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[terimuhl]

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[theresmusicinyourface]

i can't write about happiness.

it comes easy to me. yet its so foreign. it comes easy to me, but not as easy as slipping back into old habits and picking at wounds.

i cant seem to live in the moment. i think about how its going to end even before it starts. i suppose thats my curse.

happiness also feels heavy. it rests on my lungs like white roses and wounds.

i watch the movie theatre around me, being fixated on fiction, not having a care in the world. that's happiness.

i watch my mother and father joke as they sit across each other. that's happiness.

perhaps happiness doesn't have to come from me for me to feel it.

maybe, i just need to look around.

just like the litter of puppies i noticed in a dark corner. they reminded me of the street dog u were fond of. i can't remember her name now. i do remember that u buried her pup when it died in an accident.

i find sadness in happiness and vice versa. maybe thats my crime. but ive never been so happy and sad before and i love living but i wish to not spend another breathing moment on this planet and i miss u but i wont call and i can pretend not to be happy but the world just proves me wrong.

[diary-iguess]

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[thefickletck]

Aimless Rants. Look Up.

When you’re down in the dumps,

The only way to look is up.

You’ll dig your way through,

Claw and scratch your way through.

Getting up there will take longer than you think,

But don’t give up, you’re not weak.

You need time to adjust your attitude,

You’ll soon be at a higher altitude. 

Soon the sun will shine over our head,

Just got to push through till then. //

All these poems I’ve been writing recently are all about pushing through hard times. The fundamental point of this process is your attitude and how you embrace these depressing emotions. Enjoy this depression because you’ll appreciate happiness even more. 

7.18.2016

[the-devils-apprentice]

Our time has come.

Our time has come. It is unfortunate that our journey must come to an end. The thought of never seeing you or hearing from you ever again pains me inside, but I know you’ll be okay. You’re always okay. No matter what you say, you’ll realize how unhealthy our relationship was. Until, or if, our paths cross again, be happy and forget about the memories we’ve created and shared. I’ll be here for you when you need me, and I won’t forget about you. Good night, good bye, good luck.

[englishmuffins]

After a Breakup.

It’s really what you make it. I asked myself, where do I go from here and what do I do with myself? You have some options:

1.) You can be bitter and sit there not do anything, think of all the good times wishing it would go back to that. That’s only going to get you fat and make you sad. Haha

2.) Become a slut. Nahh, I’m just kidding, been there, done that, not fun. Haha. Sure it can make you feel a little better, but inside you’re hurting and you might be hurting others along the way.

3.) Try getting back with you ex. Hey, it could work or could not, you never know. But it gets to a certain point where if you’re constantly begging and getting denied, you should probably stop. And shoot if you guys get back together, congrats, I’m truly happy for you guys.

4.) Get over it. I make it sound easy, but it really isn’t. Don’t make yourself lonely because this is the best time to be with friends and to be distracted. Move on, you have so much going for you and so much to live for. God has blessed you with a life, so live it. Better yourself, and eventually you’ll find someone who’s better for you when you least expect. There’s plenty of fish in the sea, and trust me, you can find someone who’s good for you. Don’t worry about it. :)

*Also, don’t be a bitter ex. You don’t necessarily have to be all BFF with them, but don’t be getting in fights with your ex, it doesn’t solve anything.