Jun 16, 2017
I wanna let you know that it's okay not to be perfect, sometimes I have aniexty attacks so bad that I fall on the ground and I feel like I can't breathe and I feel like I'm gonna die.
Grayson Dolan / You’re not alone video
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I wanna let you know that it's okay not to be perfect, sometimes I have aniexty attacks so bad that I fall on the ground and I feel like I can't breathe and I feel like I'm gonna die.
Grayson Dolan / You’re not alone video
رسالة إلى قلبك
A message to your heart:
لا تحزن ولا تفكر كثيراً
Do not be sad and do not over think
فوالله الذي خلقني وخلقك يدبر لك ما سيدهشك ويجبر كسر قلبك
For by Allāh, He Who created me and you He will fix everything for you and give that which will amaze you and mend your broken heart.
تفاعل ولا تيأس إن الله على كل شيء قدير
Be optimistic and do not despair, for indeed Allāh has power over all things.
Do you ever feel so tired of everything? School? Relationships? World?
You’re totally not alone cuz me too.
Oh, hello
Heeeeey...how ya’ll doin?..
Jk, anyways...
This is something I have been wanting to do and I have been procrastinating to get done. Well here I am, with a blog. I will continue to be anonymous because well, I just don’t want anyone to know me.
I created this blog because I want to be able to vent. I want everyone to be able to vent. I want to relate to others. I want others to relate to me. I want to help others. I want others to help me. This is a safe place. I want all of us to be comfortable with each other. I want us to be a little family of fuckers who just don’t know wtf is going on with us and what’s going on in the world.
This is some serious shit. Yes, we can vent about stupid little shit but for the most part, we’re here to talk about childhood trauma, past trauma, relationship trauma. Any kind of trauma you got, you’re in the right place honey. I got AAAALLLL kinds of that!
I always believed that my purpose on this Earth was to help young children, teens and adults who have gone through what I have gone through and worse. I want to know your deepest secrets. I want to know your deepest trauma. I want to know how you feel about whether you could make the decision to wake up in the next life because you’re tired of this one. Everything you tell me is safe with me. I am Scorpio so trust me when I say that (OMG bitch stfu with the astrology. You’re going to scare everyone away!!). Tell me all the fucked up things you’ve done to yourself, your family, your friends and to strangers. Whatever situation you’re in, I am here to push you forward. I am here to smack some love ( and tough love tf you can’t have it all), wisdom, guidance, courage, strength, support, all that EVERYONE needs on this Earth I will provide it for you. Why? Because I care. I will never give up on you. I don’t care how fucked up your life is, I don’t care how much YOU fucked up your life, I will be there. You are given one life and one life only. You can’t go back in time. You can only keep moving forward. Even if you feel you have absolutely no hope to keep going, I am here.
In all seriousness, I will always insert some humor, even dark humor. Some fucked up humor ._. I mean hello?? My page is called life is full of shits and giggles sometimes we gotta mix that shit up.
This is all I have to say for now. Again, I want a little family where we all accept each other, are comfortable with each other, we help each other and we DO NOT give up on each other.
My next blog post will be about me. I want to tell you guys some personal things and just things in general about who I am so you feel more comfortable. BUUUUUUUUT I am just going to repeat again I am a Scorpio so you can’t know everything about me and I have trust issues....No mames, smfh...I am kidding. I don’t want to be that type of person on here at least.
I know there is no one on here yet but I love you guys. Talk to you tomorrow.
-XO
My Mental Health Lately
I don’t like talking about negative things, especially with other people. I’m the person that listens to the problems of others and supports them in their decisions, but in this day and age, when mental health is so important to talk about, I feel like I need to share at least a little of where I am at, so that if you or someone you know is having a hard time, they know that they aren’t alone. That’s been a huge thing for me, is that I know that what I am going through, others have been here too. I’m going to just dive right in and say that for the past couple years I have been letting my anxieties take control. It’s been especially bad this semester and I have felt like I am getting kicked while I am down. It still feels that way sometimes. I don’t really talk to people anymore, I don’t really even leave my apartment except when I need to or I have class. I’ve spent more time crying or feeling empty than smiling this semester. I lost my ability to function. I left dishes in the sink for almost a month, I didn’t do laundry, I just had clothes laying everywhere, I didn’t even take out my trash. Everything piled up so fast and I felt like I was spiraling out of control. I lost my motivation to do basically anything, and I especially lost my ability to take care of myself. I definitely realized that I have a toxic relationship with school. I put so much focus on school that I can’t focus on myself. I have to get good grades, I have to be the perfect student. I spend so much time worrying about school and worrying about getting the good grades that it consumes everything I do. When I talk to my boyfriend, it’s mainly to complain about school lately. When I talk to my parents it's the same thing. I can’t seem to talk about anything else. I want to take a break, but I can’t. I want to take a semester off and get away to reset myself, but my family won’t allow it. I tried to convince them to let me take a break after the semester, but instead I was forced into applying to grad school for a field that I don’t feel like my heart is in 100% anymore, especially because I became aware of what it was doing to me. I started to go to therapy and I am working on figuring things out, but I just want you to know that if you’re feeling down and struggling with school and expectations that you aren’t alone and that someone else is too.
I want to say okay, and move on.
I want to feel my happiness illuminate from within my soul.
I want to liberate myself from these shackles called thoughts; that only bring pain to my world.
I want to feel the gracious air, and feel like I am standing on top of the world.
I want to find the intellectual that lingers beneath me waiting on her moment to shine bright.
I want to see this world for the beauty that it is, not a never ending nightmare that haunts me.
But most of all,
I want to be the person my loved ones feel in love with...
- Lourdes
You never have to carry more than you are able. When you get to UNABLE and look up, enabling Power shows up. Carry on. Look up.
Good Notes to Self (TonyBrigmon.com)
Don Diablo - You're Not Alone ft. Kiiara (Don Diablo VIP mix)
Stream & download: https://tinyurl.com/NotAloneVIP I really wanted to flip my song "You're Not Alone" and the first thing that came to mind was to make it slower, add even more emotion and fit into an 80-ies style nu disco production reminiscent of some of my earlier work that long time Don Diablo fans will surely recognise. I am very proud of the final outcome and decided to officially share it with you guys as a special "VIP Mix", hope you guys enjoy listening to the mix as much as I enjoyed making it 🖤 - Don - Lyrics: This time, this time you're not alone On this long and winding road Far from home, far from home This time, this time you're not on your own And though it's dark and cold deep down Walk alone, walk alone #DonDiablo #YourNotAlone #VIP ⬡⬢ Don Diablo ⬢⬡ Spotify ⬡ http://Spoti.fi/DonDiablo Merch ⬡ http://shop.dondiablo.com Instagram ⬡ http://instagram.com/dondiablo Facebook ⬡ http://facebook.com/OfficialDonDiablo Twitter ⬡ http://twitter.com/dondiablo YouTube ⬡ http://YouTube.com/DonDiablo SoundCloud ⬡ http://soundcloud.com/dondiablo #BeFree #BeBeautiful #BeYOU #BeLOVE #BedlamFoundry #IAmBedlam #EDM #dondiablo #kiiara #youarenot alone #you'renotalone #dance #house #future #futurehouse #edm #mix #dj #remix #club #festival #futurexl #chemicals #cuttingshapes #live #feels #onmymind #epic #dondiabloyou're not alone #you'renotalone don diablo #notalone #alone #marshmellofortnite #highhopes #kingofmy castle #dondiabloremix #dondiabloedit #hexagon #futurehousemusic #peoplesay #music #dancemusic #VIP #VIPMix #DonDiabloVIP Mix