Everybody sees what they wanna see, it's easier to judge than to believe.
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Everybody sees what they wanna see, it's easier to judge than to believe.
you’ll never know.
you think I’ve given up, do you?
where are you when I’m alone in my room
pouring my heart and soul out onto paper?
fingers flying across the keyboard so fast
typos are all that can be deciphered?
where are you when the passion you say I lack is sparked?
when i can finally get the guts to say what i’ve been feeling because
i’ve hidden myself behind usernames,
screen names,
instagram posts.
you’ll never know.
because I don’t want you to.
This isn’t for you.
it’s not about you
or money
or fame.
This is for me.
FINALLY.
i’m doing something for me.
And there’s more passion in it than you can possibly
imagine.
My name is Sarah Smith.
Let me gladly introduce myself. I’ll shake your hand and immediately tell you my name, also my story.
“The name is Sarah, last name is Smith. I’m just your average lady. I work a full time job. I drive your average car. I drink an average beer. I’m nothing extraordinary. Just plain average. How’s my night going? Same shit; different day, Bud. Can you have my phone number? Nah, I never give it to anybody. I’m lost and only needing to focus on myself. The only one who looks up to me is my cat, she’s the only one who will never let me down. Well, and my sister Samantha who is my best friend…she’s picking me up later tonight. I came here to drink, I didn’t come here to dance. Yes I love to bullshit with new people, that’s why I’m talking to you. Let’s just get this one thing straight though…bullshitting is exactly all that I’m doing. You’ll never meet such a bigger bullshitter such as myself. I’ve already told you 6 lies and it hasn't even been 6 minutes. Hell, I already have you fooled into thinking my name is Sarah. Don’t feel bad…nobody knows my name. I’m only real when I’m writing…& when I write, I’ve learned to leave out everybody’s names.”
Nobody ever told me that being pursued can be terrifying. And cutting someone's fishing line is very confusing.
You can’t fuck with someone’s feelings because you’re unsure of your own. That’s so selfish. You can’t be messaging someone before you go to sleep one night and the next be confessing your feelings for another infront of that persons face. That’s just cruel, I don’t understand how people can do that. Lesson learnt. Harshly...
*trying to compensate my small penis with my massive biceps*
WHO WANTS TO DRAW MY OC--
It sucks to think.....all the little things behind the scene. The ones I want you to see, but now....you never will.