Jan 17, 2024
God, I hate writing
#you write because your brain doesnt work right#it’s terrible#you hate it#you edit it#it’s still terrible#you still hate it#you post it so you’ll stop thinking about it#(and because you have to)#you get a comment saying it’s bad#and you want to yell that you knew it was!!! you knew it was bad all along!!#like somehow being aware of its faults absolves you of guilt ??#but it doesnt it just means you should have known better#god what am i fucking doing.#it's so embarrassing not being able to pull 5 kudos when people can like. see that. when people can see the comment calling it bad#im the worst im the worst im the worst in the whole thing#i wish i could dump my brain into the snow. i just know it needs it