked confused, tilting his head. “Forget something?”
You didn’t answer with words.
You rose on your tiptoes, and pressed a sweet, quick kiss to his cheek.
“Goodbye, Yoongi,” you said softly against his skin, then pulled back with a shy smile.
You turned and practically ran toward the stairs, skirt fluttering, heart pounding.
Behind you, Yoongi stood frozen, one hand touching the spot on his cheek you’d just kissed. His ears were bright red, a faint blush spreading across his usually composed face.
He let out a quiet, disbelieving laugh and muttered to himself, “…The hell was that? Cute little tease.”
For the first time in a long time, Min Yoongi didn’t know what to do with himself.
A few days later...
In a dimly lit studio at his apartment, Yoongi sat hunched over his mixing desk, headphones around his neck. The soft glow of multiple monitors illuminated his face. He was tweaking a beat when his phone buzzed.
He glanced at the screen.
A new message from an unsaved number.
You: Hey Yoongi, it’s Y/n from the rooftop the other night. Sorry for texting so randomly. I was working on my research paper again and remembered what you said about “soul in the silence.” Do you have any quick thoughts on how producers create emotional depth with minimalism? I don’t want to bother you though.
A small smile tugged at Yoongi’s lips.
Yoongi: I was waiting for you to text.
He watched the typing bubble appear and disappear before your reply came.
You: Really? I wasn’t sure if you’d remember me.
Yoongi: Hard to forget someone who kissed my cheek and ran away like that. So… is it just about the paper? Or can we chat regardless?
You: We can chat regardless. I’d like that.
Over the next few weeks, the chats flowed easily, turning into something that brightened both your days.
Most evenings, after your classes and his studio sessions, the conversation would start with your paper but quickly drift into everything else.
You told him about your struggles adjusting to Seoul, the chaotic university days, and how much you liked the Suga tracks your professor played in lectures.
You: Today my professor played another Suga track in class as an example of emotional minimalism. The way the piano feels so lonely but powerful at the same time… I don’t know how he does it. I’m still so new to the Korean music scene. I only know a few names my professor mentions.
Yoongi: Suga, huh? You like his stuff?
You: Yeah! The professor says he’s a genius at producing. He doesn’t always show up in public, right? Always low-profile. Just focuses on the music. I respect that a lot. Makes the art feel more pure.
Yoongi: …Yeah. He’s pretty private. Glad you like it though.
You: I’m still learning everything. Being new in Seoul is exhausting lol. Today I got lost again trying to find the right subway line. Ended up in the completely wrong area and had to take a taxi back. I miss home so much sometimes.
Yoongi: I remember those days. I was the same when I first moved here. You’ll get used to it. Want me to send you a list of good places to eat near your university? Real food, not just convenience store kimbap.
You: You’d do that? That would be amazing. I’m surviving on instant ramen too much.
Yoongi: Consider it done. Also… how’s the paper going? Still surface level?
You: Getting better thanks to you. You explain things in a way my professor never could. You’re really good at this.
Yoongi: I’ve been doing it for a while. Happy to help.
Another night, late:
You: It’s 1 AM and I’m still editing this section. I feel like crying. Why is university so hard?
Yoongi: Hey, breathe. Send me the paragraph if you want. I’ll read it.
You: You sure? You’re probably busy.
Yoongi: I’m in the studio but I’ve got time for you. Send it.
You sent the text.
Ten minutes later he replied with thoughtful feedback... gentle but honest, pointing out where the emotion was missing and how to bring it out.
Yoongi: You’re not surface level. You just need to trust your own feelings more when you write. Music is personal. Write like you’re telling me about it on the rooftop that night.
You: How are you so sweet? I barely know you but talking to you makes everything feel lighter.
Yoongi: You make it easy to be sweet. You’re genuine. That’s rare.
The conversations grew longer and more frequent.
Good morning texts. Late night voice notes from him humming a melody he was working on. You sending him pictures of your messy desk or the rainy view from your dorm window. He would reply with short voice messages in his low, raspy voice that always made your heart flutter.
Then one evening, after almost five weeks of constant texting:
Yoongi: You free this weekend?
You: Yeah. Most Probably.
Yoongi: Come over to my place. I’ll help you with the paper properly. Better than texting back and forth. I have a proper studio setup here. We can listen to tracks and break them down together. No pressure.
You stared at the message, biting your lip. Your heart raced.
You: Your apartment? Is that okay?
Yoongi: Yeah. It’s quiet here. No one will bother us. We can order food, work on your paper, and just… talk like we do. I’d like to see you again.
You: I’d like that too. Really. It’s just I keep thinking if I am bothering you more than I should.
Yoongi: Don’t be... So, Saturday morning? 10 AM? I’ll send you the address. We can work while the sun’s still gentle, and I’ll make sure you get to your dorm with plenty of time before curfew.
You: 10 AM sounds perfect actually. Thank you for offering this. You’ve been such a big help already.
Yoongi: I’ve been looking forward to seeing you. Don’t worry about anything. Just bring your laptop and that pretty smile from the rooftop.
You: You’re going to make me blush through the phone… See you on Saturday!!
Yoongi: Can’t wait, Y/n.
He set his phone down, leaning back in his chair with a soft, genuine smile and something warm and fluttery in his chest that he hadn’t felt in a long time.
In your dorm, you hugged your pillow, grinning at the screen, already thinking about what to wear and feeling both nervous and excited for the weekend.
The connection that started with a charged kiss on a dark rooftop was slowly blooming into something sweet, comforting, and full of quiet affection.
Saturday morning, your eyes fluttered open at 6:15 AM... way earlier than your usual weekend schedule. Sunlight filtered softly through the thin dorm curtains, and for a moment you just lay there, heart already beating a little faster than normal.
Today was the day.
You were going to Yoongi’s apartment.
You sat up, rubbing your face, a mix of nerves and excitement bubbling in your stomach. After brushing your teeth and taking shower, you stood in front of the small closet you shared with Mina, staring at your clothes.
“This is ridiculous,” you muttered to yourself, pulling out a simple cream sweater and black jeans. You tried it on, turned left and right in front of the mirror, then frowned.
“Too casual… I look like I’m going to the library.”
Second outfit — a soft lavender blouse with a light cardigan and a skirt. You checked the mirror again, tilting your head.
“Cute… but maybe too soft? I don’t want to look like I’m trying too hard.”
Third outfit. Fourth. By the fifth change, you were standing in a fitted white t-shirt tucked into high-waisted jeans, with a soft oversized beige cardigan slipping off one shoulder.
You turned slowly, checking every angle.
Mina, who had been pretending to sleep, finally groaned and sat up in her bed, hair messy, squinting at you with one eye open.
“Yahhh… what is going on?” she asked, voice still raspy from sleep. “It’s not even 8 AM on a Saturday. Are you sick? Did the world end?”
You froze mid-twirl, cheeks already warming. “I’m… just getting ready.”
Mina raised an eyebrow, fully awake now.
She propped herself up on her elbows, a mischievous grin spreading across her face. “Getting ready? For what? You never wake up before 11 on weekends. Usually I have to drag you out of bed like a corpse. So who is he?”
You avoided her eyes in the mirror and smoothed down your cardigan again. “No one. I mean… it’s just a study thing.”
“Study thing?” Mina laughed, sitting up fully now and hugging her knees. “With the mysterious rooftop guy? The one who made you come back to the dorm with swollen lips and red cheeks that night? Don’t lie to me, Y/n.”
You turned around, biting your lip. “Okay… fine. Yes. I’m going to his place this morning. He offered to help me with my music research paper. He knows a lot about music.”
Mina’s eyes sparkled with delight.
“Ooooh~ So the mysterious rooftop guy enters again! You only gave me crumbs that night, you know. You came in all flushed and breathless, and when I kept asking, you just mumbled something about ‘a really good make out with a stranger on the rooftop.’ I’ve been dying for details ever since!”
You groaned, covering your face with your hands. “Minaaa, stop. It wasn’t just that… We talked a lot too. He’s really nice. And smart. The way he talks about music… it’s different from my professor. He actually gets it.”
Mina wiggled her eyebrows. “And he’s hot, right? Because your face right now is telling me he’s more than just ‘nice.’ You’ve changed outfits like five times already. I counted.”
“Four… maybe five,” you admitted with a shy laugh, glancing back at the mirror. “I don’t know what to wear. I want to look cute but not like I’m trying too hard. What do you think of this one?”
You did a small spin.
Mina tilted her head, studying you.
“Hmm… It’s good. The cardigan makes you look soft and approachable. But maybe add that little silver necklace you have? The one with the tiny star. It’ll draw attention to your neck… in case he wants to kiss it again,” she teased.
“Yah!” You threw a pillow at her, laughing. “We’re just working on my paper today. Nothing else.”
“Sure, sure,” Mina said sarcastically, catching the pillow. “That’s why you’re up at 8 AM vibrating with excitement. Tell me more about him. You said he’s a producer? Is he famous?”
You sat down on the edge of your bed, fiddling with the hem of your cardigan.
“He’s… I don’t know, lowkey? He doesn’t act like he’s a big deal. We’ve been texting almost every day since that night. He helps me with my paper, listens when I complain about the city, and sends me food recommendations. He even sent me a voice note humming a melody he was working on. His voice is so… deep and calming.”
Mina clutched her chest dramatically. “Oh my god, you’re whipped already. And you made out with him on the rooftop? How was it? Was it hot? Tell me he’s a good kisser at least.”
Your face burned as memories flashed—the dark corner, his hands under your skirt, the wet kisses.
“It was… really good,” you admitted quietly, smiling despite yourself. “Like, really good. Intense. He pinned me against the wall and I completely forgot about everything. Then you called about curfew and I had to run.”
Mina squealed and kicked her legs under the blanket. “I knew it! That’s why you were so red and out of breath when you got back. And now you’re going to his apartment? Alone? On a Saturday morning? Babe, this is not just about the research paper anymore.”
You laughed nervously, standing up to check your reflection one more time. “It’s mostly about the paper… but yeah, I like talking to him. A lot. He makes me feel less alone in this city.”
Mina’s teasing softened into a warm smile. “I’m happy for you. You’ve been so stressed since you got here. Just be careful, okay? And text me when you get there and when you leave. If he turns out to be a weirdo, I’ll come rescue you along with my boyfriend.”
“Thank you,” you said, walking over to hug her quickly. “I will. Wish me luck?”
“Good luck with your ‘paper’,” she said, grinning. “And if you come back with swollen lips again, I want full details this time. No more hiding!”
You grabbed your bag, laptop, and notes, heart fluttering as you headed for the door.
“You are thinking too much. It's just about paper... today. Promise.”
As you left the dorm, Mina called after you, “Yah! Wear the lip tint! The pink one!”
You smiled to yourself the entire way, nerves and excitement mixing together. Saturday morning had never felt this bright.
Around 10:02 AM, you stood outside the modern apartment building, nervously adjusting the strap of your bag. The building looked expensive but understated—exactly the kind of place you imagined someone quiet like Yoongi would live.
After taking a deep breath, you pressed the doorbell for his unit.
The door opened after a few seconds.
Yoongi stood there in a simple black hoodie and grey sweatpants, his dark hair slightly messy like he’d just woken up not too long ago. His eyes softened the moment they landed on you, and a small, genuine smile curved his lips.
“Hey,” he said, voice low and warm. “You made it.”
“Hi,” you replied, suddenly shy. “I’m not late, am I?”
“Not at all. Come in.”
He stepped aside, letting you enter.
His apartment was beautiful... minimal, clean, with large windows letting in soft morning light. The living room had a low couch, a few plants, and records displayed neatly on the wall. But what caught your attention most was the open door leading to his studio.
“Want to see my workspace first?” he asked, noticing your curious gaze.
“Yes, please. I’m really curious.”
He gently guided you inside the studio.
The room was soundproofed, filled with warm lighting. Two large monitors, a massive mixing desk covered with knobs and faders, multiple keyboards, a beautiful vintage piano in the corner, few guitars and shelves full of headphones and equipment.
“Wow…” you whispered, eyes wide. “This is incredible, Yoongi. It feels so… professional.”
He smiled, eyes tender and soft. “It’s my little cave. I spend most of my time here. Sit wherever you want.”
You glanced around at all the instruments, a playful smile tugging at your lips. “Do you actually know how to play all of them, or are they just here for studio aesthetics?”
Yoongi chuckled softly, the sound warm and low as he rubbed the back of his neck. “I love learning new instruments in my free time. It keeps me inspired. I’m definitely good with the piano and guitar though.”
Your eyes landed on one of the acoustic guitars resting on a stand. It looked well-loved, the wood smooth and slightly worn.
“That one’s beautiful,” you said, pointing at it. “Can you tell me about it? And… would you teach me a little? Even just the basics?”
His smile grew, soft and genuinely pleased. “Yeah? Come here.”
He picked up the guitar with practiced ease, settling on the edge of the couch and patting the spot beside him. You sat close as he placed the instrument in his lap.
“This is one of my favorites,” he said, gently strumming a few soft chords that filled the studio with warm, rich sound. “It’s got a nice warm tone, not too bright.” He adjusted your posture a little, guiding your hands. “Here, put your fingers like this for A minor chord.”
For the next few minutes, Yoongi patiently showed you the Open Chords, the easiest for beginners, his voice quiet and focused as he corrected your finger placement and demonstrated how to strum smoothly.
His shoulder brushed yours, and every time you managed a decent sound, his eyes crinkled with quiet pride.
“Not bad,” he murmured, clearly enjoying himself. “You’ve got good hands for it.”
You laughed, a little flustered but happy. “I think I’m mostly just following you.”
He played a short, gentle melody after that... something soft and soothing... his fingers moving effortlessly across the strings while he occasionally glanced at you, explaining what he was doing.
The intimate atmosphere in the studio wrapped around both of you as the music lingered in the air. Eventually, he set the guitar back on its stand and turned to you, eyes warm.
“See? You’re already learning,” he said with a small, affectionate smile. “We can do more of that later if you want.”
You both settled on the comfortable couch in the studio. You pulled out your laptop and notes while he made two cups of coffee and set one in front of you.
For the next thirty minutes, you actually tried to focus on your paper. He leaned close, shoulder brushing yours, pointing at your screen as he explained certain production techniques.
“See here,” he said quietly, his breath warm near your ear. “When you talk about emotional minimalism, it’s not just removing sounds. It’s about creating tension with what you don’t play. Like leaving space for the listener to feel something.”
You nodded, trying to ignore how good he smelled. “That makes so much sense. My professor never explained it like this.”
He smiled, eyes lingering on your face a little longer than necessary. “You’re catching on fast.”
Eventually, the research talk slowed.
Yoongi leaned back, studying you with soft eyes.
“So… tell me something,” he said gently. “Why did you choose to do your Masters in music theory? Most people come for performance or production. What made you pick theory?”
You sipped your coffee, thinking for a moment before answering honestly.
“I’ve always loved music, but I want to understand it deeply. Not just how it sounds, but why it affects us so much. The psychology behind it… how certain chord progressions can make someone cry, or how rhythm can calm anxiety. I want to learn that so I can eventually write my own lyrics and compose them. I’ve tried a few times, but…” you laughed self-consciously, “they’re not very good. They feel childish compared to what I hear in lectures.”
Yoongi’s expression turned incredibly soft.
He shifted closer, his knee brushing against yours.
“I’d love to read them someday,” he said quietly. “If you’re comfortable sharing. I promise I won’t judge. I started the same way — writing really bad lines before I got better.”
“Really?” You looked up at him, surprised. “You’d actually want to read my messy lyrics?”
“Of course.” He reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, his fingers lingering on your cheek. “I like the way your mind works. The way you talk about music. It’s honest. That’s rare.”
The atmosphere grew warmer, more intimate. You could feel your heart fluttering as he kept looking at you like that.
Yoongi took a slow breath, as if deciding something important. He gently took your hand, playing with your fingers.
“Y/n… there’s something I want to tell you. I’ve been thinking about it for a while. I didn’t want to say it over text. That’s one of the reasons I asked you to come here—face to face.”
You blinked, suddenly a little nervous. “What is it?”
He gave your hand a reassuring squeeze, his thumb stroking your skin.
“I told you I’m a producer. But I didn’t tell you my full name… or my stage name.” He paused, eyes steady on yours. “I’m Suga. The one your professor keeps playing in class. The one you said you really like.”
You stared at him, mouth slightly open. “Wait… you’re Suga? The Suga?”
He nodded, a small, almost shy smile appearing. “Yeah. I produce under that name. I don’t show up publically much—I prefer staying behind the scenes, letting the artists I work with take the spotlight. That’s why you didn’t recognize me.”
“Oh my god…” You let out a breathless laugh, covering your mouth. “All this time I was telling you how much I like Suga’s music… and it was you. Why didn’t you say anything earlier?”
“I didn’t want you to treat me differently,” he said honestly, voice soft. “When you didn’t know who I was on the rooftop, it felt real. You talked to me, not the name. I liked that. A lot.”
He leaned in a little closer, eyes warm and sincere. “But I also didn’t want to keep hiding it from you. These past weeks talking to you… they’ve meant something to me. I want this to be honest.”
Your cheeks flushed deeply. You squeezed his hand back, feeling a rush of warmth in your chest.
“I can’t believe this… I’ve been fangirling over your music in my paper and you’ve been helping me with it the whole time.” You laughed softly. “This feels surreal.”
Yoongi’s smile grew, his eyes crinkling at the corners. “Is it a good surreal?”
“Very good,” you whispered.
He brought your hand up and pressed a gentle kiss to your knuckles, then another to the inside of your wrist, making your heart skip.
“I really like you, Y/n,” he said quietly, voice husky but full of affection. “Not just helping with your paper. Talking to you every day… it’s become my favorite part of the day. I wanted you to know the real me before this goes any further.”
You felt butterflies explode in your stomach. The morning light made his features look even softer, and the way he was looking at you made everything feel warm and safe.
“I like you too, Yoongi,” you admitted, voice barely above a whisper. “Suga or not… I like you.”
He let out a relieved breath and rested his forehead gently against yours for a moment, eyes closed, a fluffy smile playing on his lips.
“Good,” he murmured. “Because I was hoping you’d stay a little longer today. We can work more on your paper… or we can just talk. Or I can make you something quick for breakfast while you tell me more about those lyrics you’re scared to show anyone.”
You laughed softly, your nose brushing his. “I think I’d like all of that.”
A few months had passed since that first studio visit, and your relationship with Yoongi had become the softest, warmest thing in your life.
You and Mina had moved into a small rented apartment near campus at the beginning of next semester.
No more strict dorm curfews.
Both of you were in relationships, and the freedom felt amazing.
Yoongi was still the same quiet, low-profile producer, but with you he was incredibly affectionate—always pulling you into his lap when he was working, leaving sweet kisses on your forehead, cooking for you when you stayed over, and sending you voice notes in his raspy morning voice.
Despite the six-year age gap, things never felt awkward.
The intimacy between you both had grown naturally, and you’d already shared several beautiful, passionate nights at his apartment.
The first time you stayed over at his place, it was your third month of dating. You had come over after a long day at university.
“You didn’t have to cook,” you said, watching him from the kitchen island.
“I wanted to,” he replied softly, chopping the vegetables. “You’ve been working hard on that paper. Let me take care of you tonight.”
He had cooked dinner for you like a proper gentleman — delicious kimchi jjigae, perfectly grilled mackerel, and side dishes he prepared earlier.
You sat at the kitchen counter watching him, heart fluttering the entire time. He set the dishes on plate and placed in front of you.
“You know... you really cook so well,” you said, eyes wide as you took a bite. “I used to think producers only knew how to order takeout.”
Yoongi smirked, sliding more food onto your plate. “I lived alone for too long. Had to learn or I would’ve starved. Eat well, baby.”
After dinner, he worked in his studio for a bit while you kept him company, sitting comfortably in his lap. His arms were wrapped around you as he clicked through tracks, occasionally asking for your opinion.
“You smell nice,” he murmured against your hair at one point, making you smile.
Later, he gave you one of his hoodies to wear. It was big and cozy, reaching mid-thigh on you. You felt adorable in it.
When it was time to sleep, you both stood side by side in the bathroom brushing your teeth. He kept glancing at you in the mirror, eyes soft.
“You look cute with foam on your lips,” he teased, bumping your shoulder gently.
“Yah, focus on brushing!” you laughed, nudging him back.
Once you were both done, he led you to his bed and pulled you into his arms under the soft blankets. He wrapped himself around you from behind, pressing a gentle kiss to your shoulder.
“Let’s just cuddle and sleep, okay?” he whispered softly. “I don’t want you to feel any pressure.”
You nodded at first, but after a few peaceful minutes, your playful side emerged. You slowly intertwined your fingers with his.
Then you turned around slightly and tangled one of your legs with his, rubbing your foot against his calf. Finally, you started tracing his jawline with your fingertip, moving slowly and seductively.
Yoongi’s breath hitched.
“Y/n…” he warned, voice low. “I said let’s just cuddle and sleep. You’re playing a dangerous game right now.”
You bit your lip, still feeling bold.
You traced lower, down to his neck, pressing a tiny kiss there.
He stayed still for a few seconds, clearly trying to control himself. Then suddenly, he moved.
In one smooth motion, he turned you onto your back and hovered above you, hands on either side of your head. His gaze had completely changed... dark, intense, and full of hunger.
You instantly became shy.
The boldness from a minute ago vanished as you looked up at him, cheeks burning.
“W-we should sleep now…” you mumbled, trying to turn your face away.
Yoongi gently caught your chin, turning you back to face him.
His eyes were soft but burning.
“You were so brave just now, teasing me like that,” he said, voice husky. “Tracing my jaw, rubbing your leg against mine… and now you’re getting all shy when I actually do something?”
You covered your face with your hands, embarrassed. “I was just… testing your patience a little.”
He let out a low chuckle, pulling your hands away so he could see your flushed face.
“Testing my patience?” He leaned down, brushing his lips against yours teasingly. “Baby, I’ve been losing my mind for the past ten minutes trying to behave. You have no idea what you do to me.”
He kissed you slowly at first, then deeper, pouring all his restrained desire into it. His body pressed against yours as one of his hands slid under the hoodie, caressing your bare waist.
“You were bold a second ago,” he whispered against your lips, smiling. “Where did that confidence go, hm?”
“It disappeared when you looked at me like that…” you admitted shyly, voice barely above a whisper.
Yoongi’s expression softened with affection even as heat flared in his eyes.
“Cute,” he murmured, kissing the tip of your nose, then your lips again. “Don’t worry. We’ll go slow. But only if you want this tonight.”
“I want it,” you whispered, finally looking into his eyes again. “I want you, Yoongi.”
That was all he needed.
But every once in a while, a different side of him came out.
A much hungrier, filthier side.
And you liked that side even more.
Like that another night, it started innocently enough after dinner at his place. You were both on the couch, full and relaxed, when a simple goodnight kiss turned into a slow, deep make-out session.
His hands roamed lazily under your shirt at first, then suddenly gripped your waist harder.
Before you knew it, he had pulled you onto his lap, kissing you like he was starving.
The kiss grew messier, wetter.
You were grinding against him when he suddenly growled against your lips, flipped you over, and pulled your hips up so you were on all fours on the couch.
“Fuck, look at you,” he had muttered, voice dangerously low.
He yanked your shorts and panties down in one go, positioning you right in front of the full-length mirror leaning against the wall.
You watched through the reflection as he rolled on a condom. His eyes were dark with lust, jaw clenched with restraint. He rubbed the head of his cock slowly between your folds, teasing your entrance, coating himself in your wetness.
“Yoongi…” you whimpered, pushing back against him desperately.
He let out a low, amused chuckle, still rubbing his thick cock up and down your slick folds, deliberately avoiding pushing inside.
“So impatient,” he murmured, voice rough. “Look at yourself in the mirror, baby. Look how wet you are for me.”
You moaned softly, aching and empty, every slow drag of his cock against your clit making you tremble.
He kept teasing... rubbing, pressing just slightly against your entrance, then pulling back, until you were whimpering and gripping the couch.
Only when you whispered a shaky “Please…” he finally gripped your hip with one hand. His other hand slid up your back and wrapped firmly around your throat—not choking, just possessive... tilting your head so you couldn’t look away from the mirror.
Then, with one smooth, deep thrust, he buried himself inside you completely.
You gasped loudly.
Yoongi leaned over your back, lips brushing your ear as he started fucking you hard, his rhythm punishing.
“Look how pretty you look taking me,” he growled, voice rough and filthy. “Eyes on the mirror, baby. Don’t look away.”
That night he was uncharacteristically rough and vocal—whispering the dirtiest things in your ear while making you watch yourself fall apart.
It left you shaky, breathless, and glowing for days afterward.
One lazy morning, you were sitting at the small dining table in your pajamas, at your rented apartment, sipping tea while scrolling through your phone.
Mina walked in, still half-asleep, and smirked the moment she saw you.
“Morning, miss glowing,” she teased, pouring herself coffee. “You stayed at Yoongi’s last weekend, and your face still has that ‘I got properly loved’ look.”
You laughed, cheeks warming. “Shut up.”
Mina grinned mischievously and sat across from you. “So… be honest. You’ve been dating a whole ass producer for months now. Don’t tell me you still haven’t been railed in the studio?”
You choked hard on your tea, coughing as some of it went down the wrong pipe.
“Mina!” you wheezed, eyes wide.
“What?” she said innocently, but her eyes were sparkling.
“I just read this fanfic about studio sex with a producer and now I can’t stop thinking about it. Girl, you’re literally living the fantasy. He has that expensive studio with the fancy couch and dim lights… and you’re telling me nothing has happened there yet?”
You hid your face in your hands, mortified but laughing. “We’ve done it at his place… multiple times. But the studio feels… I don’t know. Too professional? I keep overthinking it. What if he thinks it’s weird?”
Mina rolled her eyes. “Babe. He’s a guy before a producer. Trust me... the moment you walk in there wearing nothing but one of his hoodies, ‘professionalism’ is the last thing he is going to think about.”
You bit your lip, her words sinking in.
That night, it was ovulation week and your hormones were making you bold.
You texted Yoongi that you were coming over.
When you reached his apartment, he greeted you with a soft kiss and went back to work on a track he was finishing. You told him you’d take a quick shower after your long day... something completely normal now after months of dating.
After showering, you stood in front of his closet, heart racing.
You picked out his favorite oversized black hoodie—the one that reached mid-thigh on you, and slipped it on.
Nothing underneath.
No panties. No bra. Just the hoodie.
You walked into the studio barefoot, the hem of the hoodie brushing against your bare skin with every step.
Yoongi was sitting at his mixing desk, headphones half-on, focused on the screen. He glanced up when you entered and smiled warmly.
“Hey, baby,” he said, voice soft. “Shower felt good?”
“Mhm,” you hummed, walking closer. “I stole your hoodie again. Hope you don’t mind.”
“You know I never mind,” he replied, eyes flicking over you affectionately. “You look cute in it. Come here.”
He patted his lap.
You walked over and sat sideways on his thigh like you usually did. His arm wrapped around your waist naturally as he went back to tweaking the track.
For a few minutes, everything felt normal. He played a part of the beat for you, asking for your opinion. You gave feedback while subtly shifting in his lap.
“You okay?” he asked after a while, noticing you seemed a little restless. His hand rubbed your thigh gently. “You’re moving a lot tonight.”
“I’m fine,” you said innocently, leaning back against his chest. “Just like being close to you.”
He kissed the side of your head, completely unaware.
You turned slightly, letting the hoodie ride up a little higher on your thighs as you “adjusted” again. His hand that was resting on your bare thigh stilled.
Yoongi paused the track.
“Wait…” His voice dropped lower.
His fingers slowly traced higher under the hem of the hoodie. The moment they met nothing but warm, smooth skin, his whole body tensed beneath you.
Then he felt it—the unmistakable warm, wet patch slowly forming on the front of his grey sweatpants where your bare core was pressed against him.
“Y/n,” he said slowly, voice suddenly much lower and rougher, almost strained. “Are you… not wearing anything under this?”
You bit your lip, heart racing with excitement and nervousness as you looked at him over your shoulder.
“Maybe…” you teased, voice sweet. “Is that a problem?”
His eyes darkened instantly.
He ran his tongue over his bottom lip, breathing out a soft laugh.
His hand squeezed your thigh tighter as he shifted slightly underneath you, clearly feeling the wetness now soaking through his sweats.
“Fuck, baby…” he groaned softly, eyes darkening. “You’re sitting on my lap with no panties on and you’re already wet? You’ve been dripping on me this whole time?”
His free hand came up to grip your waist, fingers digging in just enough to show his growing restraint.
“You little tease,” he muttered, voice husky with both amusement and arousal. “I thought you just wanted to wear my hoodie like always… but you came in here bare and soaked? How long have you been planning this?”
You smiled shyly, turning more to face him, which only pressed your wetness harder against the growing bulge in his sweats.
“I’ve been thinking about it for a while,” you admitted, running your fingers along the collar of his hoodie. “Mina kept teasing me about how I’m dating a producer and still haven’t done anything in the studio… and guess I got curious.”
Yoongi let out a breathy chuckle, but his eyes were burning now. He slid his hand further under the hoodie, cupping your bare ass as he pulled you closer.
“So you decided to come in here, fresh out of my shower, wearing nothing underneath my hoodie… and sit right on my dick like a good girl?”
He leaned in, lips brushing against your ear as he whispered, “You’re going to ruin my sweats, baby. You feel how wet you are? You’re making a mess all over me.”
You shivered at his words, cheeks burning but loving the way his voice had changed... still soft with affection, but now laced with clear hunger.
“Are you mad?” you asked playfully, even though you could feel him getting harder beneath you.
“Mad?” He laughed lowly, pressing a wet kiss just below your ear. “No. But you’re not leaving this studio anytime soon looking all innocent like this.”
His fingers traced teasing circles on your bare skin, dangerously close but not quite there yet.
“You really want to do this here?” he asked, pulling back just enough to look into your eyes, his gaze flicking between playful and intense. “Because once I start, I’m not going to be gentle with you, baby.”
You smiled, heat pooling between your legs at his words. You reached up and slowly traced his jaw with your fingertip, dragging it seductively down to his neck.
“Good thing I’m ovulating then,” you whispered, voice breathy and teasing. “Gentle is the last thing I want tonight.”
Yoongi’s breath hitched.
He stared at you for a second before letting out a deep, amused chuckle that sounded almost sinful.
“Fuck… you’re going to be the death of me.” He leaned in and bit your bottom lip lightly before pulling back.
“You have no idea how many times I’ve imagined this. Sitting here working late nights, thinking about bending you over this mixing desk… or fucking you against the piano… or having you ride me right in this chair.”
His hands slid under the hoodie, gripping your bare ass as he continued, voice rough, “That’s why I put condoms in every fucking drawer in this apartment now. Kitchen, living room, bedroom… and yes, even in the studio. I can literally fuck you on every surface of this place and I’ve thought about all of them.”
Your eyes widened in surprise, a shy but thrilled laugh escaping you.
“Yoongi!” you gasped, playfully hitting his chest. “You’ve been planning this?”
“Planning? Baby, I’ve been dreaming about it,” he admitted, eyes gleaming. “Now stop teasing and show me how wet you really are.”
He shifted you slightly so you were straddling one of his thighs properly, your bare, soaked pussy pressed directly against the soft fabric of his grey sweatpants.
The warmth of his thigh felt incredible against your sensitive skin.
“Ride it,” he commanded softly, hands guiding your hips. “Ride my thigh and make a mess all over my sweats like the needy little thing you are.”
You moaned softly at his words and started moving.
Slowly at first, grinding your wet folds along the firm muscle of his thigh. The friction was perfect, and the way your slick was already coating his pants made obscene wet sounds with every roll of your hips.
“Fuck… look at you,” Yoongi groaned, eyes locked on where your pussy was sliding against him. “Soaking me already. Such a messy girl.”
He pushed the hoodie up to your neck, exposing your breasts. His hands immediately cupped them, squeezing roughly before his thumbs flicked over your hardened nipples.
“Ah— Yoongi…” you whimpered, grinding harder.
“That’s it, baby. Use my thigh,” he praised, voice low and filthy.
“Look how desperate you are, humping me like you can’t get enough. My pretty little girlfriend came in here with no panties just to get fucked in my studio… so fucking hot.”
He leaned down and took one of your nipples into his mouth, sucking hard while his other hand pinched and rolled the other one.
The mix of rough and wet felt electric.
You cried out, moving faster on his thigh, the wet patch on his sweats growing bigger with every glide.
“Mmm... fuck, you taste so good,” he growled against your breast, sucking harder before pulling off with a wet pop. “These pretty tits are mine. Say it.”
“They’re yours—” you gasped, riding his thigh faster, the pressure building quickly between your legs.
“Louder, baby. Tell me who this wet little pussy belongs to while you ruin my pants.”
“It’s yours, Yoongi... ahh!” you moaned loudly as he bit down gently on your nipple, then soothed it with his tongue.
He leaned back slightly to watch you, one hand still playing with your breasts, pinching and tugging while the other gripped your hip, helping you grind harder.
“You’re so fucking beautiful like this,” he murmured, voice dripping with lust and affection.
“Riding my thigh like a desperate filthy girl but still blushing so cutely. I love this duality in you, baby. My sweet university girl in public… and my filthy little girl in my studio.”
Your breathing grew ragged.
The combination of his filthy words, the rough treatment of your nipples, and the perfect pressure on your clit was pushing you close to the edge.
“I’m... I’m gonna cum—” you whimpered, grinding faster, your wetness now completely soaking through his sweats.
“Cum for me then,” he growled, sucking your nipple into his mouth again, harder this time. “Make a bigger mess on me, baby. I want to feel you dripping down my thigh.”
He pinched your other nipple sharply and that was all it took.
You came hard with a loud cry of his name, your body shaking as waves of pleasure crashed over you. Your hips stuttered against his thigh as you rode out your orgasm, leaving a shiny, wet patch all over his grey sweats.
Yoongi groaned at the sight, finally pulling his mouth off your nipple with a satisfied smirk. He kept rubbing slow circles on your hips as you came down, pressing soft kisses along your collarbone.
“Such a good girl,” he whispered tenderly, the duality hitting you hard again — filthy one second, soft and loving the next. “Look at the mess you made… my dirty little ovulating princess.”
You collapsed against his chest, breathing heavily, a shy smile forming on your lips as you nuzzled into his neck. His hand rubbed slow, soothing circles on your back, but the wicked smirk on his lips told you he wasn’t nearly done.
“I can’t believe I just did that…” you mumbled, embarrassed but glowing.
Yoongi chuckled and kissed the top of your head, wrapping his arms around you. “And we’re just getting started, baby.”
Before you could respond, he lifted you effortlessly and placed you on the edge of his mixing desk. The surface was cool against your bare ass, various knobs and faders pressing into your skin. He pushed the hoodie all the way up to your neck again, fully exposing your body to his hungry gaze.
“Spread your legs for me,” he said softly, voice laced with command.
You obeyed, parting your thighs.
Yoongi stepped between them, eyes dropping to your soaked pussy. He let out a low groan at the sight.
“Fuck… look at this pretty mess,” he whispered, running two fingers through your dripping folds. “You’re still so wet. My greedy girl.”
You shivered at his touch, already sensitive. “Yoongi…”
He leaned in and kissed you deeply, tongue sliding against yours as he slowly pushed two fingers inside you. You gasped into his mouth at the stretch, your walls clenching around his thick digits.
“That’s it,” he breathed against your lips. “Take my fingers, baby.”
He started moving them slowly at first, curling them just right to hit that sweet spot inside you. The wet, obscene sounds of his fingers pumping into your soaked pussy filled the studio.
“Oh my god—” you moaned, gripping his shoulders.
Yoongi pulled back slightly to watch your face, his eyes dark with lust.
“You like that?” he asked, voice husky. “You like getting fingered on my mixing desk like a good girl?”
He picked up the pace, fucking his fingers into you harder while his thumb found your swollen clit and started rubbing tight circles.
“Answer me, baby.”
“Yes— fuck, yes I like it,” you whimpered, hips rolling to meet his hand.
He smirked, clearly pleased. “Good girl. Look at you… sitting on my desk with my hoodie pushed up, legs spread open just for me. So fucking perfect.”
His fingers curled again, pressing firmly against your g-spot with every thrust. The pleasure built rapidly, especially with how sensitive you already were from your previous orgasm.
Yoongi leaned down and took one of your nipples into his mouth again, sucking hard while his fingers kept their relentless rhythm. He released it with a wet pop and looked up at you.
“You’re clenching so tight around my fingers,” he groaned. “You gonna cum again for me already? So soon?”
“I can’t help it—” you gasped, head falling back. “You feel so good…”
He added a third finger, stretching you more as he pumped faster.
His thumb pressed harder on your clit.
“That’s right, baby. Make a mess on my desk too. I want this entire studio to smell like your pussy by the time I’m done with you.”
Your moans grew louder, echoing softly in the soundproofed room. Yoongi watched you intently, his free hand coming up to gently grip your jaw so you’d look at him.
“Eyes on me when you cum,” he ordered, though his voice was still full of affection. “I want to see how pretty you look falling apart on my fingers.”
The combination of his filthy words, the perfect angle of his fingers, and the intense eye contact pushed you over the edge again.
“Yoongi... I’m cumming—!” you cried out.
Your second orgasm hit you even harder.
Your thighs shook as you clenched violently around his fingers, a fresh gush of wetness coating his hand and dripping onto the mixing desk. Yoongi kept fucking you through it, slowing his movements but not stopping, drawing out every wave of pleasure.
“Fuck, that’s my girl,” he praised, voice thick with pride and lust. “Look at you soaking my desk… such a good, messy baby.”
He finally slipped his fingers out of you gently and brought them to his mouth, licking them clean while maintaining eye contact. The sight made your stomach flip.
“You taste even better when you’re ovulating,” he said with a wicked little smile.
You were still panting, legs trembling as you tried to recover. Yoongi stepped closer, wrapping his arms around you and kissing you softly this time—sweet and tender, a sharp contrast to how rough his fingers had just been.
He rested his forehead against yours, brushing your hair back gently.
“You okay, baby?” he asked, voice now soft and caring. “Not too much?”
You shook your head, smiling breathlessly. “No… I want more.”
Yoongi chuckled lowly, kissing the corner of your mouth. “Good. Because I still have so many plans for you tonight.”
Yoongi kissed you deeply for a moment longer, then gently lifted you off the mixing desk. Your legs were still shaky, so he carried you bridal-style over to the large, comfortable black couch in the corner of his studio.
He laid you down carefully on your back, the soft cushions sinking under your weight. The oversized hoodie was still bunched up around your chest. He pulled it down a little to cover your stomach.
“Stay right here, baby,” he said softly, brushing damp strands of hair from your forehead. “You came so hard twice already. Let me take care of you for a while.”
He reached over to the small side table and grabbed a bottle of water, unscrewing the cap before holding it to your lips.
“Drink,” he ordered gently. “You need it.”
You took a few sips, still breathing heavily. Yoongi watched you with soft, loving eyes, his thumb stroking your cheek.
“Good girl,” he praised quietly. “How are you feeling?”
“Really good,” you whispered, smiling up at him. “But little sensitive…”
He chuckled and leaned down to kiss your forehead, then your nose, then your lips.
“You’re doing so well for me tonight. My pretty, needy baby.” He kissed you again, slower this time. “Just relax for a bit. I’m not rushing.”
After a couple of minutes of him gently rubbing your thighs and kissing your neck, your breathing finally evened out. Yoongi’s hand started sliding higher again, teasingly stroking the sensitive skin of your inner thighs.
“Think you can handle more?” he asked, voice low.
You nodded, biting your lip. “Yes… I want you.”
He smirked and moved down your body, settling between your legs on the couch. He spread your thighs wide, exposing your glistening pussy to his hungry gaze.
“Fuck, look at you,” he groaned. “Still so wet and puffy for me.”
Without another word, he leaned in and dragged his tongue slowly up your slit, collecting every drop of your wetness.
The moment your taste hit his tongue, he groaned deeply, like he’d been craving this for days.
He didn’t stop there.
Yoongi buried his face completely between your thighs, drowning himself in your pussy. He pressed his nose against your soaked folds and inhaled deeply, sniffing you with raw hunger before letting out a long, satisfied “Mhhhhmmmm…” that vibrated straight through your core.
The sound was filthy and needy, almost animalistic.
“God, baby… you smell so fucking good,” he growled against your pussy, voice muffled. “Especially when you’re ovulating. So sweet and wet… I could suffocate in this pussy and die happy.”
You whimpered loudly, your fingers tightening in his hair as he dove back in.
“Yoongi—!”
“Mhmm,” he hummed against you, the vibration sending sparks through your body. “You taste so filthy good, baby. Especially when you’re like this.”
He didn’t tease for long.
He ate you like a man possessed—messy, greedy, and completely lost in you.
His tongue licked broad, slow stripes before flicking rapidly over your swollen clit. He sucked your folds into his mouth, then moved back to your clit, alternating between gentle sucks and harsh flicks.
Every few seconds, he’d press his face deeper, nose rubbing against your clit while his tongue pushed inside you, fucking you with it. He kept making those sinful “Mhmmmm… mmmph—” sounds as he devoured you, like your taste was driving him insane.
“Oh my god... Yoongi, that feels so good,” you whimpered, your hands flying to his hair.
He pulled back just enough to speak, lips shiny with your juices.
“Yeah? You like when I eat this pretty pussy?” He licked a long stripe up your folds again. “You get so much wetter when you’re ovulating. I could stay here for hours.”
He pushed two fingers back inside you while his tongue focused on your clit, curling his fingers perfectly against your g-spot. The wet, sloppy sounds of him eating you out filled the studio.
“Fuck... right there,” you cried, hips bucking against his face.
Yoongi groaned in response, the sound vibrating against your core. He sucked harder on your clit and pumped his fingers faster.
“You’re dripping down my chin, baby. Making such a mess on my couch. My dirty little girl.”
Your thighs started shaking around his head. “I’m... I’m gonna cum again... Yoongi please—”
But every time you got close, every time your thighs started trembling and your moans got higher, he would slow down or pull back just a little—edging you cruelly while still burying his face in you.
“Not yet,” he whispered against your soaked folds, placing a soft kiss on your clit. “I want you to fucking throb for me.”
Then he dove back in even harder—sniffing, licking, sucking, and groaning like he couldn’t get enough. His fingers pumped faster while his tongue flicked relentlessly over your clit.
“Mhhhhmm… fuck, I love this,” he groaned, the vibrations making your eyes roll back. “I could eat you for hours like this. My favorite fucking meal.”
Your legs were shaking uncontrollably around his head. You were so close it hurt. “Yoongi, please— I’m so close, please don’t stop...”
He hummed deeply again, the sound vibrating right against your clit as he sucked harder and curled his fingers perfectly.
This time... he didn’t stop.
If anything, he went harder—sucking your clit with wet, obscene noises while his fingers fucked you relentlessly.
“Cum on my tongue, baby. Let me taste you,” he growled against your pussy.
Your third orgasm crashed over you violently.
You cried out his name, thighs clamping around his head as you gushed on his tongue. Yoongi moaned loudly, licking up every drop like it was his favorite thing in the world, not stopping until you were twitching and whimpering from overstimulation.
He finally pulled back, lips and chin glistening.
He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and crawled up your body, kissing you deeply so you could taste yourself on his tongue.
“You’re so fucking perfect,” he whispered against your lips. “I could eat you out all night.”
You were panting, eyes glassy with pleasure. “Yoongi… I need you inside me. Please.”
He kissed you again, softer this time. “You sure, baby? You’ve already come three times.”
“I want you,” you begged, pulling at his hoodie. “I need you to fuck me.”
Yoongi chuckled and reached into the drawer of the side table next to the couch, pulling out a condom.
He quickly pushed down his sweatpants and boxers, his hard cock springing free. He was painfully hard, the tip already leaking. He rolled the condom on while watching your face.
“Come here, baby,” he said, voice thick with need.
He pulled you into his lap so you were straddling him on the couch. He lined himself up and slowly sank you down onto his cock, both of you moaning loudly at the feeling.
“Fuck… so tight,” he groaned, burying his face in your neck. “You feel incredible.”
He gave you a moment to adjust before starting to thrust up into you, hands gripping your ass under the hoodie. The pace was deep and steady at first, but quickly grew rougher.
“Ride me, baby,” he encouraged, voice rough. “Use my cock. This is what you wanted, right? Getting fucked properly in my studio?”
You moaned, rolling your hips as he thrust up to meet you. The sound of skin slapping and your combined moans filled the room.
“Yes— God, yes,” you gasped. “Feels so good, Yoongi…”
He pulled the hoodie off you completely, tossing it aside so he could see all of you. His hands roamed everywhere—squeezing your breasts, pinching your nipples, gripping your waist as he fucked you harder.
“That’s my girl,” he growled, looking up at you with pure lust and affection. “Look at you bouncing on my cock so prettily. My perfect girl.”
He suddenly flipped you onto your back on the couch, pushing your legs back toward your chest and thrusting deep.
“Want to fuck you properly now,” he panted, pounding into you with strong, rhythmic strokes. “Want you to feel every inch.”
You cried out with every thrust, nails digging into his back. He kissed you messily, swallowing your moans while driving into you harder.
“Cum for me one more time, baby,” he whispered hotly against your ear. “Want to feel you squeezing my cock when you cum.”
Between his deep thrusts and filthy praises, you shattered again, clenching hard around him as your fourth orgasm ripped through you.
Yoongi followed right after with a deep groan, burying himself to the hilt as he came hard inside the condom, hips stuttering against yours.
He collapsed on top of you, both of you breathing heavily and covered in sweat. After a moment, he lifted his head and kissed you softly, sweetly—completely different from how he’d just fucked you.
“I love you,” he whispered against your lips, voice gentle. “You’re amazing.”
You smiled tiredly, running your fingers through his damp hair. “I love you too… even if you just ruined me for any other couch.”
Yoongi laughed softly and nuzzled into your neck, still buried inside you. “Good. Because we’re definitely doing this again.”
It was a special alumni event at your university—a panel discussion on “The Future of Music Production in Korea.” The auditorium was packed with students and faculty.
You had come because your professor practically begged the class to attend, saying it would be beneficial for your research paper.
You were sitting near the middle when the three guests walked onto the stage.
Your heart nearly stopped.
There, in a simple black blazer over a white t-shirt, was Yoongi. Standing casually between two other men... RM and J-Hope.
Your eyes widened in complete shock.
No way…
He had mentioned last night that he had a “surprise” for you today, but you never imagined this.
The moment the MC introduced them, the auditorium erupted.
“Suga!!! Oh my god, it’s really him!”
“RM! J-Hope!”
Girls in the front rows started squealing, some even standing up to take photos. You watched in stunned silence as dozens of phones went up, flashing lights everywhere.
Yoongi looked slightly uncomfortable with the attention but gave a small, polite bow along with his friends.
Your professor leaned over from the row behind you. “See? Even Suga rarely comes to these events. This is historic!”
You could only nod, still speechless.
After the panel ended, you received a text from Yoongi.
Yoongi: Meet me behind the old basketball court in 10 minutes... It's the same place I used to hide during my student days.
You slipped out of the auditorium, heart racing, and made your way to the secluded spot behind the basketball court—a quiet, shaded area with an old bench surrounded by tall trees and bushes.
Hardly anyone came here.
Yoongi was already waiting, leaning against a tree. The moment he saw you, his entire face softened into that fond smile you loved so much. Before you could speak, he pulled you into a warm hug, burying his face in your hair.
“You sneaky bastard,” you laughed against his chest, still in disbelief. “You studied here? And you never told me?”
He chuckled, kissing the top of your head. “You were surprised, huh?”
“Surprised?” You laughed against his chest. “Yoongi, I almost had a heart attack! I had no idea you studied here!”
He chuckled, pulling back to look at you. “I graduated six years ago. I’ve been invited every year with Namjoon and Hoseok, but I always said no. This time… I had a reason to come.”
You smiled up at him, feeling warm all over. “Me?”
“You.”
You pulled back slightly and looked up at him, eyes sparkling with mischief.
“So you’re really a big deal, huh?” you teased, poking his chest. “All those girls screaming for you in the auditorium… I almost got jealous.”
Yoongi raised an eyebrow, a playful smile on his lips.
“Does it matter?” he asked softly, cupping your face.
You shook your head, smiling sweetly.
“No… It doesn’t matter at all. I love you, Min Yoongi. Not Suga... the famous producer. I fell for the guy who made me feel seen in foreign city on that rooftop bar, guy who made me coffee at 10 AM and helped me with my surface-level paper.”
His eyes softened with pure affection. He leaned in closer, nose brushing against yours.
“Good answer,” he whispered.
You grinned and continued teasing, voice playful, “But those girls were really going crazy for you back there. Some of them looked ready to climb the stage.”
Yoongi let out a low laugh, his arms tightening around your waist.
“Does that matter too?” he asked, tilting his head.
You pretended to think for a second, then stood on your tiptoes, wrapping your arms around his neck.
“Nope,” you said confidently. “Because even if hundreds of girls go crazy for you… you only go crazy for me.”
Yoongi’s smile turned fond and slightly shy. “You’re damn right about that.”
The air between you shifted.
He leaned in slowly, capturing your lips in a soft, sweet kiss that quickly grew deeper. His hands slid down to your waist, pulling you flush against him as the kiss turned heated. You sighed into his mouth, fingers threading through his hair.
Just as his tongue brushed yours and things were getting very nice—
“Heyyy! Caught you!”
You gasped and suddenly pulled back from the kiss, eyes wide.
J-Hope’s cheerful voice rang out from behind Yoongi.
“Namjoon-ah, I told you we’d find him here! This was always his secret spot back in the day!”
RM’s deep voice followed, sounding amused, “Oh… but he’s not alone.”
Yoongi groaned, closing his eyes for a second before turning around, still keeping one arm around your waist.
J-Hope stood there with a massive grin, while RM looked surprised but clearly entertained, dimples on full display.
J-Hope let out a loud whistle. “Ooooh~ So this is why you finally agreed to come back to campus after avoiding it for years? Interesting…”
Yoongi sighed, ears turning slightly pink. “You two are so annoying.”
You hid your burning face in Yoongi’s shoulder, completely embarrassed at being caught.
Yoongi gently rubbed your back and spoke calmly, “This is Y/n. My girlfriend.”
RM’s eyes widened in pleasant surprise. “Girlfriend? Wow. Nice to meet you, Y/n. I’m Namjoon.”
J-Hope bounced over with a bright smile, offering you a hand. “And I’m Hoseok! But you can call me Hobi. So you’re the mysterious girl who finally dragged this grandpa out of his cave, huh?”
You laughed shyly, shaking both their hands. “It’s really nice to meet you both. I’ve heard a lot about you.”
“Only good things, I hope,” RM said, glancing at Yoongi with a teasing smirk. “Because this hyung barely talks about anything except music… and apparently now you.”
Yoongi rolled his eyes but couldn’t hide his small smile. He kept you tucked protectively against his side.
“She’s the reason I came,” he admitted quietly, looking at you with soft eyes. “She studies here. Post Graduation in Music Theory.”
Hobi’s jaw dropped dramatically. “Wait— she goes to our university?! And you didn’t tell us? This is huge!”
RM chuckled. “Looks like our Yoongi-hyung is properly whipped.”
You giggled, glancing up at Yoongi who was now fully blushing.
“I’m not whipped,” Yoongi muttered, but the way he gently kissed your temple right after completely betrayed him.
Hobi clapped his hands together excitedly. “This is adorable. We need to get dinner together soon! All four of us.”
“Only if you two behave,” Yoongi warned, but there was no real threat in his voice.
You leaned into him, feeling warm and happy as you watched the three friends bicker lightly. Yoongi’s hand found yours, fingers intertwining naturally.
“Alright, that’s enough,” he said, gently tugging you closer. “You two go back. I still have twenty minutes before I need to be anywhere.”
J-Hope winked. “Use your time wisely~”
As the two walked away, still laughing and teasing, Yoongi turned back to you and rested his forehead against yours.
“Sorry about them,” he murmured.
You giggled, wrapping your arms around him. “I like them. And I like that I finally know more about your past.”
He kissed the tip of your nose. “There’s still so much more I want to show you.”
You smiled, heart full. “I can’t wait, Suga sunbaenim.”
Yoongi groaned playfully and pulled you into another sweet kiss.
Genre - smut 18+, established relationship au, MDNI
Wc - 5k
Warnings - yoongi's brother's reception, secret relationship, yoongi's aunt wants to set reader for her son🤪, jealous yoongi, Explicit smut - Hard dom yoongi, sub reader, chocking, mirror sex, unprotected sex, degradation, man handling, fingering, face fucking, spiting in mouth, edging, crying, hair pulling, marking
The Min family estate is breathtaking, especially tonight. The glow of fairy lights, the grand chandeliers, with laughter and music filling the air.
You step out of the car, adjusting the delicate fabric of your dress. With one final glance at your reflection in the tinted window, you reach for your phone, fingers gliding over the screen.
You: just reached. where are you?
It takes only a few seconds before your boyfriend replies.
Yoon: 2nd floor. Left side of the hall
The moment you step inside it's filled with the scent of fresh flowers and expensive cologne. Your lips curve slightly as you push through the crowd, eyes scanning the space.
It doesn't take long for you to find him.
Min Yoongi, standing near the far end of the ballroom, eyes already locked onto you like a magnet.
He’s dressed in a tailored black suit, crisp and perfect. One hand is tucked into his pocket while the other lazily holds a glass of whiskey, but it’s his eyes that hold you captive.
Those dark eyes roam over you, starting from the waves of your hair down to the delicate curve of your neckline. They trail lower, taking in the way your dress hugs every inch of your body. His tongue peeks out, wetting his lips ever so slightly, making heat crawl up your skin.
Your phone buzzes again.
Yoon: You look beautiful
You bite your lip, glancing at him beneath your lashes.
You: And you look like trouble
The corner of his lips twitches, and even from across the room, you see the slight shake of his head.
A familiar voice calls your name.
“Finally! We were starting to think you weren’t coming.”
You turn to see your friends waving you over. You weave through the crowd smiling, and join them, instantly enveloped in chatter.
Taehyung’s already halfway through his drink, Jimin’s adjusting his blazer and Hoseok is grinning at you.
“You look stunning,” Jimin remarks. “Bet someone over there is losing his mind right now,” he says, giving you a knowing smirk.
You roll your eyes, but the heat creeping up your neck betrays you. “Would you shut up?”
“Oh, come on,” Hoseok teases.
You can't deny though, because you can feel it too. Yoongi’s gaze.
“Must be so hard pretending you two aren’t together,” Taehyung adds, sighing dramatically. “Poor Yoongi hyung, watching you like a lovesick fool but having to act all cool and composed.”
You shake your head, laughing softly. “We’ll tell his parents when we’re ready.”
And that’s the truth. His family is traditional, full of expectations, while Yoongi never cared much for their opinions. But still, you asked to wait before telling them. And he agreed, because this decision was yours to make together.
A fresh round of laughter pulls you from your thoughts, and you join in easily.
“Yoongi hyung!” Taehyung exclaims a bit dramatic, grinning as he lifts his glass.
Yoongi huffs, sliding effortlessly, his fingers grazing your waist just enough to make your breath hitch but not enough to be noticed by anyone else. His way of saying hi when he can’t say it out loud.
He just leans in slightly, his breath warm against your ear as he murmurs, just for you to hear, “You do look beautiful.”
And just like that, you’re gone.
----
The function moves along in a blur of clinking glasses, lively conversations. Yoongi -ever the reluctant center of attention, eventually takes the stage for a speech. His voice carrying warmth as he speaks about his brother and new beginnings.
And then, as quickly as he appeared, he’s swept away, pulled into conversations that demand his time- relatives, business associates.
Meanwhile, you remain with your friends. Jimin recounts a particularly embarrassing memory from their younger days, making Taehyung groan dramatically. Easy laughter fills amongst you.
After some time, you make your way toward the drinks table, the glass in your hand nearly empty. As you tilt your glass for a refill, a voice almost too-sweet cuts through the noise.
“My, my… such a lovely young woman all alone at the drinks table?”
You glance up, meeting the keen eyes of a lady, dressed in an elegant hanbok.
“You must be close to the Min family,” she continues, stepping beside you, her smile never faltering. “I don’t believe we’ve had the pleasure of speaking yet.”
Your fingers pause around the stem of your glass, momentarily confused. You’re certain you’ve never seen her before. Not the few gatherings that you've attended along with your mutual friends, neither in any of the rare photos Yoongi has shared with you. But still, you offer a polite smile and a slight bow in greeting.
“Ah.. I’m sorry, I don’t believe we’ve met before,” you say. “But it’s lovely to meet you.”
She lets out an amused laugh, “Oh, dear, that’s because I don’t visit often,” she says, waving a delicate hand. “But I am part of the family. Yoongi’s aunt.”
Your grip on your glass tightens just slightly. Yoongi’s aunt. You nod politely, offering a small smile. “Oh, I see. It’s nice to meet you. I'm Han Y/n.”
She hums, eyes scanning you in a way that feels far too observant. “I noticed you earlier with Yoongi’s friends,” she says, taking a delicate sip of her drink. “You seem quite close to them.”
“They’re good friends of mine,” you reply keeping your tone light.
She hums again, a knowing glint in her eyes. “You’re quite a lovely girl. Well-mannered, and beautiful too.” Her voice is warm, almost too sweet. “It’s a shame someone in the family hasn’t snatched you up already.”
You blink, caught slightly off guard by her sudden comment. “Oh?”
She nods, setting her glass down on the nearby table. “My son, Seojun-ah—my brilliant boy. He just returned from New York a few months ago. Studied and worked there for years. Hardworking boy.” She smiles as she continues, “In my opinion... you two would make a wonderful pair.”
Ah. So that’s where this is going.
You school your expression, forcing a polite smile. “That’s... kind of you to say.”
She leans in slightly, lowering her voice as if sharing a secret. “He’s single, you know. And someone like you—” she gestures vaguely, as if you’re the perfect ideal, “—would be perfect for him.”
You grip your glass a little tighter, willing yourself to stay calm. “That’s flattering,” you reply, carefully measured. “But I’m not really looking for anything like that right now.”
Her smile falters for only a fraction of a second before she recovers, waving a hand. “Oh, nonsense. A woman like you shouldn’t be single for long.” She tilts her head, watching you closely. “Unless, of course... you’re already seeing someone?”
Just as you part your lips to respond, a familiar voice cuts in.
“Auntie, where have you been so long!?”
You turn to see Taehyung, his signature smile already in place as he slides into the conversation.
The aunt’s face lights up in recognition. “Oh, Taehyung! It’s been so long. Look at you! so handsome as always.”
The woman chuckles, tilting her head toward you. “I was just asking her if she’s single or maybe interested in meeting my son.” Her tone is light with teasing.
“Oh, she’s totally single.”
Your head snaps toward him, eyes widening in silent betrayal. He doesn’t even try to hide the amusement in his gaze.
The aunt's face lights up with excitement at Taehyung’s words. “Really? That’s wonderful!” She claps her hands together, already looking around. “Let me introduce you to Seojun. He must be here somewhere.”
Your heart stutters, a flicker of panic rising in your chest. Shit.
You shoot Taehyung a murderous glare, but the bastard only sips his drink, eyes glinting with pure mischief. You know he’s enjoying this way too much.
“That’s really not necessary—” You start, voice edged with nervous laughter, but the aunt isn’t even listening. Her eyes scan the ballroom eagerly, as if his son will magically appear at any moment.
“Well, this sounds like a lovely setup, but I promised someone a dance,” Taehyung, your so-called friend is already retreating with a shit-eating grin. “Have fun, you two!”
Your glare could burn holes through him, but he’s gone before you can protest. Your fingers tighten around your glass. You need to find a way out of this. Fast.
“There he is! Seojun-ah!” The aunt’s delighted voice rings out as she waves eagerly.
Your stomach drops as a man maybe around Yoongi's age, turns toward the call, eyes narrowing in confusion before he approaches.
He’s tall, well-dressed, and honestly quite handsome, but that’s not the issue. The issue is that you know exactly what’s happening, and by the look on his face when his mother introduces you, so does he.
"This is Y/n, sweetheart!” his mother exclaims, practically radiating excitement. “Such a lovely girl. You two should chat, I have a feeling you’ll get along very well.”
“I’ll leave you to it! No need to thank me,” she's disappearing into the crowd before either of you can react.
Seojun chuckles nervously, rubbing the back of his neck. “I—I’m sorry,” he says, shaking his head. “I know what my mom’s trying to do..” His eyes flicker with mild embarrassment before he sighs. “Sorry if she made you uncomfortable. You really don’t have to entertain this.”
He seems genuinely shy, his words coming out in a rushed ramble as he struggles to navigate the awkward situation.
You offer him a small smile, trying to ease his nerves. "I wasn’t expecting it, but..” You glance around briefly, hoping for an escape. “She seems too... enthusiastic?”
Seojun lets out a breathy laugh, shaking his head. “That’s one way to put it.” He takes a sip of his drink, still looking slightly mortified. “She’s been on this matchmaking spree lately. Thinks it’s her life’s mission to get me married off.”
You chuckle at that.
Meanwhile, across the ballroom, Yoongi strides back toward your group, his gaze scanning for you instinctively. But a frown tugs at his lips.
“Where is she?”
Jimin and Hoseok exchange glances, poorly hiding their amused smirks. Taehyung, however, doesn’t bother to hold back his laughter.
“Oh, hyung,” he drawls, draping an arm over Yoongi’s shoulder dramatically. “Your dear girlfriend is currently on her way to becoming your sister-in-law.”
Jimin finally loses it, chuckling as he nods toward the far side of the room. “One of your aunts decided she’d be the perfect match for Seojun.”
Hoseok chimes in, shaking his head. “She just pulled her aside like it was fate.”
Yoongi’s eyes flicker towards where you stand. The moment he spots you, with Seojun, no less, looking all polite and engaged in conversation and that makes something sharp coils in his chest.
His fingers flex, tightening around his wine glass, an odd heat creeping up his spine.
It’s irrational, really. He knows you. Knows you’re probably just being your usual, kind self. But the fact that someone else—some other man—is standing in front of you, looking at you like you’re something to consider, doesn’t sit well with him.
Seojun is laughing lightly, and you’re chuckling too—chuckling.
“Hyung,” Taehyung drawls, watching the way his expression darkens. “You good?”
Yoongi doesn’t answer, face almost unreadable as he downs the rest of his drink in one smooth motion.
You offer Seojun a polite smile, searching for a way to wrap this up without seeming rude. "It was nice talking to you, but I should get back to my friends," you say lightly.
Seojun, still a little flustered from the situation his mother put him in, nods quickly. "Oh, of course! Yeah, no worries," he says, "Enjoy the rest of the night."
You give him a small nod before turning away as relief washes over you. The moment you step closer to your group, the playful energy among them is unmistakable.
Taehyung is already smirking ready to tease, but before he can open his mouth, you shoot him a glare that makes him chuckle instead.
“So, how was your first meeting with your future husband?”
You shoot him a dry look. “Shut up.”
Jimin snickers beside you. “You two really did look good together, though.”
You roll your eyes, shifting slightly on your feet. Yoongi sets his drink down and just as you open your mouth, “Yoongi—”
He doesn’t answer. Instead, he simply mutters, “Excuse me,” and turns away, heading toward a group of guests like nothing just happened.
Huh?
Did he just.. walk away? Just like that?
You stare at his retreating back, your lips parting slightly in disbelief. This man. You weren’t even the one who dragged yourself into that conversation with the guy. It’s not like you were flirting! If Yoongi’s gonna be all broody and distant over something that wasn’t even your fault—
You huff, crossing your arms. If he wants to play the ignoring game, so will you.
The lights dim, the dance floor filled with soft music. Even Yoongi’s parents share a brief dance, their laughter blending with the sweet ambiance of the evening.
Yet, Yoongi still hasn’t spoken to you since he left. Not that you care.
The crowd stands watching, some cheering for the dancing couples. Just as you shift, thinking about moving elsewhere, someone stumbles into you.
“Oh, I’m so sorry,” the person says quickly. You turn to see Seojun, his eyes widening slightly in surprise before he chuckles.
“It’s okay,” you say, offering a small smile. He seems like he’s about to excuse himself when you hear a very familiar voice beside him.
“Oh my! I knew it!” she exclaims excitedly. “You two were bound to click!”
Your stomach drops.
She's already nudging her son towards you.
“Ask her to dance!” she insists, practically beaming.
Your eyes widen slightly, panic bubbling up. How the hell do you keep finding yourself in these situations tonight?
He almost pleads with his eyes for his mother to let it go, but she remains insistent, nudging both of you onto the dance floor.
Realizing there’s no way out, Seojun clears his throat, his shyness giving way to a small smile.
“Would you like to dance?” he asks.
Your heart beats faster—definitely not from excitement but from sheer disbelief at how the night keeps unfolding.
Yoongi was busy handling some final wedding details when Namjoon nudges his arm.
"Isn't that Y/n?"
Yoongi’s eyes flicker towards the dance floor, scanning the crowd until they land on you.
And just like that, his entire demeanor shifts.
There you were, on the dance floor. With Seojun. His arm lightly placed on your waist while your hand rested in his. Yoongi watched as you let out a small laugh, though your body language still seemed slightly stiff. That didn’t matter.
The sight of you with someone else was enough to make something simmer inside him.
"Damn…you look like you’re about to murder someone." Namjoon chuckled.
"Shut up, Joon."
Your laughter fades slightly, and almost instinctively, as your eyes flicker over to Yoongi’s.
The second your gazes meet, your breath catches. His darkened eyes are locked onto you. Even from across the room, the weight of his stare is suffocating. His grip on his drink is tight, jaw clenched. You can practically feel the tension radiating off him.
Seojun says something with a chuckle, "I don't think we've had a formal introduction, I'm Min Seojun—"
But you barely register it. Your heartbeat picks up, and suddenly you’re hyperaware of everything. The placement of Seojun’s hand, the closeness of the dance, the way Yoongi’s expression darkens further with each passing second.
You take a deep breath, deciding you’ve had enough. You quickly scan the crowd, searching for Yoongi's aunt, hoping she’s wandered off elsewhere. When you don’t spot her, you take it as your cue to end this.
Slipping out of Seojun’s light hold, you step back offering him a polite but firm smile. “I'm sorry, I think I should leave—”
You turn before finishing, weaving your way through the mass of people to find an open space away from the dance floor. The air feels cooler here, giving you a brief moment to collect yourself. Just as you exhale, a hand wraps around your wrist.
“Y/n,” Seojun’s voice is gentle as he calls out, his grip enough to make you turn around.
“I… are you free this weekend?” he asks suddenly, his voice steady despite the slight pink dusting his cheeks.
You blink, completely taken aback.
The last thing you expected was for him to ask you out. Your lips part, ready to form a rejection—
But you don’t get the chance.
Because before you can even utter a word, another hand snatches yours away from Seojun’s grasp.
“She’s not.”
Your breath catches as you whip your head around, your wide eyes meeting Yoongi’s. His fingers are wrapped securely around your hand. His jaw is clenched, the muscle ticking as his stormy gaze remains locked onto Seojun.
The voice was filled with an unmistakable edge which startles Seojun, clearly caught off guard. His gaze flickers between the two of you, slowly processing the situation—the way Yoongi's hand hold yours.
“Oh…okay,” Seojun mutters after a beat, letting out a slight awkward chuckle. His eyes dart to you once more, lingering for a second before he turns back to Yoongi.
“See ya around, Hyung,” he says, forcing a half-smile before finally stepping away.
You glance up at your boyfriend, your voice barely above a whisper.
“Yoongi—”
“Don't."
Yoongi’s grip on your wrist is possessive as he tugs you through the crowd. Your heart pounds in your chest, the buzz of music and laughter fading into the background as he leads you down the dimly lit hallway.
His silence is deafening, the tension in the air between you growing further.
“Yoongi—” You try to call his name, but he doesn’t stop, doesn’t even look back. His fingers tighten around your wrist just enough to make you swallow your words. You don’t know if it’s jealousy, anger, or something deeper that’s driving him right now.
A door swings open, and Yoongi pulls you inside. Turning you around and pressing you against the slammed door.
“You think this is funny?”
His arms cage you in, palms flat beside your head as he leans in. His breath is warm against your skin, but there’s nothing soft about the way he speaks.
Your voice wavers slightly. “Yoongi.. I - your aunt forced us to dance—”
“Forced you?” he repeats, his tone laced with disbelief, his dark gaze flickering between your lips and your eyes. “Did she force you to smile at him too? To let him touch you?”
“It wasn’t like that,” you say quickly, your hands pressing lightly against his chest, but he doesn’t budge. His body is warm, and his scent fucking intoxicating.
Yoongi scoffs, his fingers curling against the door beside your head. “Then what was it like, huh?” His voice is lower now, rough with something unreadable. “Because from where I stood, it sure as hell looked like you were enjoying yourself.”
You blink up at him, your heart hammering. “You know I didn't mean it any other way,” you defend, your voice softer now.
Yoongi exhales sharply through his nose, his tongue swiping over his lower lip in frustration.
You barely get his name out before his lips crash onto yours, cutting off whatever you were about to say. A shocked gasp escapes you, but he doesn’t give you a second to process as his hands grip your waist, pulling you impossibly close as his lips move against yours with almost a punishing force.
Your fingers tighten around his blazer. His body presses against yours. The kiss is fiery, nothing like the gentle ones he’s given you before.
His teeth graze your lower lip, and you whimper softly, your knees nearly buckling.
Yoongi growls lowly at the sound, one of his hands sliding up to cup your jaw, tilting your face so he can deepen the kiss. His tongue brushes against yours, stealing the breath from your lungs, making your head spin.
“Do you have any idea what you do to me?” His voice low, as he growls.
You look up at him, panting softly, yet eyes laced with something playful. You’ve never seen Yoongi this worked up. In all the years you’ve been together, he’s always been the calm one. But fuck, seeing him loose his cool, it’s turning you on more than you care to admit.
“Didn’t know you could be this jealous,” you murmur a breathless whisper meant to provoke.
Yoongi’s eyes narrow, his jaw ticking.
“Don’t test me, princess,” he breathes, his voice low with warning as his hand slowly wraps around your throat, enough to make you feel the warmth.
“You don’t want to play with fire.”
Your breath hitches at the sensation, but the way your thighs clench in response betrays your thoughts.
“But I want to,” you whisper.
And just like that, the last thread of restraint snaps within Yoongi.
Yoongi’s breath fans against your ear as he leans in, voice like gravel. “You asked for it.”
A low groan rumbles from deep in his chest as he tugs you to the mirror counter, spinning you around, pressing his body flush against yours.
His hands grip the zipper of your dress, yanking it down roughly. The fabric pools at your feet, leaving you standing there in your panties and bra. You catch your breath, eyes wide as his hungry gaze roams over you.
He bends you forward over the counter, one hand steadying your waist. Then, with a ruthless flick, he shoves your panties down, tearing them in the process.
You gasp sharply, “Yoongi!”
“I’ll buy you new ones.”
His fingers already dig inside you, rough, stroking deep and fast. You moan his name, your body arching involuntarily against the counter.
He curls his fingers, pressing that perfect spot inside you while his thumb rubs fiercely over your clit. The sensations swirl and crash through you. Your fingers tangle into his long hair, nails scraping against his scalp as you moan his name, breathless and desperate.
His free hand grips your thigh, keeping you spread open for him. You can’t control the soft cries that slip past your lips, but the sound only makes him work you harder.
Biting down on his shoulder, you try to muffle your moans, he growls, hands gripping your jaw, forcing you to meet his eyes. “My little slut, aren't you” he hisses, voice dripping with raw possession. “Always soaking wet for me.”
Your moans grow louder, trembling on the edge. He pulls his fingers out abruptly, leaving you aching and desperate.
“Get on your knees.”
Your legs are wobbly but you obey without hesitation.
He unzips his pants, the sight of him already driving you wild. His cock stands hard and proud, and you feel a fresh rush of heat flood your core.
Yoongi’s gaze never leaves you as he grips himself slowly stroking that make your breath catch.
He cups your chin with another hand tilting your head up.
“Open.” Yoongi leans in, spitting into your mouth. You swallow instinctively, meeting his gaze with a mix of submission and desire.
“Good girl.”
Yoongi’s gaze burns down at you, eyes sharpening as they lock onto yours. His fingers slide under your chin, tilting your face up like you belonged to him, because you fucking do.
“You know the safe word, right?”
You swallow hard, nerves and need tangling together as you nod.
He pushes forward, sliding into you with a deliberate force that took your breath away.
His hand finds your hair, fingers threading firmly through the strands, pulling you closer. “Look at you,” he growls under his breath, his hips rolling deeper. “Taking me so well.”
His lips part in a guttural groan, head tilting back.
“Fuck...” he breathed out, voice ragged, “That mouth is made for me, yeah.”
He was claiming you with every thrust, every touch, every breath, and you knew you were exactly where you belonged.
Your throat tightens further with each controlled roll of his hips, the stretch forcing little whimpers from you.
A choked gag slips out as he sinks deeper.
You blink up through watery lashes, lips stretching around him as you look up at him, cheeks flushed, eyes glassy.
His own gaze burned into yours.
“Fuck,” he hisses, slipping his cock out.
You gasp at the loss, lips swollen.
You let out a soft, startled sound as he hoists you up onto the cool counter, your back hits the mirror behind the vanity, and Yoongi stands between your thighs.
His palm slide up the inside of your thigh, forcing them open wider.
He drags the swollen head of his cock along your folds, slick with your arousal. His other hand came to your jaw. One deep thrust and you cry out his name, and Yoongi captures it in a messy kiss.
Your gasp was sharp, ripped straight from your lungs as he bottomed out inside you, the stretch making your eyes squeeze shut—but Yoongi didn’t let you hide.
His body was pressed tightly between your thighs, the sound of skin meeting skin echoing in the steamy glass.
“Look at you,” he growls, thrusting hard, “Fucking dumb on my cock.”
You whimper in response.
“You think anyone else could fuck you like this?” he hisses, lips brushing your ear.
You shook your head frantically, tears finally slipping down your cheeks, “N-No, Yoongi—only you.”
“That’s right,” he growled, pace unrelenting. “You’re mine. This sweet little pussy, all mine."
He grabs your thighs, hoisting you closer to the edge as his thrusts turns downright brutal.
Your head falls back with a sobbed moan, mouth open, drool trailing from the corner of your lips as your walls clenched tighter.
“I—Yoongi, I’m close,” you gasp, voice high and wrecked, each breath punched out of you with the way he slams into you over and over, your thighs trembling around his hips.
Of course he knows. He feels the way you’re fluttering around him, pulling him in, desperate to tip over.
“Not yet,” he growls, voice rough in your ear.
You let out a broken sound, frustration spilling into a sob, your nails digging into his shoulders. But he’s already pulling out, your body twitching from the sudden emptiness.
Yoongi grabs your waist and slides you off the counter.
Your legs barely hold you up as he spins you around, your palms splayed on the mirror, your cheek flushed against the surface. His hand guides your hips back, arching you until you’re right where he wants you.
One ruthless thrust that has your eyes flying open, a loud, helpless moan spilling from your lips. “Fuck,” you cry out, your breath fogging the mirror. “Yoongi—”
His mouth finds your neck, teeth sinking into your skin with a sharp bite that has you clenching around him instantly.
He groans at that, sucking a mark into your skin.
“Mine,” he snarls against your throat.
His hand slides up your chest, your sternum and closes firmly around your throat. His body is burning against yours, muscles tense, heat radiating between you.
“Open your eyes,” he growls.
Your lashes flutter. You look wrecked. Your gaze meets his through the mirror. Yoongi's dark eyes locked onto you, jaw clenched as he rasps against your ear.
“The only Min you’ll ever get is this one.”
You clench around him so hard it makes both of you groan. Your legs buckle, body begging to come undone.
“You wanna come, baby?” he whispers. “Say it.”
The grip on your throat sends heat straight through you. You nod, trembling, as your voice cracks, “Y-Yes, Yoongi please—”
His free hand slides down your front, trailing between your thighs, already soaked and trembling and finds your clit.
Your moan was filthy, echoing off the walls. You couldn't even try to bite it back.
If anyone was outside the door, there’d be no doubt about what was happening in here. The obscene sounds of his hips slamming into you, your cries, was undeniable. Yoongi didn’t care. In fact, it only spurred him on. “Louder,” he hissed into your ear. “Let them fucking hear who owns you.”
His fingers moved in merciless, dragging you faster toward the edge than you could handle.
You couldn’t breathe.
You couldn’t think.
Your body trembled so hard it was barely standing, your palms slipping on the mirror as you braced yourself, tears sliding down your flushed cheeks. His cock pounded into you, filling you so deep you swore you felt him everywhere.
You sobbed out his name, gasping.
And Yoongi was right there, mouth at your ear, voice low and dark as sin.
“Come for me, baby. Ruin this mirror. Ruin yourself."
Your orgasm hits you so intense it robs you of breath. Your body locks up, trembling hard around him, and you scream his name like it’s the only word you know, your voice shattering under the force of it. Your walls pulse around him, clenching with desperate rhythm, and he groans.
“Fuck, that’s it,” he growls through clenched teeth, hips crashing against you one final time. “All mine.”
He buries himself deep spilling inside you with a broken curse.
His forehead drops against the side of your head.
Tears stream down your face from the overwhelming release, legs barely holding you upright.
His cock still twitches inside you.
He slips out of you carefully, catching your body as it slumps forward, cradling you against his chest. His hand rubs soothing circles over your bare back.
“Shhh,” he murmurs, voice hoarse, lips brushing your temple. “You did so fucking good. I got you.”
Your tears wet his neck as you try to calm down. His thumb brushes your cheek, catching the tear trails.
“You okay?” he asks quietly.
You nod, sniffling as he’s rubs your back.
“I might intentionally piss you off sometime if it gets you like this.” You manage to speak after a moment.
You feel him pause for a second. Then a dangerous chuckle rumbles from his chest, as he looks down at you.
Those dark eyes flicker with something primal, half warning, half promise.
He brushes his thumb over your bottom lip, as leans in.
“Don’t tempt me,” he murmurs, eyes locked on yours. “Because you know I’ll fucking ruin you all over again.”
Your thighs clench involuntarily. When Min Yoongi says that, you know he means it.
⤷﹒voice control - he barely raises it above a murmur, but the lower it drops, the wetter you get. one soft “stay still” against the shell of your ear and your thighs clench involuntarily. he notices, smirks, and repeats it slower, deeper, until you’re dripping onto the sheets without a single touch.
⤷﹒hands as restraint - never needs rope. just threads his fingers through yours, pins both your wrists above your head with one hand, the other lazily tracing your ribs. the way his palm engulfs both your hands makes you feel deliciously helpless. “don’t move them,” he says, and you don’t; couldn’t if you tried.
⤷﹒teasing denial - will edge you for an hour with just the tip of his tongue, pulling back every time your hips chase him. when you whine his name he finally looks up, lips shiny, voice calm: “you’ll come when i’ve heard every sound you can possibly make. we’re only on number seven.”
⤷﹒praise in third person - fucks you slow and deep while telling you exactly how good you feel; never “you’re so tight,” always “this pretty little cunt is trying so hard to keep me inside.” the detachment while being buried in you makes your brain short-circuit.
⤷﹒aftercare possessiveness - once you’re boneless and breathless, he carries you to the shower, washes you himself. but even then his palm stays low on your stomach, fingers occasionally dipping between your legs like he’s checking his work is still there. “mine,” he whispers into your wet hair, “every pulse, every shake; mine.”